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Hey, I just tagged you about the favourite memories thing, honestly I forgot about it, I did talk about some old users in pinker’s activity though
I’ll write about my favourite memories on this post, can’t do it right now but I will later, hopefully tonight
Might as well write this now
Been almost two weeks but I swear it only feels like a night since I posted this
Actually, it’s super easy for me to pick my favourite site memory, don’t get me wrong I have so many good memories, have had so many important moments, so many conversations I cherish. However, one stands out to me
It was back when i…[Read more]
@salty12 are you there??
I thought she might be despise she favourites council posts every few months
I wish she was here.
I miss her.
She’s always been something special, though I don’t know what she’d think of where we are now.
The last time she came on was 1 month and 1 week ago.. Wow.. Maybe she does come on rarely.. 💖
I haven’t talked to her in so so long
I think she came on a few months after she left because she commented on a tribute we made to her
I haven’t seen her since then though, aside from occasional favourites. I thought if she saw this she might respond
But she might not see it
Maybe every month or so we should mention her on a post like this so it…[Read more]
Yes, we should. And just tell her little going-ons, things that we’ve seen or done. Just in case..
Remember when her mom made her leave the site (hmm sounds familiar)? We’d had that doc (before I made a new one) and I was confused….. she deleted it. She deleted after I emailed her telling her I missed her and accidentally mentioned the doc, but that was ages ago. Like 2 years ago.
Sometimes I hate myself. Sometimes we all do. That’s what it is to be human I guess
I think at times life is ****-like, where I walk though nightmares daily. Old, close friends turn their backs on me and I become nothing to them and nothing to me. But I’m lucky. This is ordinary, I don’t think I’ve ever felt something extraordinary, anything…[Read more]
I meander through the site, jumping from activity to activity, I find suffering. A lot of pain. A lot of menories, a lot of loneliness. I wish I could fix it. I wish I could bring people together
I wish I could too. But we can’t. Not really. Pain comes in too many different forms, different fights for us to beat. There’s so much of it on here. We’re young, we feel things. We know more then people expect. And that’s why we aren’t able to fight. We aren’t able to stand together, as one. No. Not at all. People underestimate the pain, or…[Read more]
sometimes the bright side is closer than we think
I wish I could fix everything, stop all the suffering, the sadness, the betrayal. I try to tell myself I can’t fix everything but my heart doesn’t listen. I’m sure that’s what’s happening with you too, so let me tell you: you don’t have to fix everything. just help where you can and bring the b…[Read more]
You guys are right
I know it too, no one can fix pain or take it away, a world without pain is a world where happiness doesn’t exist, because we wouldn’t know that pain existed if we didn’t know happiness does. If that makes sense? In the same way there s no light without darkness
This is strange but the last sentence you said Blondie reminds me…[Read more]
those sound lovely Orla 😊
doing our best is all we can do
I can’t wait to read it if you share it
“When you need a reason to fight on, all you need to is look up” – Rough quote from Tailte from a conversation we had about the state
I asked everyone what they thought of the stars and some people said gems stitched into the deep velvety blue tapestry of the night sky, others said hot ***** of gas, some…[Read more]
I’ve been working on it a lot, I’ll share the latest draft after I finish writing this. That’s a lovely quote… I’m going to keep it close, for more than one reason. That really is a good memory. It’s funny how we view such simple things- in this case, words- so differently. If you asked me, I’d probably say stories as well. Everything is made up…[Read more]
DEFINITELY 110% FAVOURITING THIS POST SO I DON’T LOSE THAT
I CAN’T FORMULATE THE WORDS TO EXPRESS WHY THAT RESONATES SO MUCH WITH ME
Its so hopeful
But so definitely not naively so, hopeful in a way that takes strength
I absolutely love this poem
I… wow, thank you. I wrote it to give hope. Hope is something we lack a lot of the time.
oh orla… *hugs* try and look up, eh? like what Tailte said… I think I’ve moved on. Kinda. High school and the crazy sh*tstorm of 2019 has taught me a lot of things that I most likely won’t forget. One of them is that you need to move on. That doesn’t mean that you should forget what already happened, ofc, but it’s just about finding acceptance…[Read more]
And there is a way. I don’t believe that way exists either sometimes, but hope exists for a reason, right? Ignore the people that ignore you. It is not worth it when they don’t give you the respect that you would’ve given them. I’m sure of it, because that is exactly what I have done to the people who’ve been acting rude to me in the past.
