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@salty12 are you there??
I thought she might be despise she favourites council posts every few months
I wish she was here.
I miss her.
She’s always been something special, though I don’t know what she’d think of where we are now.
The last time she came on was 1 month and 1 week ago.. Wow.. Maybe she does come on rarely.. 💖
I haven’t talked to her in so so long
I think she came on a few months after she left because she commented on a tribute we made to her
I haven’t seen her since then though, aside from occasional favourites. I thought if she saw this she might respond
But she might not see it
Maybe every month or so we should mention her on a post like this so it…[Read more]
Sometimes I hate myself. Sometimes we all do. That’s what it is to be human I guess
I think at times life is ****-like, where I walk though nightmares daily. Old, close friends turn their backs on me and I become nothing to them and nothing to me. But I’m lucky. This is ordinary, I don’t think I’ve ever felt something extraordinary, anything…[Read more]
I meander through the site, jumping from activity to activity, I find suffering. A lot of pain. A lot of menories, a lot of loneliness. I wish I could fix it. I wish I could bring people together
I wish I could too. But we can’t. Not really. Pain comes in too many different forms, different fights for us to beat. There’s so much of it on here. We’re young, we feel things. We know more then people expect. And that’s why we aren’t able to fight. We aren’t able to stand together, as one. No. Not at all. People underestimate the pain, or…[Read more]
sometimes the bright side is closer than we think
I wish I could fix everything, stop all the suffering, the sadness, the betrayal. I try to tell myself I can’t fix everything but my heart doesn’t listen. I’m sure that’s what’s happening with you too, so let me tell you: you don’t have to fix everything. just help where you can and bring the b…[Read more]
You guys are right
I know it too, no one can fix pain or take it away, a world without pain is a world where happiness doesn’t exist, because we wouldn’t know that pain existed if we didn’t know happiness does. If that makes sense? In the same way there s no light without darkness
This is strange but the last sentence you said Blondie reminds me…[Read more]
I can’t wait to read it if you share it
“When you need a reason to fight on, all you need to is look up” – Rough quote from Tailte from a conversation we had about the state
I asked everyone what they thought of the stars and some people said gems stitched into the deep velvety blue tapestry of the night sky, others said hot ***** of gas, some…[Read more]
I’ve been working on it a lot, I’ll share the latest draft after I finish writing this. That’s a lovely quote… I’m going to keep it close, for more than one reason. That really is a good memory. It’s funny how we view such simple things- in this case, words- so differently. If you asked me, I’d probably say stories as well. Everything is made up…[Read more]
I CAN’T FORMULATE THE WORDS TO EXPRESS WHY THAT RESONATES SO MUCH WITH ME
Its so hopeful
But so definitely not naively so, hopeful in a way that takes strength
I absolutely love this poem
I… wow, thank you. I wrote it to give hope. Hope is something we lack a lot of the time.
oh orla… *hugs* try and look up, eh? like what Tailte said… I think I’ve moved on. Kinda. High school and the crazy sh*tstorm of 2019 has taught me a lot of things that I most likely won’t forget. One of them is that you need to move on. That doesn’t mean that you should forget what already happened, ofc, but it’s just about finding acceptance…[Read more]
And there is a way. I don’t believe that way exists either sometimes, but hope exists for a reason, right? Ignore the people that ignore you. It is not worth it when they don’t give you the respect that you would’ve given them. I’m sure of it, because that is exactly what I have done to the people who’ve been acting rude to me in the past.
I cut…[Read more]
Omg Lynn!!! I haven’t seen you in so long! 😀
*hugs you back*
You’re right and.. that’s what I did. At the time.
It feels like an eternity since I wrote this but it was only three weeks. I broke down one night because I couldn’t take it anymore, and that’s when I decided it was time to move on. So I sat with new people and was polite to…[Read more]
I just realised you might not even know who the she I’m referring to is, I never even specified in this post.
I was gonna go reply to a bunch of other stuff tonight but after unloading that I honestly can’t face it. So I’m gonna have to talk to you tomorrow hopefully 🙁
It’s night here so I bid you good night 💛
And thank you
Life does keep you guessing- things tend to change in the blink of an eye.
You gotta always at least try to smile
There’s no point in misery forever
Is the logic
Undoubtedly it does, it always does somehow when you least expect it to
Nothing is permanent but change
Not all change is good but not all is bad either
Hello person in my activity
Nice to see you, have a biscuit, and please sit.
So, I have a question for you
I want to ask you to describe my personality.
