darkfire2010 posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    @spiritdream1112
    Happy birthday Adelle/ Mae Spiritguard/ Spirit!!!!!
    *confetti explodes everywhere* *fireworks light up the sky*
    Hope you have a great day 🙂 and that I got the right one
    🎉🎉🎉🎂🎂🎂🎁🎁🎁🎆🎇🎊🎊🎊🎊
    Thank you for being you

        spiritdream1112 replied 1 week, 1 day ago

        Awwww thank you! This really made my day (:
        And yes, you got it right.

          darkfire2010 replied 1 week ago

          Aww I’m glad 😀
          Hope you had a good day

          spiritdream1112 replied 1 week ago

          I did indeed.

        evilerruler845 replied 1 week ago

        Happy Birthday, Spirit!!! 🎉 🎊

          spiritdream1112 replied 1 week ago

          Thank you Lyn.

    darkfire2010 posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    Can’t we be seventeen

        goodandevel replied 1 week, 5 days ago

        Why?
        And do you have birthday today?

          darkfire2010 replied 1 week, 5 days ago

          It’s a quote from a song I really like from the musical heathers
          And yeah! Because I’m seventeen now I jumped on the chance to reference the song haha

          goodandevel replied 1 week, 2 days ago

          Ahh, okay
          when did you have your 17 birthday?

          darkfire2010 replied 1 week, 1 day ago

          2nd of October 🙂

          goodandevel replied 1 week ago

          Happy late birthday ❤️🎊🎁🎉🎁🎈🎂❤️🎉🎁🎈🎊❤️🎈🎁🎉🎂

        evilerruler845 replied 1 week, 2 days ago

        Oooh happy belated birthday!!! 🎉

          darkfire2010 replied 1 week, 1 day ago

          Thank you 😊

        thecoven4ever replied 2 days, 12 hours ago

        happy belated birthday orla!

    darkfire2010 posted an update 1 month ago

    You can never forget someone you love, you know that?
    Even when it’s been years.
    I’m a firm believer that if you love someone you should let them know. I try to tell people as often as I can. I make a point of telling my sisters at least once a day.
    I’ve grown to love and care about a lot more people than I ever thought I would. I knew what it…[Read more]

        royalfudge replied 1 month ago

        I love you too. <3 Thank you Orla, this means a lot.

        stargalaxy9000 replied 1 month ago

        Aw, love you too Orla!! ❤️
        Thank you so much for writing this. I will never forget you either.

        catsforlife replied 1 month ago

        🙂 love u too big sis (I call a lot of the older users that are older than me big sis lol)

        gwen-elodie replied 1 month ago

        wowzie

          gwen-elodie replied 1 month ago

          I’ve spoken to you like once lol

        theginger replied 1 month ago

        Oh Orla, I love you too. I never thought I’d make very many friends, even less so online, but I met you and Fudgy, Gwen, Amber, Shadow, Shade, Cove, Georgia, Caroline, MG, Noelle, DoF (dessert on fire), Puffie Princess, Ivy, W-S, Jordan, Eloise, Cats, and so so many more. It’s an amazing feeling, to love so many people. Thank you for being a won…[Read more]

          blondieonfire replied 3 weeks, 6 days ago

          love you Gingy <3
          (yes I be on fireeeeeeee)

        thecoven4ever replied 1 month ago

        This is so sweet Orla! (haha sorry I’m in your activity)

        spiritdream1112 replied 1 month ago

        Love you too Erif

        wenteo replied 1 month ago

        Love you too @darkfire2010 !!! Like what you said, I could never forget all the people I met when I first came to this site. I still remembered most of their usernames too. You’re such a wonderful friend and this is such a wonderful post!!!!
        And btw, it’s @fairytalegirl123 and @otaku88 😉

        boybanshee123 replied 1 month ago

        I love you Orla. Stay happy fren, always

        goodandevel replied 1 month ago

        ❤️ I also love many of the people here and I will never forget you all ❤️

        evilerruler845 replied 1 month ago

        Love all of you so so much ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ unfortunately Maple is no longer on the site…

        elysianne replied 1 month ago

        I LOVE UUUU

        eloiseruizpalma replied 1 month ago

        Aw, thank you Orla..
        You are an amazing friend,
        and I love you all soooo much! 💙
        I will never forget any of you! 😋

        boomboompancakes replied 4 weeks, 1 day ago

        <3

        ms-boba-kitten replied 4 weeks, 1 day ago

        Wow, thank you so much. I never expected myself to be mentioned on something like this

        blondieonfire replied 3 weeks, 6 days ago

        awww, this post is so sweet Orla <3
        thank you

        pugsforever replied 2 weeks, 6 days ago

        oH mY gOd this is the best thing ever to see on my birthday! ilyssssssmm orla

          theginger replied 2 weeks, 5 days ago

          HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

          darkfire2010 replied 2 weeks, 5 days ago

          Omg Happy birthday Liv!!!!!!🎂🎂 I love you too ❤❤

          stargalaxy9000 replied 2 weeks, 5 days ago

          Happy birthday Liv!!! ❤️❤️❤️

          evilerruler845 replied 2 weeks, 5 days ago

          HAPPY BIRTHDAY I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU IN AGES!!! *sends many birthday chocolates your way*

          goodandevel replied 2 weeks, 5 days ago

          Happy birthday 🎁🎊❤️🎈🎉❤️🎁🎁🎊🎈🎉❤️

          spiritdream1112 replied 2 weeks, 4 days ago

          aww, happy birthday

          royalfudge replied 2 weeks, 4 days ago

          Happy birthday!!!

          wenteo replied 2 weeks, 4 days ago

          Happy Birthday!!! 🙂 🙂

          doveys-apprentice replied 1 week, 4 days ago

          ARE YOU BACK??!!! Happy bday!
          thnx Orla!

          catsforlife replied 1 week, 4 days ago

          Happy b-day Liv!

          eloiseruizpalma replied 1 week, 3 days ago

          HAPPYYY BIIRRRTTHHHDAYYY!!