I cut…[Read more]
Omg Lynn!!! I haven’t seen you in so long! 😀
*hugs you back*
You’re right and.. that’s what I did. At the time.
It feels like an eternity since I wrote this but it was only three weeks. I broke down one night because I couldn’t take it anymore, and that’s when I decided it was time to move on. So I sat with new people and was polite to…[Read more]
I just realised you might not even know who the she I’m referring to is, I never even specified in this post.
I was gonna go reply to a bunch of other stuff tonight but after unloading that I honestly can’t face it. So I’m gonna have to talk to you tomorrow hopefully 🙁
It’s night here so I bid you good night 💛
And thank you
Life does keep you guessing- things tend to change in the blink of an eye.
You gotta always at least try to smile
There’s no point in misery forever
Is the logic
Undoubtedly it does, it always does somehow when you least expect it to
Nothing is permanent but change
Not all change is good but not all is bad either
Hello person in my activity
Nice to see you, have a biscuit, and please sit.
So, I have a question for you
I want to ask you to describe my personality.
Basically, I don’t know who I am. My personality is a bunch of question marks to me and a whole lot of contradictions. I’ve had a lot of negative descriptions and a lot of positive des…[Read more]
Aha Orla I’m not the best person to judge someone but I’ll do my best to describe Orla as Orla 🙂
You are Irish
Lost (well you said so sooo)
A lovely person to talk to
Bibliophile (not all genres like the *mature* ones)
Loved (by us… ALWAYS)
Prokaryote? Idk my science terms I’m so sry
I don’t know why I feel so emotional reading this, I don’t know. I guess I just feel loved
It is strange trying to see yourself through another set of eyes so thank you for helping meloved
Love you Lynn
Couldn’t find where you mentioned me and ended up here, and I feel like a horrible person for correcting you, evilerruler, in the fact that you just called Orla here a bacterium. It’s Eukaryote. Sorry again. Insufferable know it all speech ended. I do it a lot, sorry. Now for the question.
So… your personality?
You make sense. That sounds lik…[Read more]
@ms-granger totally fine!! science was and will NEVER be my strong subject. i’d be even more embarrassed if nobody told me my mistake. goodness gracious, i’d feel so ashamed i don’t even wanna imagine… >.<
Hahahahaha thanks. The only reason I remember it is that EUkaryote means YEU or you. Glad I didn’t kill the mood too miserably.
If I do an awful job please don’t kill me *hides*
Strong (Don’t you dare refute this statement, I have my reasons)
Fellow Hamilton Lover
The-Dumbeldore-Of-The-Site (In the best way)
An old soul
Very smart (You did so good on your…[Read more]
*sits and eats biscuit*
I might do a very bad job so be warned XD
Santa but in the kindest way possible
Woohoo I’m Dumbledore and Santa 🎅 😀 😀 😀
You’re so kind Blondie, thank you so much ❤
I am not the person to respond to this, but I will anyways.
To me, you are…
You have a bit of a temper, but you’re good at controlling it
Creator (you create a lot with your words)
Silent until needed
Still somehow a big sister to me
And to go way back to that challenge.
If you were a book,…[Read more]
Thank you to all of you for taking the time to read this and to write about how you see me and taking the time to think about it too, and you were all so nice my ego will need deflating
I’m really lucky to know you guys
I’m soo gonna come and read the stuff you guys said whenever I’m having a bad day, it’ll never fail to make me smile
Always, Orla. I’m so glad to help 😊😊 Especially because every word of what I said was true. ❤️ Love you, my nocturnal buddy
I'm so lucky to know you. Thank you Orla, for everything.