Basically, I don’t know who I am. My personality is a bunch of question marks to me and a whole lot of contradictions. I’ve had a lot of negative descriptions and a lot of positive des…[Read more]
Aha Orla I’m not the best person to judge someone but I’ll do my best to describe Orla as Orla 🙂
You are Irish
Lost (well you said so sooo)
A lovely person to talk to
Bibliophile (not all genres like the *mature* ones)
Loved (by us… ALWAYS)
Prokaryote? Idk my science terms I’m so sry
I don’t know why I feel so emotional reading this, I don’t know. I guess I just feel loved
It is strange trying to see yourself through another set of eyes so thank you for helping meloved
Love you Lynn
Couldn’t find where you mentioned me and ended up here, and I feel like a horrible person for correcting you, evilerruler, in the fact that you just called Orla here a bacterium. It’s Eukaryote. Sorry again. Insufferable know it all speech ended. I do it a lot, sorry. Now for the question.
So… your personality?
You make sense. That sounds lik…[Read more]
@ms-granger totally fine!! science was and will NEVER be my strong subject. i’d be even more embarrassed if nobody told me my mistake. goodness gracious, i’d feel so ashamed i don’t even wanna imagine… >.<
Hahahahaha thanks. The only reason I remember it is that EUkaryote means YEU or you. Glad I didn’t kill the mood too miserably.
If I do an awful job please don’t kill me *hides*
Strong (Don’t you dare refute this statement, I have my reasons)
Fellow Hamilton Lover
The-Dumbeldore-Of-The-Site (In the best way)
An old soul
Very smart (You did so good on your…[Read more]
*sits and eats biscuit*
I might do a very bad job so be warned XD
Santa but in the kindest way possible
Woohoo I’m Dumbledore and Santa 🎅 😀 😀 😀
You’re so kind Blondie, thank you so much ❤
I am not the person to respond to this, but I will anyways.
To me, you are…
You have a bit of a temper, but you’re good at controlling it
Creator (you create a lot with your words)
Silent until needed
Still somehow a big sister to me
And to go way back to that challenge.
If you were a book,…[Read more]
Thank you to all of you for taking the time to read this and to write about how you see me and taking the time to think about it too, and you were all so nice my ego will need deflating
I’m really lucky to know you guys
I’m soo gonna come and read the stuff you guys said whenever I’m having a bad day, it’ll never fail to make me smile
Always, Orla. I’m so glad to help 😊😊 Especially because every word of what I said was true. ❤️ Love you, my nocturnal buddy
I'm so lucky to know you. Thank you Orla, for everything.
Happy birthday Adelle/ Mae Spiritguard/ Spirit!!!!!
*confetti explodes everywhere* *fireworks light up the sky*
Hope you have a great day 🙂
and that I got the right one
Thank you for being you
Awwww thank you! This really made my day (:
And yes, you got it right.
You can never forget someone you love, you know that?
Even when it’s been years.
I’m a firm believer that if you love someone you should let them know. I try to tell people as often as I can. I make a point of telling my sisters at least once a day.
I’ve grown to love and care about a lot more people than I ever thought I would. I knew what it…[Read more]
Aw, love you too Orla!! ❤️
Thank you so much for writing this. I will never forget you either.
🙂 love u too big sis (I call a lot of the older users that are older than me big sis lol)
Oh Orla, I love you too. I never thought I’d make very many friends, even less so online, but I met you and Fudgy, Gwen, Amber, Shadow, Shade, Cove, Georgia, Caroline, MG, Noelle, DoF (dessert on fire), Puffie Princess, Ivy, W-S, Jordan, Eloise, Cats, and so so many more. It’s an amazing feeling, to love so many people. Thank you for being a won…[Read more]
❤️ I also love many of the people here and I will never forget you all ❤️
Love all of you so so much ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ unfortunately Maple is no longer on the site…
Aw, thank you Orla..
You are an amazing friend,
and I love you all soooo much! 💙
I will never forget any of you! 😋
Wow, thank you so much. I never expected myself to be mentioned on something like this
oH mY gOd this is the best thing ever to see on my birthday! ilyssssssmm orla
HAPPY BIRTHDAY I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU IN AGES!!! *sends many birthday chocolates your way*
Maybe one day we could all see each other 🙂
Thank you for this, it means a lot.
I haven’t been here and I’m so sorry. That I’m not someone you can rely on to be there. I wish I was. Maybe I could, maybe I make excuses to myself to not come on, maybe I’m just lazy. I’m a bad friend and I know this, so I’m so sorry.
I have to disappear again. I’m being swallowed up. School. I wanna make time for here. But if I can’t do it…[Read more]
You might not see this and I prolly won’t come back to this for months upon months… But I just wanted to say that I love you, Orla. I love you more than I love myself right now and I just hope that someday I can be back here. That I can be a better person and try to come back here… But right now I can’t, either. School is a lot. I’m trying to…[Read more]
Oh, N… 😭
Orla, you are not obligated to spend time on here like it’s your duty… I come here, to this site, every single day because I love it and the comfort it provides… if you think that school is too much for you, do what you need to do. Take a break. Focus. Rest.
And get better.
I know that I need some time to figure out about the r…[Read more]
*wraps you in a massive virtual hug*
N!! I love you too.
As you can probably tell I’ve been pretty active these past few months, school’s starting up again and so that’ll probably change so I understand.
