- Load More
So.
Hi! I’m Effie (I think), pronouns they/them, and I’m not as freaked out as I was five minutes ago.
I just told my sister that I was going to get mental help.
Which was great and wholesome and all, but t e r r i f y i n g and soooo stressful. And that was in the same conversation that she told me she and Dad talked about s.ex in awkward…[Read more]
Ah yes, hello Effie, I am Zee! I would also recommend stress sleeping along with the watching others struggle. It helps me a lot!! 🤧
Yes, well I was supposed to be sleeping but couldn’t fall asleep, so coming on here helped me calm down so I could fall asleep.
Hi Effie, tis Tash!!!!! I’m also asexual, and haven’t come out to my parents yet
Hi Tash! Ah, yeah.
I’m proud of you. It was brave of you to tell your sister. I’m so sorry your sister had to go through that. I hope things turn for the better soon. Moriah is good for that, she’s one of my go-to Youtubers to watch when I’m stressed.
Thank you. It was honestly not too hard, but quite embarrassing.
Yeah . . .
Portrait of my stuffed animal Pooh Bear the second (It’s a long story): https://docs.google.com/document/d/1E_snRvoB26K3u6HpVcgPrx_66W7UE8Q52xiM3c-zRYQ/edit
I have requested access.
It did not let me request access. :((
Oh, oops. Sorry, I’m using my school account and I forgot to change the access. Let me do that.
Okay, does this work?
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1E_snRvoB26K3u6HpVcgPrx_66W7UE8Q52xiM3c-zRYQ/edit
It does.
Nice drawing XD
Thank you!
*I just got really confused because your profile picture changed right as I clicked it and then started flashing*
Weird. I keep changing it, but . . . huh.
Nice drawing!
Thanks!
Seven days and five nights
it’s hard to come down with your eyes on me.
Tidal waves of highlights
I’ve got a dark side that you’ll never see.
Is everyone wrong or is everyone right?
‘Cause I’m in my head again tonight.
You’re making it look like you don’t even try.
I want to be good enough so I
I changed myself for the internet.
Designed my…[Read more]
TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of s*icide, kind of self harm? Just dark in a lot of ways.
This is what I write late at night when I should be sleeping but I don’t feel like it.
Aria
Aria let out her emotions on paper, with burts and swirls of colors; angry red, melancholy yellow, faded blue, mixed together with furious strokes and gestures. Her…[Read more]
d i r t y
Whoaaaaa… that was deep
Thank you.
Can we talk about how good Never Gonna Cry Again by Pentatonix is?
Or not, given probably no one’s heard of it –
I love their songs/covers, but I’ve never heard that one *goes to go listen to it*
It’s my favorite of their songs right now.
https://voca.ro/1aSTBzLgxdTX
It’s in two parts because . . . actually I forget you’ll find out maybe. Also the thing won’t let me post both of them so I’ll comment the second one.
Total it’s 24 minutes long.
Oop.
Anyways. I read a story I wrote in the second one, should I copy and paste it on here?
Aaand the second one wasn’t recording.
I might post the story sometime but I’m too lazy right now . . .
Hello. My name is Effie, pronouns they/them. This is a continuation of my last post about Poet telling me to get help with my mental health, so for the first paragraph here I will be calm and stuff so that I don’t freak out too much before I get into the post. It works. I promise.
Also it’s kind of reassuring just to write those first two…[Read more]
good luck ❤️❤️❤️
Hope it goes well, and good luck too!:)
I’m glad you’re doing this, Fia. It’s for the best. *I hug you*
*hugs back*
Good luck. Ly 🤍
Good luck and we’re here for you no matter what 💛💛💛💛💛
Thank y’all. *smiles*
👏👏👏👏👏 this is a very good plan…. gl and tell us how it goes! For some reason I’m just so proud of you 😭😭😭 I’m sorry don’t mind my being weird, I’m very emotional for no reason rn-
Thank you! It’s very well thought out XD
I will. I’m still procrastinating on writing the letter but I think I’ll do it soon.
Thank you. *hugs* And it’s okay, I’m glad I made you emotional that happens to me too.
Good luck! Hope it all goes well<3 and glad you're doing what you think is the best
First and second step done. Third step still procrastinating on . . .
:)Well done for doing the first few steps! Just take as much time as you need for the third *wishes you good luck again*
*smiles* Thank you.
@sandol
Where did you mention me?
On the Bee Movie post
Oh wait, never mind, I found it.
Me: Lookit I turned in my late history assignment!
My history teacher: *posts new assignment at the EXACT SAME TIME (I swear!) as I turn in my work*
OOF-
I know!
ughhhhhhhh that’s annoyinggggg
Like I loved you
If you love me
I’ll love you
if you ever loved me
like I loved you.
Nights in the grass,
isn’t grass always soft in stories?
Because even when I’m with you
grass still prickles
and when I get home my skin is irritated
but I don’t mind
because I spent the night with you.
I thought when you loved someone
you love their smell
b…[Read more]
Did you… write this?
It’s incredible.
Yes, I did.
Thank you. Thank you so much.
*smiles softly*
This is poetry. I love it 💙. Keep writing these beautiful works.
Thank you.
And I love this too<3
wonderful one!
Thank you!
always<3
EFFIE YOU’RE SO TALENTED! (sorry for dying hehehe I was super busy and stressed so I took a break)
XD Thanks!
I miss you >w<
Thanks. Sorry I kind of stopped coming on . . .
nice to see you here!
And same, I sorta drifted away a bit. Still wonder how you guys are doing…and all of those who left
I get why. The site…not the same.
Yeah. I really miss them. But they’re gone, and I’m hoping you’ll see this so how are you?
Yeah. Not as much appeal to come on.
Me? I’m pretty good. I’m going to start in person school in a few days which is great.
Ah cool. Stay safe out there! Covid’s still a thing, unfortunately.
yeah… stay safe everyone!
I’ll most likely do in person next year… at least masks are required for my school and hopefully most of the faculty are vaccinated
good luck with school!
Thanks for the good luck!
I think my school is pretty safe already, but I’ll make sure to be careful.
If one thing I am glad that we became friends again. I’ll make sue to email you at some point.
(THIS IS COCO BY THE WAY)
Hey Coco
Hi Ginger!!!
How’ve you been? In a better place?
Not really aha, I think my grades dropped by a lot! I’m extremely bad with handling friendship fall outs etc, and a ew of those happened here :/ so I thought about that for a few months. Then I was just down in the dumps for no reason. I’m a very extroverted kind of person, and life was getting extremely boring and repetitive (mostly because of…[Read more]
Ah, it’s completely okay, I wouldn’t have asked if I was uncomfortable with the answer 💙.
I am so sorry you’re having to deal with all of that stress from school, family, and friends. Covid lockdown was/is bad enough on its own, but it’s awful that you’ve had to cope with your parents’ custody battle/approaching divorce (?).
I think it’s…[Read more]
:))
Covid has ****** royally. My brother got it (because my sister has it which is worrying because of her severe asthma) so I missed Sports Day and all the fun school things you get to do in your few days or so.
Thank you for the advice! I’m in year 8, so going into year 9 next academic year. At my school you have to take French and Spanish. I…[Read more]
I’m glad you felt able to open up. If I could/can help in any way, that’s all I’d want. I’ll always try my best to reply.
It does look like you dad doesn’t realize how insensitive/ignorant he’s being- I’m sorry 😔. (Gonna finish this later, I’m getting paid rn).
:)) you really are someone I feel comfortable with, though I don’t know you very well. (Oh do you have a job? Is it nice?)
Yeah, most of what he does is due to a lack of understanding. He really does try though!