Happy birthday Adelle/ Mae Spiritguard/ Spirit!!!!!
*confetti explodes everywhere* *fireworks light up the sky*
Hope you have a great day 🙂
and that I got the right one
Thank you for being you
Awwww thank you! This really made my day (:
And yes, you got it right.
You can never forget someone you love, you know that?
Even when it’s been years.
I’m a firm believer that if you love someone you should let them know. I try to tell people as often as I can. I make a point of telling my sisters at least once a day.
I’ve grown to love and care about a lot more people than I ever thought I would. I knew what it…[Read more]
Aw, love you too Orla!! ❤️
Thank you so much for writing this. I will never forget you either.
🙂 love u too big sis (I call a lot of the older users that are older than me big sis lol)
Oh Orla, I love you too. I never thought I’d make very many friends, even less so online, but I met you and Fudgy, Gwen, Amber, Shadow, Shade, Cove, Georgia, Caroline, MG, Noelle, DoF (dessert on fire), Puffie Princess, Ivy, W-S, Jordan, Eloise, Cats, and so so many more. It’s an amazing feeling, to love so many people. Thank you for being a won…[Read more]
❤️ I also love many of the people here and I will never forget you all ❤️
Love all of you so so much ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ unfortunately Maple is no longer on the site…
Aw, thank you Orla..
You are an amazing friend,
and I love you all soooo much! 💙
I will never forget any of you! 😋
Wow, thank you so much. I never expected myself to be mentioned on something like this
oH mY gOd this is the best thing ever to see on my birthday! ilyssssssmm orla
HAPPY BIRTHDAY I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU IN AGES!!! *sends many birthday chocolates your way*
Maybe one day we could all see each other 🙂
Thank you for this, it means a lot.
I haven’t been here and I’m so sorry. That I’m not someone you can rely on to be there. I wish I was. Maybe I could, maybe I make excuses to myself to not come on, maybe I’m just lazy. I’m a bad friend and I know this, so I’m so sorry.
I have to disappear again. I’m being swallowed up. School. I wanna make time for here. But if I can’t do it…[Read more]
You might not see this and I prolly won’t come back to this for months upon months… But I just wanted to say that I love you, Orla. I love you more than I love myself right now and I just hope that someday I can be back here. That I can be a better person and try to come back here… But right now I can’t, either. School is a lot. I’m trying to…[Read more]
Oh, N… 😭
Orla, you are not obligated to spend time on here like it’s your duty… I come here, to this site, every single day because I love it and the comfort it provides… if you think that school is too much for you, do what you need to do. Take a break. Focus. Rest.
And get better.
I know that I need some time to figure out about the r…[Read more]
*wraps you in a massive virtual hug*
N!! I love you too.
As you can probably tell I’ve been pretty active these past few months, school’s starting up again and so that’ll probably change so I understand.
You’re one of the best people I’ve ever met in my life, and I’m so happy to see you – I want you to know that. You can always talk to me. Even…[Read more]
You have to do what is best for you, Orla. That in no way makes you a bad friend. In fact, it makes you a good one. To take care of yourself, make sure you are doing the best you can be doing.
Why do we care what friends think of us?
Because we love them.
And we want to know they love us too.
Love you Orla
No, you’re not a bad friend. Not even close. You need to do what helps you. That alone would make me so happy, knowing that you’re happy. love you <3
Disappear if you need to. You know where to find us.
I have said so much, that sometimes, I don’t even know how to say it again. That’s happening right now. But you are strong. Beautiful. Loved. I wish that I could talk to you, because even after all this time, I still feel like you’re my big sister. 🙂 It’s amazing how quickly how this has…[Read more]
My heart hurts, since when can you love people this much?
I don’t know, but I feel like that’s how I love. I don’t think I could love any other way. <3
Idk either… but it happens bc you love and trust and respect each other with all your hearts ❤️ ❤️
Love is a funny thing, isn’t it? This, this is what love is.