You’re one of the best people I’ve ever met in my life, and I’m so happy to see you – I want you to know that. You can always talk to me. Even…[Read more]
You have to do what is best for you, Orla. That in no way makes you a bad friend. In fact, it makes you a good one. To take care of yourself, make sure you are doing the best you can be doing.
Why do we care what friends think of us?
Because we love them.
And we want to know they love us too.
Love you Orla
No, you’re not a bad friend. Not even close. You need to do what helps you. That alone would make me so happy, knowing that you’re happy. love you <3
Disappear if you need to. You know where to find us.
I have said so much, that sometimes, I don’t even know how to say it again. That’s happening right now. But you are strong. Beautiful. Loved. I wish that I could talk to you, because even after all this time, I still feel like you’re my big sister. 🙂 It’s amazing how quickly how this has…[Read more]
My heart hurts, since when can you love people this much?
I don’t know, but I feel like that’s how I love. I don’t think I could love any other way. <3
Idk either… but it happens bc you love and trust and respect each other with all your hearts ❤️ ❤️
Love is a funny thing, isn’t it? This, this is what love is.
Some quotes I feel relate to how I feel about this place
“And there is still a part of me that wishes I never met you. I preferred the emptiness in me when I didn’t know it was there.” — Beau Taplin (A Vacancy)
“If I disappear, know that I’m okay.”— Unknown
“One of the best feelings is finding someone who really gets you. A person who lets yo…[Read more]
“Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting. “- Peter Pan
I worry sometimes that I made a mistake in my actions. Did I make a mistake when I joined? Did I make a mistake when I left? Did I make a mistake when I returned?
I fear I ruined memories, I’m not who I was and I’m sorry for that. But I can’t go back.
I don’t know you that well, but I would love to get to know you better. Your name is Orla, right?
See, that’s the thing. No one really knows what they’re doing. Life takes us on many adventures. This site is just a small one! You didn’t make a mistake when you joined, or left. Leaving gave you a small break to change, to grow. You may…[Read more]
Oh hello! I didn’t think anyone would see this haha
I apologise, I get very emotional sometimes and I post a lot of it in my activity, just post thoughts and things here that I kinda want to share but at the same time contender like sharing them on open chat, you know?
Thanks 🙂 I ‘d like to get to know you better too
Yup I’m Orla
🙂 Thank you.…[Read more]
I’m really touched that you guys took the time to check out my activity, thank you
I didn’t see this until 3 weeks later, but I understand all of this. I feel it too, sometimes.
Mmm. I love these. I never want to say goodbye, because we’ve stood together for so long.
I found one quote, which I love, and that I think really seems to fit this-
The past beats inside me like a second heart.
Hey @jun , this isn’t very important but I was wondering what happened to the old notification system? I was very active about a year ago and came back on recently and noticed the notifications work differently now.
Is it possible to go back to The old system because personally I found it worked better then than it does now. To lay this out…[Read more]
Yes, this is a great suggestion! It would make things so much easier.
Pinky is right, and it also told you how many people commented on one post, and all the notifications for one post would get marked read once you but in one from that post.
It didn’t have the “@darkfire2010 replied to your activity comment” thing though
I may have worded it incorrectly but I thought the way the notifications work now is pretty…[Read more]
yeah, it made it so it didn’t take as long to go through notifs
This sounds great, I’ve been waiting for this XD
Also I don’t even remember the old system because I didn’t even clear notifications on my old account
Hey there Darkfire, thank you for sharing your concerns, we realize the current system of notifications is far from ideal, and we’ve been passing on all suggestions to improve to our tech-team, who then let us know if these changes are feasible within our website support budget. I’ll make sure to add this to our docket, especially the Read All fea…[Read more]
I wasn’t sure whether this technically falls under your jurisdiction because it’s on a document rather than the site but it’s clearly cyberbullying so
Basically someone just vandalised this doc and said all this…[Read more]
Oh no, not another one! Why does Gwen keep getting attacked?!
Oh my goodness…not again. What is wrong with this person?!
Yeah, Gwen keeps getting attacked on google documents. It’s terrible, and really unfair to everyone using the doc.
Ew, I checked out the document. Whoever did that is really mean and immature, plus they keep framing @/catsruleforever which is super unfair.
NONONONONO! Urgh! Not again. And on the Crystal Week Doc? Ugh, I’m restoring it right now.
Not again! This has been going on for months now, and I actually thought it had all died down… What happened, exactly?
if you guys didn’t take screenshots I will be….disappointed is a better word to use than what I was thinking of
I think there are, or I can just re restore it to before and take screenshots
K, just took a ton of screenshots, ima put them in a doc niw
Hey all — I can’t find the screenshots of the vandalization on the Google Docs link you sent, I just have to reiterate what I have, please be careful who you give editing permissions to, and make sure you have a back-up of any work you’re putting on a Google Doc that has editing permissions enabled for many users.