        boybanshee123 replied 2 weeks, 5 days ago

        Hey thank you man.
        Happy birthday Liv ❤❤

    darkfire2010 posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    Today was a good day.
    This morning didn’t go so great
    I was slipping,
    Sliding down, losing my grip.
    I’ve been spinning.
    Out of control- eyes unseeing of
    Anything but the dark
    Light’s been a stranger, an elusive dream
    But
    I
    Just
    Decided
    To
    Stop
    I didn’t spend all my time trying to think of something
    Funny to say, to make them laugh
    I just looked…[Read more]

        royalfudge replied 1 month, 1 week ago

        I’m glad. Find the small things, they can change the way you see. I love you, Orla.

        evilerruler845 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

        Aww ♥️ I can’t say anything but what Fudge said… love you ♥️

        darkfire2010 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

        Love you both ❤❤

        thecoven4ever replied 1 month ago

        Smiles are beautiful. They can change your life. All you have to do is look.

        blondieonfire replied 3 weeks, 6 days ago

        this makes me so happy, it joys me to read this

    darkfire2010 posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I haven’t been here and I’m so sorry. That I’m not someone you can rely on to be there. I wish I was. Maybe I could, maybe I make excuses to myself to not come on, maybe I’m just lazy. I’m a bad friend and I know this, so I’m so sorry.
    I have to disappear again. I’m being swallowed up. School. I wanna make time for here. But if I can’t do it…[Read more]

        thedemigod1112 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

        You might not see this and I prolly won’t come back to this for months upon months… But I just wanted to say that I love you, Orla. I love you more than I love myself right now and I just hope that someday I can be back here. That I can be a better person and try to come back here… But right now I can’t, either. School is a lot. I’m trying to…[Read more]

          evilerruler845 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

          Oh, N… 😭
          Orla, you are not obligated to spend time on here like it’s your duty… I come here, to this site, every single day because I love it and the comfort it provides… if you think that school is too much for you, do what you need to do. Take a break. Focus. Rest.
          And get better.
          I know that I need some time to figure out about the r…[Read more]

        darkfire2010 replied 1 month ago

        *wraps you in a massive virtual hug*
        N!! I love you too.
        As you can probably tell I’ve been pretty active these past few months, school’s starting up again and so that’ll probably change so I understand.
        You’re one of the best people I’ve ever met in my life, and I’m so happy to see you – I want you to know that. You can always talk to me. Even…[Read more]

        thecoven4ever replied 1 month ago

        You have to do what is best for you, Orla. That in no way makes you a bad friend. In fact, it makes you a good one. To take care of yourself, make sure you are doing the best you can be doing.
        Why do we care what friends think of us?
        Because we love them.
        And we want to know they love us too.
        Always.
        Love you Orla

        blondieonfire replied 3 weeks, 6 days ago

        No, you’re not a bad friend. Not even close. You need to do what helps you. That alone would make me so happy, knowing that you’re happy. love you <3

        royalfudge replied 2 weeks, 2 days ago

        Disappear if you need to. You know where to find us.
        I have said so much, that sometimes, I don’t even know how to say it again. That’s happening right now. But you are strong. Beautiful. Loved. I wish that I could talk to you, because even after all this time, I still feel like you’re my big sister. 🙂 It’s amazing how quickly how this has…[Read more]

        darkfire2010 replied 2 weeks, 2 days ago

        My heart hurts, since when can you love people this much?

          royalfudge replied 2 weeks, 2 days ago

          I don’t know, but I feel like that’s how I love. I don’t think I could love any other way. <3

          evilerruler845 replied 2 weeks, 2 days ago

          Idk either… but it happens bc you love and trust and respect each other with all your hearts ❤️ ❤️

          blondieonfire replied 2 weeks, 1 day ago

          Love is a funny thing, isn’t it? This, this is what love is.

          thecoven4ever replied 2 weeks, 1 day ago

          Love is infinite

    darkfire2010 posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    Some quotes I feel relate to how I feel about this place
    “And there is still a part of me that wishes I never met you. I preferred the emptiness in me when I didn’t know it was there.” — Beau Taplin (A Vacancy)
    “If I disappear, know that I’m okay.”— Unknown
    “One of the best feelings is finding someone who really gets you. A person who lets yo…[Read more]

        darkfire2010 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        “Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting. “- Peter Pan

        darkfire2010 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        I worry sometimes that I made a mistake in my actions. Did I make a mistake when I joined? Did I make a mistake when I left? Did I make a mistake when I returned?
        I fear I ruined memories, I’m not who I was and I’m sorry for that. But I can’t go back.

        noelleshin replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        Oh wow…
        I don’t know you that well, but I would love to get to know you better. Your name is Orla, right?
        See, that’s the thing. No one really knows what they’re doing. Life takes us on many adventures. This site is just a small one! You didn’t make a mistake when you joined, or left. Leaving gave you a small break to change, to grow. You may…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

          Oh hello! I didn’t think anyone would see this haha
          I apologise, I get very emotional sometimes and I post a lot of it in my activity, just post thoughts and things here that I kinda want to share but at the same time contender like sharing them on open chat, you know?
          Thanks 🙂 I ‘d like to get to know you better too
          Yup I’m Orla
          🙂 Thank you.…[Read more]

        evilerruler845 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        I feel just the same…

        thecoven4ever replied 2 months, 1 week ago

        All of those are very true… I feel the same at times

        darkfire2010 replied 2 months ago

        I’m really touched that you guys took the time to check out my activity, thank you

        blondieonfire replied 2 months ago

        I didn’t see this until 3 weeks later, but I understand all of this. I feel it too, sometimes.

        royalfudge replied 2 weeks, 2 days ago

        Mmm. I love these. I never want to say goodbye, because we’ve stood together for so long.
        I found one quote, which I love, and that I think really seems to fit this-
        The past beats inside me like a second heart.

          darkfire2010 replied 2 weeks, 2 days ago

          I love that too Kira, it really does fit

    darkfire2010 posted an update in the group Website Central 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    Hey @jun , this isn’t very important but I was wondering what happened to the old notification system? I was very active about a year ago and came back on recently and noticed the notifications work differently now.
    Is it possible to go back to The old system because personally I found it worked better then than it does now. To lay this out…[Read more]

        leilamofwoodsbeyond replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

        You’re right!