Some quotes I feel relate to how I feel about this place
“And there is still a part of me that wishes I never met you. I preferred the emptiness in me when I didn’t know it was there.” — Beau Taplin (A Vacancy)
“If I disappear, know that I’m okay.”— Unknown
“One of the best feelings is finding someone who really gets you. A person who lets yo…[Read more]
“Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting. “- Peter Pan
I worry sometimes that I made a mistake in my actions. Did I make a mistake when I joined? Did I make a mistake when I left? Did I make a mistake when I returned?
I fear I ruined memories, I’m not who I was and I’m sorry for that. But I can’t go back.
I don’t know you that well, but I would love to get to know you better. Your name is Orla, right?
See, that’s the thing. No one really knows what they’re doing. Life takes us on many adventures. This site is just a small one! You didn’t make a mistake when you joined, or left. Leaving gave you a small break to change, to grow. You may…[Read more]
Oh hello! I didn’t think anyone would see this haha
I apologise, I get very emotional sometimes and I post a lot of it in my activity, just post thoughts and things here that I kinda want to share but at the same time contender like sharing them on open chat, you know?
Thanks 🙂 I ‘d like to get to know you better too
Yup I’m Orla
🙂 Thank you.…[Read more]
I’m really touched that you guys took the time to check out my activity, thank you
I didn’t see this until 3 weeks later, but I understand all of this. I feel it too, sometimes.
Mmm. I love these. I never want to say goodbye, because we’ve stood together for so long.
I found one quote, which I love, and that I think really seems to fit this-
The past beats inside me like a second heart.
Hey @jun , this isn’t very important but I was wondering what happened to the old notification system? I was very active about a year ago and came back on recently and noticed the notifications work differently now.
Is it possible to go back to The old system because personally I found it worked better then than it does now. To lay this out…[Read more]
Yes, this is a great suggestion! It would make things so much easier.
That’s a very good suggestion, it’s been bugging me as well.
Pinky is right, and it also told you how many people commented on one post, and all the notifications for one post would get marked read once you but in one from that post.
It didn’t have the “@darkfire2010 replied to your activity comment” thing though
I may have worded it incorrectly but I thought the way the notifications work now is pretty…[Read more]
yeah, it made it so it didn’t take as long to go through notifs
This sounds great, I’ve been waiting for this XD
Also I don’t even remember the old system because I didn’t even clear notifications on my old account
Hey there Darkfire, thank you for sharing your concerns, we realize the current system of notifications is far from ideal, and we’ve been passing on all suggestions to improve to our tech-team, who then let us know if these changes are feasible within our website support budget. I’ll make sure to add this to our docket, especially the Read All fea…[Read more]
I wasn’t sure whether this technically falls under your jurisdiction because it’s on a document rather than the site but it’s clearly cyberbullying so
Basically someone just vandalised this doc and said all this…[Read more]
Yeah, Gwen keeps getting attacked on google documents. It’s terrible, and really unfair to everyone using the doc.
Ew, I checked out the document. Whoever did that is really mean and immature, plus they keep framing @/catsruleforever which is super unfair.
NONONONONO! Urgh! Not again. And on the Crystal Week Doc? Ugh, I’m restoring it right now.
Not again! This has been going on for months now, and I actually thought it had all died down… What happened, exactly?
if you guys didn’t take screenshots I will be….disappointed is a better word to use than what I was thinking of
I think there are, or I can just re restore it to before and take screenshots
Hey all — I can’t find the screenshots of the vandalization on the Google Docs link you sent, I just have to reiterate what I have, please be careful who you give editing permissions to, and make sure you have a back-up of any work you’re putting on a Google Doc that has editing permissions enabled for many users.
As Google Docs is a t…[Read more]
Yh if we ‘advertise’ our rp/club/party/whatever on the site, if people show interest we could ask for their email, provided they’re comfortable with that.