As Google Docs is a t…[Read more]
Yh if we ‘advertise’ our rp/club/party/whatever on the site, if people show interest we could ask for their email, provided they’re comfortable with that.
Right now it is 2:18am.
I can’t sleep. Kinda extremely out of character for me.
For some reason I’ve just been thinking about this place all day today. I don’t know why precisely, but suddenly all these dulled nostalgic sort-of emotions intensified, about people I have met on here.
Why today? I have no clue. I just felt as though I should come…[Read more]
I can’t remember my intention with this and haven’t re-read it… If anyone reads it please take into consideration the time at which it was written
I hope I can sleep now, and I will come back again late June time
I miss you so much and I also thought about you after the Eurovision, I hoped you will come back here…
It’s good to see you too Orla!!! I’m good thanks, how are you?
It feels strange replying almost a month later, not knowing when you’ll see it but I’m glad you’re doing well
I’m okay… Life’s a bit strange lately, some change but I’m trying to make the most of it, on the whole I’m good though
Hi Darkfire….you won’t know me. I’m from after your time. But I just wanted to say two things. First, all the time, I hear your name. How wonderful you are, how kind, how sweet, all the memories. And so I wish I knew you Darkfire…how much I wish that. You probably think I’m crazy. After all, I never actually knew you, just memories of you. And…[Read more]
Hi Cove, I’m going to be honest I procrastinated a little in replying to this comment because I’m quite scared of making a bad impression on you, considering you’ve heard all good things about me and all considered, I’ve probably got more flaws than virtues so I’m trying to be cool so you don’t notice too much but you strike me as the type of…[Read more]
Aha, I had a feeling it might be something like that. Don’t worry, flaws are what make us all human, and without them we wouldn’t be unique. And our uniqueness is just as important as anything else about us. It’s ok, you can be real around me. It’s the true things inside that help us stay ourselves, without anything weighing us down. No, it’s not…[Read more]
Been a hectic week so I haven’t had time to come on much but I’m gonna try to reply to you guys now
So that’s pretty much why it’s taken me so long to get back to you
I appreciate that, what you said about being real. I’ll try. To be honest that’s something I’ve always struggled with, being real with people. I’m not really a brutally honest…[Read more]
Yeah, I understand that too. The feeling of wanting to be something you’re not, to wear a mask, just so people can’t find the darker parts of you.
Yeah, there’s been a lot of doc vandalism happening. It hurts, mainly because it seems the vandal has moved on to directly saying hurtful things and targeting one specific person. Me and Fudge have…[Read more]
Yeah, it’s sort of like I don’t really know who I am though, behind all the masks. I was always me on here because was never any need for a mask, though irl it feels like if you haven’t got a mask on you get ripped to shreds, so coming back here kinda feels like trying to find who I was when I was on here if that makes sense
Don’t even know if…[Read more]
Yea, that’s definitely how I feel to. At least, in real life. On here…. I have less masks, but I’ve always tried to hide the darker, stranger, sadder parts of me. I suppose I’m just afraid of what people will think if they could see everything… Would they accept me for who I am, or would they judge me and break me apart?
The worst part is,…[Read more]
This place is more accepting than you know. You don’t have to show the world nor in fact anyone really, but if you ever did want to open up we’re here, me, Kira, many others I’m sure too
I thought about that, I hope it’s not the case but maybe you’re right. Maybe she takes it worse than she lets on. Why always Gwen? Maybe they just really don’t…[Read more]
Yes I do believe that. But sometimes, over years of hiding the real you, it becomes harder to take the masks off, and you feel less comfortable in your own skin. I think she might, I know life hadn’t always been kind to her. I think Gwen gonna s such an important figurehead on the site, such a cornerstone, that it’s more potent, more damaging to…[Read more]
Omg you changed your avatar, it’s really nice!!
I understand that, a lot, but hey maybe we can try and figure out how to take off the masks together? I don’t have a clue either how to I guess show the real me but I’d say this sorta conversation is progress (at least for me, I think it is). I mean, it’s bound to be good to be able to have…[Read more]
Why thank you! I just felt like the blond hair had been there a while, so I “chucked it” so to speak.
Yeah, I think we can try. This conversation has definitely been a lot of the “window to the soul” type thing. The problem is, I can do it one on one, but I was only able to really do it because you felt the same way, ya know? It’s like, it’s…[Read more]
Omg it’s been so long since you replied I’m so lateee
Always good to change up your avatar sometimes, I’ve had this one for the vast majority of my being here. I had a different one when I joined but I only changed it the once
I understand, I’m the same. It feels sadder for me to have these sort of conversations one to one but I think I’m slowly…[Read more]
Oh dear, only just finding this notification now. Sorry Darkfire!
Lol you keep yours the same, I change it up a lot. If I’m bored, depending on my mood, etc.