        thecoven4ever replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

        Yes, this is a great suggestion! It would make things so much easier.

        princesspinky22 replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

        great suggestion!

        darkfire2010 replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

        Thanks guys 🙂

        royalfudge replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

        That’s a very good suggestion, it’s been bugging me as well.

        gwen-elodie replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

        what was the old system tho?

          xx-sonya-xx replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

          ^

          princesspinky22 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

          it would be like:
          @princesspinky22 also commented on @xx-sonya-xx ‘s update/post
          instead of
          @princesspinky22 or also commented on @princesspinky22 ‘s post

          gwen-elodie replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

          that’s not a system change, that just working out a small kink

        darkfire2010 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        Pinky is right, and it also told you how many people commented on one post, and all the notifications for one post would get marked read once you but in one from that post.
        It didn’t have the “@darkfire2010 replied to your activity comment” thing though
        I may have worded it incorrectly but I thought the way the notifications work now is pretty…[Read more]

          princesspinky22 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

          yeah, it made it so it didn’t take as long to go through notifs

          darkfire2010 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

          Precisely

        eloiseruizpalma replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        The older system worked better, I agree!

        ms-boba-kitten replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        This sounds great, I’ve been waiting for this XD
        Also I don’t even remember the old system because I didn’t even clear notifications on my old account

        Jun replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        Hey there Darkfire, thank you for sharing your concerns, we realize the current system of notifications is far from ideal, and we’ve been passing on all suggestions to improve to our tech-team, who then let us know if these changes are feasible within our website support budget. I’ll make sure to add this to our docket, especially the Read All fea…[Read more]

          princesspinky22 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

          thanks Jun!

          darkfire2010 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

          Thank you for passing it on Jun 🙂
          Hope it proves helpful!

    darkfire2010 posted an update in the group Website Central 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Hi @jun
    I wasn’t sure whether this technically falls under your jurisdiction because it’s on a document rather than the site but it’s clearly cyberbullying so
    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1EQCmWIOyH5gLHD7DRKTwkTW9wj8WL6AWHocGZRf11XE/mobilebasic
    @thecoven4ever @gwen-elodie
    Basically someone just vandalised this doc and said all this…[Read more]

        theginger replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

        Oh no, not another one! Why does Gwen keep getting attacked?!

        blondieonfire replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

        Oh my goodness…not again. What is wrong with this person?!

        ms-boba-kitten replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

        Yeah, Gwen keeps getting attacked on google documents. It’s terrible, and really unfair to everyone using the doc.

        ms-boba-kitten replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

        Ew, I checked out the document. Whoever did that is really mean and immature, plus they keep framing @/catsruleforever which is super unfair.

        thecoven4ever replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

        NONONONONO! Urgh! Not again. And on the Crystal Week Doc? Ugh, I’m restoring it right now.

        teamjoanne replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        Not again! This has been going on for months now, and I actually thought it had all died down… What happened, exactly?

          xx-sonya-xx replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Are you kidding?! Also can u show screenshots because it’s been restored
          That’s horrible this keeps happening and targeting Gwen it’s low. LOOOOOOWWWW.

        gwen-elodie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        wait where is it
        I can’t seee

          xx-sonya-xx replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          yh same
          It’s because cove restored the doc
          U hv screenshots @thecoven4ever or @msgrammar ???

          gwen-elodie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          if you guys didn’t take screenshots I will be….disappointed is a better word to use than what I was thinking of

          thecoven4ever replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          I think there are, or I can just re restore it to before and take screenshots

          gwen-elodie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          alrighty

          thecoven4ever replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          K, just took a ton of screenshots, ima put them in a doc niw

          gwen-elodie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          danke

          thecoven4ever replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          No problem

          xx-sonya-xx replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          kk good

        Jun replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        Hey all — I can’t find the screenshots of the vandalization on the Google Docs link you sent, I just have to reiterate what I have, please be careful who you give editing permissions to, and make sure you have a back-up of any work you’re putting on a Google Doc that has editing permissions enabled for many users.

        As Google Docs is a t…[Read more]

          xx-sonya-xx replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Thanks Jun!
          Yh if we ‘advertise’ our rp/club/party/whatever on the site, if people show interest we could ask for their email, provided they’re comfortable with that.

          thecoven4ever replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Yes exactly
          Thanks jun!

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Thanks for the advice

          blondieonfire replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Thank you so much Jun! This will be very helpful in the future

    darkfire2010 posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Right now it is 2:18am.
    I can’t sleep. Kinda extremely out of character for me.
    For some reason I’ve just been thinking about this place all day today. I don’t know why precisely, but suddenly all these dulled nostalgic sort-of emotions intensified, about people I have met on here.
    Why today? I have no clue. I just felt as though I should come…[Read more]

        darkfire2010 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        I can’t remember my intention with this and haven’t re-read it… If anyone reads it please take into consideration the time at which it was written

          darkfire2010 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          Should I have tagged those mentioned? Or will I take this down tomorrow?

        darkfire2010 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        I hope I can sleep now, and I will come back again late June time

          darkfire2010 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          I hope at least some people I know are still there by then

        goodandevel replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        You are here 😁😁😄😃😁😆😄😀💜

          goodandevel replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          I miss you so much and I also thought about you after the Eurovision, I hoped you will come back here…

          darkfire2010 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          Adar!!!!!
          I didn’t think anyone would see this, I missed you too!!!
          It’s so good to see you 😊😊😊😊
          How are you??

        goodandevel replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        It’s good to see you too Orla!!! I’m good thanks, how are you?