Yes, it’s the same for me. The more people I get to know and trust, the more friends I make, the more I’m able to take off my masks and have deep, honest conversations. This conversation has…[Read more]
Can’t believe I’m only getting to this now
That s.ucks, I’m sorry Cove
I’ll definitely give them a go, thanks! Actually as we speak I’m listening to Melanie Martinez
I feel you. I couldn’t sleep last night either. It was something strange, yet beautiful.
I’m okay… Sort of. Breaking slowly, but Cove is holding me together. The site is getting torn apart, and the worst thing is that I could see it coming. But still. Life goes on.
I have a few big things coming up, but none horrible. My birthday is…[Read more]
Happy belated birthday! You know my little cousin was born on that Thursday, the before your birthday
Mmm it is hard to tell when you’re sleep-deprived, I just slept for like 9 hours straight so my days of no sleep are gone until September
Actually same, I can’t quite remember that either. I remember you posting help columns and I used to bug you…[Read more]
Thank you! I’m an official teenager now. 🙂
I just slept for 16 hours, came back from a four day boat trip.
I remember you once bugging me about a cold XD. That Hester320 challenge… I sort of remember that. The cherrywood and dark ink. I remember freaking out because you handed me the council position. And then being successful with it. But…[Read more]
Welcome to the teenager club! 🙂
Oh wow 16, go you, oh goodness a boat trip. Did you have good time? I couldn’t do that, I get seasick ahaha
Omg yeah! Your advice was actually very helpful for getting rid of that cold so no regrets
I remember that, getting the council position is a bit of a freak out moment, I remember when Salty asked me, I has…[Read more]
I had quite a good time, other than my cut-open foot.
XD I’m glad I helped. Colds are the worst.
If it threw you, picture what it did to me. I’ve never been a leader. At least, before you.
That cold dark place is horrible. I’ve been in there a few times, and I’ve almost stayed there. Friends were the only thing that saved me. You, Gingy, Cove.…[Read more]
Aw that’s good, how’s your foot though??
Too true, I’m glad it’s summer, hopefully no more colds
Haha that’s why I asked you in my activity first (or was it your activity? Idk) so if you didn’t want it you wouldn’t feel pressured. I’m glad you accepted though, I knew you were the right type of person for it. A great leader. You didn’t know it, but…[Read more]
My foot has healed.
I think I know it now. It was one of our activities, but that doesn’t matter, at least not now. Sometimes, I feel like your posts are mine, and mine are yours XD.
Last night… I was missing everyone. A Thousand Years was playing through my head over and over. I feel that tipping. Sometimes, it’s like the edge appears without…[Read more]
Good to know haha
I know XD in my memories my activity and your activity just kinda blur together
A thousand years. I love that song. A few very different songs merged in my head when I was reading that memorial post. Just certain parts, playing on repeat. Billie Eilish, the main riff from I love you, the bit that sounds like hallelujah, ilomilo…[Read more]
It’s strange, how songs connect us to our past. And how the connect us to words, even with those words not being a part of the song.
I hate and love that edge… If you want to, you can say more, do more. I can’t do the things I should, though everyone deserves a close, personal look at them. Share the best and the worst. But I simply don’t…[Read more]
True, it is weird, I’m glad songs do though, it gives them so much more meaning
Okay, I’ll be super late but okay. I know I can at least talk about demigod, pugs, boybanshee, cotton, dadsarecool, Aster, KW, more possibly we’ll see who comes into my head. Do you think I should go back to the memorial post or do this separately?
Maybe moving in is…[Read more]
Songs should have meaning, they’re poetry with a tune.
I think you should do it separately, but just ask on the post to see if anyone wants to be tagged for it.
Maybe we stand still, and the world moves around us…
Yeah… It’s just… I hate not being able to tell people about these beautiful users. I wish we could, but we can’t.
It is deep, I…[Read more]
Have you ever thought about writing a song? I have before, I mean at least lyrics, but I never got round to messing around on garage band
I will. I’ll write it. I’ll write about my memories, of people, maybe some of my favourite site memories too. Sometimes I’m sad when I think of them. Everyone who’s gone. Sometimes it feels like a tide pulling…[Read more]
I have… I sometimes write with a tune in my mind, but it’s gone by the time I post it.
Thank you… It will be good for me to hear of them again. It’s a tide. Sometimes, so high, I feel I’m going to drown. Almost in a good way, though. You’re not alone. I love how I can totally find some of the older users in the younger ones. The sass, the…[Read more]
Someday you should maybe record yourself, then try to replicate the tube, I’m sure it’s be beautiful
I will write it today, once I’ve got through some notifs
Yeah, sometimes I get that feeling, sometimes I get this feeling like all the memories are in this ocean, and this wave is building up, and I’m standing right in front of it, waiting for it…[Read more]
I will, someday. Make something beautiful.
The wave is… Well, just water. You can get swept away, but can also get carried back to shore just as easily. Tides, and all that.
It’s so lovely, just to see how… Well… People aren’t all different. I see all sorts of parts of you and Tailte especially.