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          It feels strange replying almost a month later, not knowing when you’ll see it but I’m glad you’re doing well
          I’m okay… Life’s a bit strange lately, some change but I’m trying to make the most of it, on the whole I’m good though

          goodandevel replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          Good

        thecoven4ever replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Hi Darkfire….you won’t know me. I’m from after your time. But I just wanted to say two things. First, all the time, I hear your name. How wonderful you are, how kind, how sweet, all the memories. And so I wish I knew you Darkfire…how much I wish that. You probably think I’m crazy. After all, I never actually knew you, just memories of you. And…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          Hi Cove, I’m going to be honest I procrastinated a little in replying to this comment because I’m quite scared of making a bad impression on you, considering you’ve heard all good things about me and all considered, I’ve probably got more flaws than virtues so I’m trying to be cool so you don’t notice too much but you strike me as the type of…[Read more]

          thecoven4ever replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          Aha, I had a feeling it might be something like that. Don’t worry, flaws are what make us all human, and without them we wouldn’t be unique. And our uniqueness is just as important as anything else about us. It’s ok, you can be real around me. It’s the true things inside that help us stay ourselves, without anything weighing us down. No, it’s not…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Been a hectic week so I haven’t had time to come on much but I’m gonna try to reply to you guys now
          So that’s pretty much why it’s taken me so long to get back to you
          I appreciate that, what you said about being real. I’ll try. To be honest that’s something I’ve always struggled with, being real with people. I’m not really a brutally honest…[Read more]

          thecoven4ever replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Yeah, I understand that too. The feeling of wanting to be something you’re not, to wear a mask, just so people can’t find the darker parts of you.
          Yeah, there’s been a lot of doc vandalism happening. It hurts, mainly because it seems the vandal has moved on to directly saying hurtful things and targeting one specific person. Me and Fudge have…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Yeah, it’s sort of like I don’t really know who I am though, behind all the masks. I was always me on here because was never any need for a mask, though irl it feels like if you haven’t got a mask on you get ripped to shreds, so coming back here kinda feels like trying to find who I was when I was on here if that makes sense
          Don’t even know if…[Read more]

          thecoven4ever replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Yea, that’s definitely how I feel to. At least, in real life. On here…. I have less masks, but I’ve always tried to hide the darker, stranger, sadder parts of me. I suppose I’m just afraid of what people will think if they could see everything… Would they accept me for who I am, or would they judge me and break me apart?
          The worst part is,…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          This place is more accepting than you know. You don’t have to show the world nor in fact anyone really, but if you ever did want to open up we’re here, me, Kira, many others I’m sure too
          I thought about that, I hope it’s not the case but maybe you’re right. Maybe she takes it worse than she lets on. Why always Gwen? Maybe they just really don’t…[Read more]

          thecoven4ever replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Yes I do believe that. But sometimes, over years of hiding the real you, it becomes harder to take the masks off, and you feel less comfortable in your own skin. I think she might, I know life hadn’t always been kind to her. I think Gwen gonna s such an important figurehead on the site, such a cornerstone, that it’s more potent, more damaging to…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Omg you changed your avatar, it’s really nice!!
          I understand that, a lot, but hey maybe we can try and figure out how to take off the masks together? I don’t have a clue either how to I guess show the real me but I’d say this sorta conversation is progress (at least for me, I think it is). I mean, it’s bound to be good to be able to have…[Read more]

          thecoven4ever replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Why thank you! I just felt like the blond hair had been there a while, so I “chucked it” so to speak.
          Yeah, I think we can try. This conversation has definitely been a lot of the “window to the soul” type thing. The problem is, I can do it one on one, but I was only able to really do it because you felt the same way, ya know? It’s like, it’s…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months ago

          Omg it’s been so long since you replied I’m so lateee
          Always good to change up your avatar sometimes, I’ve had this one for the vast majority of my being here. I had a different one when I joined but I only changed it the once
          I understand, I’m the same. It feels sadder for me to have these sort of conversations one to one but I think I’m slowly…[Read more]

          thecoven4ever replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

          Oh dear, only just finding this notification now. Sorry Darkfire!
          Lol you keep yours the same, I change it up a lot. If I’m bored, depending on my mood, etc.
          Yes, it’s the same for me. The more people I get to know and trust, the more friends I make, the more I’m able to take off my masks and have deep, honest conversations. This conversation has…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

          Can’t believe I’m only getting to this now
          That s.ucks, I’m sorry Cove
          I’ll definitely give them a go, thanks! Actually as we speak I’m listening to Melanie Martinez

          thecoven4ever replied 1 month ago

          It’s fine! Ooooh she’s great!

        royalfudge replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

        Orla!
        I feel you. I couldn’t sleep last night either. It was something strange, yet beautiful.
        I’m okay… Sort of. Breaking slowly, but Cove is holding me together. The site is getting torn apart, and the worst thing is that I could see it coming. But still. Life goes on.
        I have a few big things coming up, but none horrible. My birthday is…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          Happy belated birthday! You know my little cousin was born on that Thursday, the before your birthday
          Mmm it is hard to tell when you’re sleep-deprived, I just slept for like 9 hours straight so my days of no sleep are gone until September
          Actually same, I can’t quite remember that either. I remember you posting help columns and I used to bug you…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          Thank you! I’m an official teenager now. 🙂
          I just slept for 16 hours, came back from a four day boat trip.
          I remember you once bugging me about a cold XD. That Hester320 challenge… I sort of remember that. The cherrywood and dark ink. I remember freaking out because you handed me the council position. And then being successful with it. But…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          Welcome to the teenager club! 🙂
          Oh wow 16, go you, oh goodness a boat trip. Did you have good time? I couldn’t do that, I get seasick ahaha
          Omg yeah! Your advice was actually very helpful for getting rid of that cold so no regrets
          I remember that, getting the council position is a bit of a freak out moment, I remember when Salty asked me, I has…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          I had quite a good time, other than my cut-open foot.
          XD I’m glad I helped. Colds are the worst.
          If it threw you, picture what it did to me. I’ve never been a leader. At least, before you.
          That cold dark place is horrible. I’ve been in there a few times, and I’ve almost stayed there. Friends were the only thing that saved me. You, Gingy, Cove.…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Aw that’s good, how’s your foot though??
          Too true, I’m glad it’s summer, hopefully no more colds
          Haha that’s why I asked you in my activity first (or was it your activity? Idk) so if you didn’t want it you wouldn’t feel pressured. I’m glad you accepted though, I knew you were the right type of person for it. A great leader. You didn’t know it, but…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          My foot has healed.
          I think I know it now. It was one of our activities, but that doesn’t matter, at least not now. Sometimes, I feel like your posts are mine, and mine are yours XD.
          Last night… I was missing everyone. A Thousand Years was playing through my head over and over. I feel that tipping. Sometimes, it’s like the edge appears without…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Good to know haha
          I know XD in my memories my activity and your activity just kinda blur together
          A thousand years. I love that song. A few very different songs merged in my head when I was reading that memorial post. Just certain parts, playing on repeat. Billie Eilish, the main riff from I love you, the bit that sounds like hallelujah, ilomilo…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          It’s strange, how songs connect us to our past. And how the connect us to words, even with those words not being a part of the song.
          I hate and love that edge… If you want to, you can say more, do more. I can’t do the things I should, though everyone deserves a close, personal look at them. Share the best and the worst. But I simply don’t…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          True, it is weird, I’m glad songs do though, it gives them so much more meaning
          Okay, I’ll be super late but okay. I know I can at least talk about demigod, pugs, boybanshee, cotton, dadsarecool, Aster, KW, more possibly we’ll see who comes into my head. Do you think I should go back to the memorial post or do this separately?
          Maybe moving in is…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Songs should have meaning, they’re poetry with a tune.
          I think you should do it separately, but just ask on the post to see if anyone wants to be tagged for it.
          Maybe we stand still, and the world moves around us…
          Yeah… It’s just… I hate not being able to tell people about these beautiful users. I wish we could, but we can’t.
          It is deep, I…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months ago

          Have you ever thought about writing a song? I have before, I mean at least lyrics, but I never got round to messing around on garage band
          I will. I’ll write it. I’ll write about my memories, of people, maybe some of my favourite site memories too. Sometimes I’m sad when I think of them. Everyone who’s gone. Sometimes it feels like a tide pulling…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 3 months ago

          I have… I sometimes write with a tune in my mind, but it’s gone by the time I post it.
          Thank you… It will be good for me to hear of them again. It’s a tide. Sometimes, so high, I feel I’m going to drown. Almost in a good way, though. You’re not alone. I love how I can totally find some of the older users in the younger ones. The sass, the…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months ago

          Someday you should maybe record yourself, then try to replicate the tube, I’m sure it’s be beautiful
          I will write it today, once I’ve got through some notifs
          Yeah, sometimes I get that feeling, sometimes I get this feeling like all the memories are in this ocean, and this wave is building up, and I’m standing right in front of it, waiting for it…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 3 months ago

          I will, someday. Make something beautiful.
          The wave is… Well, just water. You can get swept away, but can also get carried back to shore just as easily. Tides, and all that.
          It’s so lovely, just to see how… Well… People aren’t all different. I see all sorts of parts of you and Tailte especially.
          You’ll be able to make a huge difference one…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months ago

          Update on that post, I was like a quarter of the way through it and all my work for wiped. A quarter doesn’t sound like a lot but it was gonna be a super long post. I have to rewrite it all😭. The trials of my patience.
          Saying something poetry then “tides and all thay” ahahahaha XD
          On the whole water note, honestly fire seems more dangerous these…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 3 months ago

          Aww, that suc.ks. I know how hard it is to write about people, and having it wiped a quarter through… Ugh.
          Tides hold some strange power, don’t they? Carry so much weight, in addition to making beaches so much more interesting. They carry cold water out and in, as well as warm. They change the look of coasts. Tides are pulled by the moon and…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months ago

          Yeah… I think what I’m going to do is start rewriting it in my activity and just post it there and keep commenting new bits as I write them so I can’t lose it. Then I’ll just copy and paste it into open chat when it’s done.
          Indeed they do, weird to think that its the moon’s gravity causing it, especially since you can’t see it when you’re on the…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

          That sounds good. 🙂
          It’s amazing, how the ocean has moods. It ‘talks’ to us in a way. It’s inspired so many writers and leaders. The ocean is its own being. Which makes it smarter than about 60% of humans, who don’t know themselves.
          I can’t respond to all of this, sorry. I have to much to do with the TbT. If you could give me a notif, then I’d…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

          No worries, imma respond to you in a bit I have to go now too haha
          I’ll reply to that bit in a few days, to give it a while till tbt is over before you get the notif, so no prob 🙂

        theginger replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

        Oh Darkfire,
        I’m crying.
        Right now I’m in that bad place, the place that holds you in as long as it can.
        My brother pulled me out for a wonderful 15 minutes of conversation.
        He went to bed, like any human being.
        I’m breaking, just cracking.
        Slowly I fall to pieces.
        When I read your post, the tears came.
        I think about you too, even in the last…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          It’s okay sometimes to fall apart, sometimes crying isn’t weak either. We fall apart when we’ve been trying hard for so long to keep ourselves together. It’s okay, because every time you fall apart you put yourself back together, because you can. That dark place of which you speak you can leave whenever you feel ready. I hope that doesn’t sound…[Read more]

          theginger replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          💙
          You are stronger than you realize, thank you Orla. Thank you.

        spiritdream1112 replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

        I’m glad I took a trip to your page //I’m so late though
        Firstly, I hope you’re doing well.
        I’m doing good, I, haven’t changed much? Not sure if that’s good or bad
        (“My quest was supposed to be the biggest thing in my life. I came back changed, but the rest of camp was exactly the same”) well, admittedly, I am a bit more, apathetic about the site,…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

          //I’m still bad at expressing these types of things I’m sorry

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          Kind of find it ironic that you thought you were late and here i am replying three weeks late XD A wizard is never late, nor is he early, he arrives precisely when he means to
          Honestly, it’s reassuring that you haven’t changed much, so much else seems to be changing in life lately. I can’t really tell if I’ve changed much, maybe a little more…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          True ahaha
          Ah, that’s good then.
          Yes it is hahaha, it’ll be in my state next month, exciting.
          I believe so yes
          Hope you’re enjoying it hahah.
          awww
          Perfectly fine with it.
          Nigerian prince? hahaha
          They’re hiring at the store where my grandparents live, that’s a bit too far for us though, thank you for the yossha luckies.…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          he Percy Jackson musical will be in your state next month?? You should go see it! (Presuming it’s not that expensive, I don’t know I didn’t bother to check the price of tickets after I found it it was shown exclusively in the states)
          (Trying to read my comment with your comment to try to understand which bits your replying to XD)
          Got a bit farther…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          Yes indeed it was, 25 dollars I believe? Don’t quite remember
          the accuracy hahahah
          Good luck.
          I was making a joke about how my number was obtained
          Yeah haha, really love those two
          It is indeed
          mmhm
          I am haha, I made a special bear for it because I couldn’t come to actually cut one/find one big enough for when I got to the point of actually considering it.