You’ll be able to make a huge difference one…[Read more]
Update on that post, I was like a quarter of the way through it and all my work for wiped. A quarter doesn’t sound like a lot but it was gonna be a super long post. I have to rewrite it all😭. The trials of my patience.
Saying something poetry then “tides and all thay” ahahahaha XD
On the whole water note, honestly fire seems more dangerous these…[Read more]
Aww, that suc.ks. I know how hard it is to write about people, and having it wiped a quarter through… Ugh.
Tides hold some strange power, don’t they? Carry so much weight, in addition to making beaches so much more interesting. They carry cold water out and in, as well as warm. They change the look of coasts. Tides are pulled by the moon and…[Read more]
Yeah… I think what I’m going to do is start rewriting it in my activity and just post it there and keep commenting new bits as I write them so I can’t lose it. Then I’ll just copy and paste it into open chat when it’s done.
Indeed they do, weird to think that its the moon’s gravity causing it, especially since you can’t see it when you’re on the…[Read more]
That sounds good. 🙂
It’s amazing, how the ocean has moods. It ‘talks’ to us in a way. It’s inspired so many writers and leaders. The ocean is its own being. Which makes it smarter than about 60% of humans, who don’t know themselves.
I can’t respond to all of this, sorry. I have to much to do with the TbT. If you could give me a notif, then I’d…[Read more]
Right now I’m in that bad place, the place that holds you in as long as it can.
My brother pulled me out for a wonderful 15 minutes of conversation.
He went to bed, like any human being.
I’m breaking, just cracking.
Slowly I fall to pieces.
When I read your post, the tears came.
I think about you too, even in the last…[Read more]
It’s okay sometimes to fall apart, sometimes crying isn’t weak either. We fall apart when we’ve been trying hard for so long to keep ourselves together. It’s okay, because every time you fall apart you put yourself back together, because you can. That dark place of which you speak you can leave whenever you feel ready. I hope that doesn’t sound…[Read more]
I’m glad I took a trip to your page //I’m so late though
Firstly, I hope you’re doing well.
I’m doing good, I, haven’t changed much? Not sure if that’s good or bad
(“My quest was supposed to be the biggest thing in my life. I came back changed, but the rest of camp was exactly the same”) well, admittedly, I am a bit more, apathetic about the site,…[Read more]
//I’m still bad at expressing these types of things I’m sorry
Kind of find it ironic that you thought you were late and here i am replying three weeks late XD
A wizard is never late, nor is he early, he arrives precisely when he means to
Honestly, it’s reassuring that you haven’t changed much, so much else seems to be changing in life lately. I can’t really tell if I’ve changed much, maybe a little more…[Read more]
Ah, that’s good then.
Yes it is hahaha, it’ll be in my state next month, exciting.
I believe so yes
Hope you’re enjoying it hahah.
Perfectly fine with it.
Nigerian prince? hahaha
They’re hiring at the store where my grandparents live, that’s a bit too far for us though, thank you for the yossha luckies.…[Read more]
he Percy Jackson musical will be in your state next month?? You should go see it! (Presuming it’s not that expensive, I don’t know I didn’t bother to check the price of tickets after I found it it was shown exclusively in the states)
(Trying to read my comment with your comment to try to understand which bits your replying to XD)
Got a bit farther…[Read more]
Yes indeed it was, 25 dollars I believe? Don’t quite remember
the accuracy hahahah
I was making a joke about how my number was obtained
Yeah haha, really love those two
It is indeed
I am haha, I made a special bear for it because I couldn’t come to actually cut one/find one big enough for when I got to the point of actually considering it.
– Actually on the topic of names I nearly named my D&D character’s father/mother (I honestly don’t know which one it was) Orla but with the Órfhlaith spelling because I wanted to see SJS’s reaction, I didn’t because I couldn’t remember the spelling. I think the parents ended up being named Marthak and Georzge or something.
Okay so I googled dollars to sterling and that’s only £19.77??!! That’s not bad for a musical, I mean Hamilton was like over a hundred pounds
Thanks haha, I skipped the prologue but now I’m actually reading it I’m making progress
Oh right haha
HAHAHA can you imagine, that would’ve been really funny. I forget that spelling too, and I technically…[Read more]
Yeah haha, I’m thinking of naming my character in the D&D-I-accidentally-volunteered-for Órfhlaith Gwenelvesode (or vise versa) Will the DM end up hating it just like he did Guadalupe? Who knows.
Oof that would’ve been genius, turns out it wasn’t George it was Kevinb.
Random Cinderelleon update: when we’re babysitting him and he does…[Read more]
Haha I’ve never actually played D&D, but it sounds really cool.
Órfhlaith Gwenelvesode is a pretty cool name not gonna lie, You know my favourite thing about that spelling is the fact it’s pronounced exactly the same as Orla, yet there’s a f in there and a fada (the mark on the ó, not sure if that’s what it’s called outside the Irish language, I…[Read more]
It is indeed, even great is the meaning I ended up with was “Blessed in Light the Golden Princess” that sounds straight out of a toku hahaha.