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          – Actually on the topic of names I nearly named my D&D character’s father/mother (I honestly don’t know which one it was) Orla but with the Órfhlaith spelling because I wanted to see SJS’s reaction, I didn’t because I couldn’t remember the spelling. I think the parents ended up being named Marthak and Georzge or something.

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Okay so I googled dollars to sterling and that’s only £19.77??!! That’s not bad for a musical, I mean Hamilton was like over a hundred pounds
          Thanks haha, I skipped the prologue but now I’m actually reading it I’m making progress
          Oh right haha
          HAHAHA can you imagine, that would’ve been really funny. I forget that spelling too, and I technically…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Indeed.
          Yeah haha, I’m thinking of naming my character in the D&D-I-accidentally-volunteered-for Órfhlaith Gwenelvesode (or vise versa) Will the DM end up hating it just like he did Guadalupe? Who knows.
          Oof that would’ve been genius, turns out it wasn’t George it was Kevinb.
          Random Cinderelleon update: when we’re babysitting him and he does…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Haha I’ve never actually played D&D, but it sounds really cool.
          Órfhlaith Gwenelvesode is a pretty cool name not gonna lie, You know my favourite thing about that spelling is the fact it’s pronounced exactly the same as Orla, yet there’s a f in there and a fada (the mark on the ó, not sure if that’s what it’s called outside the Irish language, I…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          It is indeed, even great is the meaning I ended up with was “Blessed in Light the Golden Princess” that sounds straight out of a toku hahaha.
          Ah, fascinating.
          Eve and Keeva right? Hmm…..if I where to pronounce them by how they’re spelled…..Ow-bean and Cow-hyme. definitely
          She’s a 17 year old Spanish girl from the, 1800s (? I don’t remember t…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          *Even greater

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          XD XD “Blessed in the light the golden princess” well if that’s not an impressive title I don’t know what is haha
          Omg hahahaha I’m so glad I asked XD cow-hyme and ow-bean XD
          For actual pronunciation, 1/2 ain’t bad. Keeva is right for Caoimhe, but for Aoibheann you say it Ay-veen which is actually not that far off ow-bean
          If that’s not an epic…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Update: my fellow players wasted two of my revives before the game officially started.
          Ahhh
          Why thank you.
          Oh darn.
          I do indeed haha, honestly forgot it was premiering on the fourth.
          Oh how are the shoes? Are they good? I watch SHIELD, don’t think I’m caught up though? Amphibia is the main show right now.
          Thank you?
          Ah yes.
          Anywaaaaaays, there…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Oh well haha
          I was looking forward to it so much and it did not disappoint. I have watched the entire season now. I literally sat and binge watched it with my entire family. It’s so weird how that show can have you screaming one minute and laughing the next.
          I have so many theories for season 4 but no spoilers since I don’t know if you’ve watched…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Great news, apparently we get three revives every time we die, so as long as the others remember my stats I’ll be fine.
          I haven’t even started it hahaha. Been a bit busy.
          I know, I just couldn’t resist haha.
          Well, the seasons are pretty short, kind of requires the writers to actually get to the point, unlike SHIELD and its seasonal separate…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          This is pretty random but apparently Lucky’s birthday was on the seventh
          I thought it was August 12th honestly
          But Chace decided to remind me
          https://twitter.com/chaceRider/status/1147867867960025088
          lovely art by ChaceRider

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months ago

          Wait so if you get three revives every time you die, doesn’t that mean you can never die? *insert eerie conspiracy music*
          When you get time it’s really good! I thought it was scarier than the last two seasons. Funny, I’ve actually started researching it because I’ve run out of other TV shows
          Ah autocorrect fails, I will forever be reminded of…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months ago

          *Three chances at revival, depending on how well the other players know are stats (for example Órfhlaith has an intelligence of 15, strength of 4 and dexterity of 3, I’m doomed if I’m told to roll higher than my intelligence and lower than my strength/dexterity (I get 7-8 a lot)
          Ooo, exciting
          Good times haha
          Mmmm, that’s a solid review right…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months ago

          Update: I listened to Lucky Smile and Mata Kimi Ni Aitai, I liked both of them. Mata Kimi Ni Aitai was surprisingly emotional
          Aha that makes more sense, XD are those good stats or bad stats
          Oh thank you *takes a bow*
          Okay so I had to look up magical girl, and now I know “Magical girl is a subgenre of Japanese fantasy light novels, manga, anime,…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months ago

          Yaaay.
          The DM decided to do it strangely (“You have to roll higher than your stat to do this”) so strength and dexterity, yes, intelligence, no. (a shame, since I‘m the team tactician)
          Oh thank you *takes a bow*
          Yup I thought asking Catsrule her PreCure recommendations would be a great place to start (//totally not because it’s produced by the…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months ago

          On that note, what does Mata Kimi Ni Aitai mean? I don’t trust Google translate after I used it to translate something Gwen commented in Japanese, Google told me she said “I’m sorry”, she literally just said “my name is Gwen” . My trust has been damaged greatly.
          Really?? I was so convinced that was gonna be the other way round, strength and…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months ago

          Hahaha, hmmm, the subtitles say “I promise to see you again” buuuut the video’s subbers were TV-Nihon ( they translated “Ladies and gentlemen, mesdames et messieurs” Into “Ladies and gentlemen banana new shoe”) but yeah “I want to see you again”/”I promise to see you again” is about it
          It is, for a normal D&D
          //that thank you wasn’t supposed to be…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months ago

          Oooooo the monsters. The monster costumes were great.

          darkfire2010 replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

          Hahaha “banana new shoe” me translating French for my GCSE
          That’s a very emotional title
          Aha good to know
          I figured haha
          Oooh does it have both Kuroto and Lucky in it then?
          Haha pfft as if you’d do that, That’d be ridiculous
          That is so cool, who played Grover? In the album it’s George Salazar but I don’t think he went on tour.
          I’m so glad they…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

          Pfff
          Yup
          Uhhhh sort of? While Dangerous Zombie appears in it timeline wise the movie takes place after Kuroto’s death. I’m pretty sure it’s just a data version his Rider form with a voice over for him though. A shame, now I’m curious as to how the two would interact haha. Meanwhile in the Gorider shorts (which I’m pretty sure doesn’t feature the K…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

          Waaaaaiiiiiiittttt I can’t believe I forgot to mention Mr. D snapping and sharpening pencils when Katie’s around!

          darkfire2010 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

          I know I’m late but time is a man-made construct?
          Aww woulda been good if he’d been properly in it. Ahahahaha I joke about turning off autocorrect but it serves me well usually
          Ahahaha I’m so glad it’s going to broadway

          spiritdream1112 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

          Man, now I’m back to wondering how disastrous it would be if Kuroto and Lucky where in the same room haha, should add Ryotaro to that room for all out chaos.
          The luckiest man in the universe
          The unluckiest man in the spacetime continuum
          And a god.
          What could go wrong?

          darkfire2010 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

          I sense a fanfiction coming on. The blurb is done at least

          spiritdream1112 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

          Pfft pretty much hahaha
          Maybe throw in some Trukasa (the overseer/destroyer of worlds one) cameo’s as the rooms overseer for sanity’s sake (actually, all characters that come to mind as of this comment are now cameo appearances so it doesn’t interrupt the blurb)
          And now ladies and gents the visuals to go with the blurb
          Lucky: *Makes it out of a n…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

          The Room is very quickly becoming “I’m flanderizing everyone way too much but man I can’t wait for Genta’s cameo so I can flanderize the flanderization”

        darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

        I need to reply (and read for that matter) all these comments so don’t think I’m ignoring you guys I ‘m just really slow
        But I can’t express how nice it is to see you guys

          royalfudge replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          It’s very good to hear from you now and then….

          theginger replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          It is super awesome to hear from you!!!! I know it’s time consuming to read messages, I take forever to. Not that anyone has left me any on site, but I get it.

          theginger replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          *too

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          GINGYYYY I THOUGHT YOU LEFT!!!!! 😀 😀 IT’S SO GOOD TO SEE YOU
          🙂 Kira! You’ll probably best more from me for a while yet ahaha
          // I will get to both your comments I promise, bear with me (you too Cove)
          But meanwhile, how have you two been in the past 3 weeks, 6months, year? It’s so great to finally be free enough to have proper conversations with you guys

          theginger replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          I know right? I’ve missed you!!!! Yes, I did leave (but I promised to come back on and chat from time to time….and I might or might not come on every other day to see if you’ve been here…hehe).
          School is out for summer break where I am, so I made it through the first year of high school……yay (now onward to 10th grade). I’m not very…[Read more]

          theginger replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          The starred out word is: O r g a n

        darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

        Really?? XD I feel bad I’ve taken 2 days to get back to you now
        Congrats on finishing your first year at high school! I’m going into my second last year next year, lower sixth, I think it’s equivalent to being a junior in America (I googled it)
        That’s really good, I’m happy for you that you finally know what’s going on
        Obviously, it really s.ucks…[Read more]

          theginger replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

          Oh wow, you and me both. Sometimes I just clean out everything to see what I actually own and boy…there’s interesting stuff in there. It always amazes me what I keep from previous school years. You know what I just realized, I put my height instead of Tall Bean’s lol. He is actually 6’1. That probably makes more sense now haha.
          Yesterday night…[Read more]

        goodandevel replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        Hey 👋
        I know it’s a little bit strange to get inside your conversation so sorry.. you can ignore from this and continue speaking both of you..
        In which Height measurement units are you speaking? I just don’t succeed to understand my height according to this, if I’m normal or higher or not.
        I don’t have a boyfriend but only one girl in my class h…[Read more]

          spiritdream1112 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          They’re using feet and inches, I’m assuming you use centimeters?? 5″4′ should be about, 162.56???? I don’t know if that’s correct. Never really understood centimeters.

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          It’s cool Adar, I actually prefer conversations where everyone kinda jumps in, means you can talk to more people at once
          Hope Gingy is still on though
          Speaking of cleaning things out, actually typing this as I sit in the middle of a maelstrom of my stuff because I am now cleaning my room. Taking a small break right now.
          Spirit’s right, we’re…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Same as you for height, in around average verging on short. Though among my family I’m considered talk because everyone else is smaller
          Why there is North and Southern Ireland is a very long story, basically in the 1100s Ireland was invaded by England and the Irish people who were mainly Catholic were treated very badly by the English (mainly…[Read more]

        goodandevel replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        Ahh okay, I understand.
        Here we use only centimeters and meters for everything, also for the height. I’m something like what spirit say I’m something like 5”4’ ( I’m around 162 or something like this)
        I don’t know about anyone that are from the LGBT.
        I use to play on piano and violin but I move to others instrument.
        Ahh nice 🙂
        This year was go…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Ohh that’s so interesting, we mostly use centimetres and metres too, just height inches and feet it’s weird haha
          We’re the same height!
          I know a few people but not many people are very open about it here sadly because Northern Ireland is pretty religious (most people are Christian, Catholic or Protestant, or atheist- there’s not really a lot of…[Read more]

          goodandevel replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Nice 🙂 are you considered high or normal? Here in around the normal closer the the small…
          Here it’s open the LGBT part there are big things of this, why does you have North and South Ireland? You can go from part to part?
          I’m playing on Flute,
          Ya, Canada is awesome! 🙂
          🙂
          No, I didn’t watch this

        darkfire2010 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I’m considered pretty much average, though like you leaning towards short
        Oof the answer to why Ireland has a North part and a South part is very long. Though to summarise, a very very long time ago the English invaded Ireland, slaughtered the local people, treated them very badly etc. This is at the root of current divisions, though this happened…[Read more]

          goodandevel replied 3 months ago

          Ahh okay.
          Your main language in Ireland is English or you have another language?
          Not really it’s pretty much fine to learn flute.
          What are you doing in the summer?