Eve and Keeva right? Hmm…..if I where to pronounce them by how they’re spelled…..Ow-bean and Cow-hyme. definitely
She’s a 17 year old Spanish girl from the, 1800s (? I don’t remember t…[Read more]
XD XD “Blessed in the light the golden princess” well if that’s not an impressive title I don’t know what is haha
Omg hahahaha I’m so glad I asked XD cow-hyme and ow-bean XD
For actual pronunciation, 1/2 ain’t bad. Keeva is right for Caoimhe, but for Aoibheann you say it Ay-veen which is actually not that far off ow-bean
If that’s not an epic…[Read more]
Update: my fellow players wasted two of my revives before the game officially started.
Why thank you.
I do indeed haha, honestly forgot it was premiering on the fourth.
Oh how are the shoes? Are they good? I watch SHIELD, don’t think I’m caught up though? Amphibia is the main show right now.
Anywaaaaaays, there…[Read more]
Oh well haha
I was looking forward to it so much and it did not disappoint. I have watched the entire season now. I literally sat and binge watched it with my entire family. It’s so weird how that show can have you screaming one minute and laughing the next.
I have so many theories for season 4 but no spoilers since I don’t know if you’ve watched…[Read more]
Great news, apparently we get three revives every time we die, so as long as the others remember my stats I’ll be fine.
I haven’t even started it hahaha. Been a bit busy.
I know, I just couldn’t resist haha.
Well, the seasons are pretty short, kind of requires the writers to actually get to the point, unlike SHIELD and its seasonal separate…[Read more]
This is pretty random but apparently Lucky’s birthday was on the seventh
I thought it was August 12th honestly
But Chace decided to remind me
lovely art by ChaceRider
Wait so if you get three revives every time you die, doesn’t that mean you can never die? *insert eerie conspiracy music*
When you get time it’s really good! I thought it was scarier than the last two seasons. Funny, I’ve actually started researching it because I’ve run out of other TV shows
Ah autocorrect fails, I will forever be reminded of…[Read more]
*Three chances at revival, depending on how well the other players know are stats (for example Órfhlaith has an intelligence of 15, strength of 4 and dexterity of 3, I’m doomed if I’m told to roll higher than my intelligence and lower than my strength/dexterity (I get 7-8 a lot)
Good times haha
Mmmm, that’s a solid review right…[Read more]
Update: I listened to Lucky Smile and Mata Kimi Ni Aitai, I liked both of them. Mata Kimi Ni Aitai was surprisingly emotional
Aha that makes more sense, XD are those good stats or bad stats
Oh thank you *takes a bow*
Okay so I had to look up magical girl, and now I know “Magical girl is a subgenre of Japanese fantasy light novels, manga, anime,…[Read more]
The DM decided to do it strangely (“You have to roll higher than your stat to do this”) so strength and dexterity, yes, intelligence, no. (a shame, since I‘m the team tactician)
Oh thank you *takes a bow*
Yup I thought asking Catsrule her PreCure recommendations would be a great place to start (//totally not because it’s produced by the…[Read more]
On that note, what does Mata Kimi Ni Aitai mean? I don’t trust Google translate after I used it to translate something Gwen commented in Japanese, Google told me she said “I’m sorry”, she literally just said “my name is Gwen” . My trust has been damaged greatly.
Really?? I was so convinced that was gonna be the other way round, strength and…[Read more]
Hahaha, hmmm, the subtitles say “I promise to see you again” buuuut the video’s subbers were TV-Nihon ( they translated “Ladies and gentlemen, mesdames et messieurs” Into “Ladies and gentlemen banana new shoe”) but yeah “I want to see you again”/”I promise to see you again” is about it
It is, for a normal D&D
//that thank you wasn’t supposed to be…[Read more]
Hahaha “banana new shoe” me translating French for my GCSE
That’s a very emotional title
Aha good to know
I figured haha
Oooh does it have both Kuroto and Lucky in it then?
Haha pfft as if you’d do that, That’d be ridiculous
That is so cool, who played Grover? In the album it’s George Salazar but I don’t think he went on tour.
I’m so glad they…[Read more]
Uhhhh sort of? While Dangerous Zombie appears in it timeline wise the movie takes place after Kuroto’s death. I’m pretty sure it’s just a data version his Rider form with a voice over for him though. A shame, now I’m curious as to how the two would interact haha. Meanwhile in the Gorider shorts (which I’m pretty sure doesn’t feature the K…[Read more]
Waaaaaiiiiiiittttt I can’t believe I forgot to mention Mr. D snapping and sharpening pencils when Katie’s around!
I know I’m late but time is a man-made construct?
Aww woulda been good if he’d been properly in it. Ahahahaha I joke about turning off autocorrect but it serves me well usually
Ahahaha I’m so glad it’s going to broadway
Man, now I’m back to wondering how disastrous it would be if Kuroto and Lucky where in the same room haha, should add Ryotaro to that room for all out chaos.
The luckiest man in the universe
The unluckiest man in the spacetime continuum
And a god.
What could go wrong?
I sense a fanfiction coming on. The blurb is done at least
Pfft pretty much hahaha
Maybe throw in some Trukasa (the overseer/destroyer of worlds one) cameo’s as the rooms overseer for sanity’s sake (actually, all characters that come to mind as of this comment are now cameo appearances so it doesn’t interrupt the blurb)
And now ladies and gents the visuals to go with the blurb
Lucky: *Makes it out of a n…[Read more]
I need to reply (and read for that matter) all these comments so don’t think I’m ignoring you guys I ‘m just really slow
But I can’t express how nice it is to see you guys
It is super awesome to hear from you!!!! I know it’s time consuming to read messages, I take forever to. Not that anyone has left me any on site, but I get it.
GINGYYYY I THOUGHT YOU LEFT!!!!! 😀 😀 IT’S SO GOOD TO SEE YOU
🙂 Kira! You’ll probably best more from me for a while yet ahaha
// I will get to both your comments I promise, bear with me (you too Cove)
But meanwhile, how have you two been in the past 3 weeks, 6months, year? It’s so great to finally be free enough to have proper conversations with you guys
I know right? I’ve missed you!!!! Yes, I did leave (but I promised to come back on and chat from time to time….and I might or might not come on every other day to see if you’ve been here…hehe).
School is out for summer break where I am, so I made it through the first year of high school……yay (now onward to 10th grade). I’m not very…[Read more]
Really?? XD I feel bad I’ve taken 2 days to get back to you now
Congrats on finishing your first year at high school! I’m going into my second last year next year, lower sixth, I think it’s equivalent to being a junior in America (I googled it)
That’s really good, I’m happy for you that you finally know what’s going on
Obviously, it really s.ucks…[Read more]
Oh wow, you and me both. Sometimes I just clean out everything to see what I actually own and boy…there’s interesting stuff in there. It always amazes me what I keep from previous school years. You know what I just realized, I put my height instead of Tall Bean’s lol. He is actually 6’1. That probably makes more sense now haha.
Yesterday night…[Read more]
I know it’s a little bit strange to get inside your conversation so sorry.. you can ignore from this and continue speaking both of you..
In which Height measurement units are you speaking? I just don’t succeed to understand my height according to this, if I’m normal or higher or not.
I don’t have a boyfriend but only one girl in my class h…[Read more]
They’re using feet and inches, I’m assuming you use centimeters?? 5″4′ should be about, 162.56???? I don’t know if that’s correct. Never really understood centimeters.
It’s cool Adar, I actually prefer conversations where everyone kinda jumps in, means you can talk to more people at once
Hope Gingy is still on though
Speaking of cleaning things out, actually typing this as I sit in the middle of a maelstrom of my stuff because I am now cleaning my room. Taking a small break right now.
Spirit’s right, we’re…[Read more]
Same as you for height, in around average verging on short. Though among my family I’m considered talk because everyone else is smaller
Why there is North and Southern Ireland is a very long story, basically in the 1100s Ireland was invaded by England and the Irish people who were mainly Catholic were treated very badly by the English (mainly…[Read more]
Ahh okay, I understand.
Here we use only centimeters and meters for everything, also for the height. I’m something like what spirit say I’m something like 5”4’ ( I’m around 162 or something like this)
I don’t know about anyone that are from the LGBT.
I use to play on piano and violin but I move to others instrument.
Ahh nice 🙂
This year was go…[Read more]
Ohh that’s so interesting, we mostly use centimetres and metres too, just height inches and feet it’s weird haha
We’re the same height!
I know a few people but not many people are very open about it here sadly because Northern Ireland is pretty religious (most people are Christian, Catholic or Protestant, or atheist- there’s not really a lot of…[Read more]
Nice 🙂 are you considered high or normal? Here in around the normal closer the the small…
Here it’s open the LGBT part there are big things of this, why does you have North and South Ireland? You can go from part to part?
I’m playing on Flute,
Ya, Canada is awesome! 🙂
No, I didn’t watch this
I’m considered pretty much average, though like you leaning towards short
Oof the answer to why Ireland has a North part and a South part is very long. Though to summarise, a very very long time ago the English invaded Ireland, slaughtered the local people, treated them very badly etc. This is at the root of current divisions, though this happened…[Read more]
Your main language in Ireland is English or you have another language?
Not really it’s pretty much fine to learn flute.
What are you doing in the summer?
Yup it’s English, I think in the South of Ireland, you’re really encouraged to learn Irish though. Lots of road signs and things are in Irish and English
In Israel it’s Hebrew, right?
I’ve been doing not a lot lately but I’m going to France soon camping which should be fun, what about you?
Ya, we speak Hebrew here, but there are people that speak Arabia
Have fun!!!!!! I’m working now at Tel Aviv Im a camp counselor