          darkfire2010 replied 2 months, 4 weeks ago

          Yup it’s English, I think in the South of Ireland, you’re really encouraged to learn Irish though. Lots of road signs and things are in Irish and English
          In Israel it’s Hebrew, right?
          I’ve been doing not a lot lately but I’m going to France soon camping which should be fun, what about you?

        goodandevel replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        Ahh.
        Ya, we speak Hebrew here, but there are people that speak Arabia
        Have fun!!!!!! I’m working now at Tel Aviv Im a camp counselor

          darkfire2010 replied 1 month, 1 week ago

          That’s awesome 🙂

    darkfire2010 posted an update 5 months, 4 weeks ago

    I wondered for a while whether to make this post or not.
    Is it fair to you? For me to drag up the past just by my appearance
    Maybe you deserve an explanation, but you also deserve a chance to let scars heal. So my compromise is not tagging anyone, as to not particularly draw attention to this but possibly anyone who happened to be coming through…[Read more]

        royalfudge replied 5 months, 2 weeks ago

        Gosh, Orla. I come on to your activity, for the last time, and this is what I see. I wish you weren’t so ******* yourself. Saying your toxic, rip open scars, among other things. Girl, I don’t think you realize that you keep some of us older users grounded. That your memory brings us life sometimes. And when we cry for you, it’s not just for you.…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 5 months, 2 weeks ago

          *undo

          darkfire2010 replied 5 months, 2 weeks ago

          Okay I know I said I had so much to say in this post, and to be fair at the time I was swimming in words, but for some reason reading that all my words have dried up and up I’m left with just a massive surge of gratitude that I’m unsure how to express.
          I guess thank you is the best way to start. Thank you for replying and everything you said…[Read more]

        royalfudge replied 5 months, 2 weeks ago

        It’s only been three or so hours, and I’m already back. I don’t think you know how much you mean to me. Let’s see… You’re the first person I opened up to. You’re one of the kindest people I’ve met. You are strong. Brave. Beautiful, if only on the inside, like me. Weak, but willing to try again. Need I go on? I hope not. This is for you. All for…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 5 months, 2 weeks ago

          Omg I posted my comment and refreshed the page and your comment appeared, I posted the first one without having read this one yet
          I still haven’t read it because once I do I’ll reply to that too but it’s takes me forever to write proper replies so I thought I should say this this first

          darkfire2010 replied 5 months, 2 weeks ago

          For lack of words I’ll tell a story of a kind instead
          A few nights ago I was lying awake, unable to sleep. I started thinking of you. I remembered the time you told me I was like an older sister to you, I started crying. It has been a while since I last cried before that night, tears are something which don’t ever really seem to come but that…[Read more]

          royalfudge replied 5 months, 2 weeks ago

          This is how we began, this is how we end, or come close to….
          I panicked when I saw your comment. That was amazing. I can’t believe that you’re here, after all this time.
          We will always be here for each other. Even when one or more of us are being stupid.
          Let’s stay with each other, through the light and the dark, so we can see each other if…[Read more]

        theginger replied 5 months ago

        Darkfire, Orla, and every name you’ve ever been given,
        You are always going to be important to me, and I will always miss you. Not in a million years would I ever forget you because you helped make me, me. I will always tag you in my poems, my writing because I want you to see them. You encouraged me to keep writing even when I was ready to give…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          … Thank you Gingy.
          For everything. I hope you know I care too. I care about you and I’m sorry if it ever seemed I didn’t. Or that you weren’t important to me. You are.
          Your writing is beautiful, stunningly so. Thank you for sharing it with me, it’s so clear how talented you are, reading your poems, I feel what I believe you feel writing th em,…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          I hope I see you on another journey too Lauren, stay safe and stay healthy. I hope when you come back i might be there too so we can chat again because I can’t remember the last time we had a proper conversation.
          I wish you every happiness my friend and want you to know that when life is tough or you have any problems the same thing goes for you…[Read more]

          theginger replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          I can’t even begin to say how happy I am to read this before I go, this is the best birthday present I could have received on here! I hope we can chat soon too, do you have an email? Anyway, I have to go since it’s my birthday, but I hope you know reading this put a new smile on my face.
          💙💙
          Lauren

        ms-boba-kitten replied 5 months ago

        So, this is @Olivia340, my account went bzerk and I can’t login.
        I feel really bad about reading this post, like I’m penetrating into the privacy of a secret, fragile friendship. Why I was looking in your activity, I do not know. Why I care so much, I do not know. But somehow, no matter how stupid this seems, you see, like a sort of older, wis…[Read more]

          ms-boba-kitten replied 5 months ago

          But the thing is, the site is like a two way road
          Sometimes the site really stresses me out, or makes me feel even more dreary and lifeless.
          Sometimes it gives me hope and light.
          Sometimes I feel grateful for the relationships I have here.
          And other times I feel annoyed, like it’s too hard to keep up with all these people.
          Selfish, I know.
          I n…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          Don’t feel bad, you are perfectly welcome to come to my activity and read whatever’s there, and dump an incomprehensible summary of your feelings here. I do, so we can dump our feelings here together.
          You do? Really? I always thought to most people I was sort of a foot younger sibling type figure, or a dopey friend type. Like a Ron figure, if that…[Read more]

          darkfire2010 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          I fully apologise if that reply isn’t great because honestly my brain is kinda melting into an exhausted heap rn

        ms-boba-kitten replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Well, one thing I’ve been trying to do is when I comment on somebody’s post, I try to make it longer and more detailed as an attempt to engage in conversation, which sorta works. Like, one day someone said they were getting a phone and I told them some tips on decorating their phone case. People started replying, and that sparked a con…[Read more]