effie posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Like I loved you

    If you love me
    I’ll love you
    if you ever loved me
    like I loved you.

    Nights in the grass,
    isn’t grass always soft in stories?
    Because even when I’m with you
    grass still prickles
    and when I get home my skin is irritated
    but I don’t mind
    because I spent the night with you.

    I thought when you loved someone
    you love their smell
    b…[Read more]

        kittybp2 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Did you… write this?
        It’s incredible.

          effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          Yes, I did.
          Thank you. Thank you so much.

        theginger replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

        *smiles softly*
        This is poetry. I love it 💙. Keep writing these beautiful works.

          effie replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

          Thank you.

        ladyofthebooksge replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

        And I love this too<3
        wonderful one!

          effie replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

          Thank you!

          ladyofthebooksge replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

          always<3

        autumnjoy replied 4 months ago

        EFFIE YOU’RE SO TALENTED! (sorry for dying hehehe I was super busy and stressed so I took a break)

          effie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          XD Thanks!

        youareenough replied 3 months, 3 weeks ago

        I miss you >w<

          effie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Thanks. Sorry I kind of stopped coming on . . .

          ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          nice to see you here!
          And same, I sorta drifted away a bit. Still wonder how you guys are doing…and all of those who left

          youareenough replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          I get why. The site…not the same.

          youareenough replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Yeah. I really miss them. But they’re gone, and I’m hoping you’ll see this so how are you?

          effie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Yeah. Not as much appeal to come on.
          Me? I’m pretty good. I’m going to start in person school in a few days which is great.

          youareenough replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Ah cool. Stay safe out there! Covid’s still a thing, unfortunately.

          ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          yeah… stay safe everyone!
          I’ll most likely do in person next year… at least masks are required for my school and hopefully most of the faculty are vaccinated

          youareenough replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          good luck with school!

          effie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          Thanks for the good luck!
          I think my school is pretty safe already, but I’ll make sure to be careful.

        ilikelemons replied 2 weeks, 1 day ago

        If one thing I am glad that we became friends again. I’ll make sue to email you at some point.
        (THIS IS COCO BY THE WAY)

          theginger replied 2 weeks ago

          Hey Coco

          ilikelemons replied 2 weeks ago

          Hi Ginger!!!

          theginger replied 1 week, 4 days ago

          How’ve you been? In a better place?

          ilikelemons replied 1 week, 4 days ago

          Not really aha, I think my grades dropped by a lot! I’m extremely bad with handling friendship fall outs etc, and a ew of those happened here :/ so I thought about that for a few months. Then I was just down in the dumps for no reason. I’m a very extroverted kind of person, and life was getting extremely boring and repetitive (mostly because of…[Read more]

          theginger replied 1 week, 4 days ago

          Ah, it’s completely okay, I wouldn’t have asked if I was uncomfortable with the answer 💙.
          I am so sorry you’re having to deal with all of that stress from school, family, and friends. Covid lockdown was/is bad enough on its own, but it’s awful that you’ve had to cope with your parents’ custody battle/approaching divorce (?).
          I think it’s…[Read more]

          ilikelemons replied 1 week, 4 days ago

          :))
          Covid has ****** royally. My brother got it (because my sister has it which is worrying because of her severe asthma) so I missed Sports Day and all the fun school things you get to do in your few days or so.
          Thank you for the advice! I’m in year 8, so going into year 9 next academic year. At my school you have to take French and Spanish. I…[Read more]

          theginger replied 1 week, 4 days ago

          I’m glad you felt able to open up. If I could/can help in any way, that’s all I’d want. I’ll always try my best to reply.
          It does look like you dad doesn’t realize how insensitive/ignorant he’s being- I’m sorry 😔. (Gonna finish this later, I’m getting paid rn).

          ilikelemons replied 1 week, 4 days ago

          :)) you really are someone I feel comfortable with, though I don’t know you very well. (Oh do you have a job? Is it nice?)
          Yeah, most of what he does is due to a lack of understanding. He really does try though!

    effie posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    So.
    Hi! I’m Effie (I think), pronouns they/them, and I’m not as freaked out as I was five minutes ago.
    I just told my sister that I was going to get mental help.
    Which was great and wholesome and all, but t e r r i f y i n g and soooo stressful. And that was in the same conversation that she told me she and Dad talked about s.ex in awkward…[Read more]

        zee110 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Ah yes, hello Effie, I am Zee! I would also recommend stress sleeping along with the watching others struggle. It helps me a lot!! 🤧

          effie replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

          Yes, well I was supposed to be sleeping but couldn’t fall asleep, so coming on here helped me calm down so I could fall asleep.

        cattyrose replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Hi Effie, tis Tash!!!!! I’m also asexual, and haven’t come out to my parents yet

          effie replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

          Hi Tash! Ah, yeah.

        theginger replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

        I’m proud of you. It was brave of you to tell your sister. I’m so sorry your sister had to go through that. I hope things turn for the better soon. Moriah is good for that, she’s one of my go-to Youtubers to watch when I’m stressed.

          effie replied 4 months, 2 weeks ago

          Thank you. It was honestly not too hard, but quite embarrassing.
          Yeah . . .

    effie posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Portrait of my stuffed animal Pooh Bear the second (It’s a long story): https://docs.google.com/document/d/1E_snRvoB26K3u6HpVcgPrx_66W7UE8Q52xiM3c-zRYQ/edit

        kittybp2 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        I have requested access.

          kittybp2 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          It did not let me request access. :((

        effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Oh, oops. Sorry, I’m using my school account and I forgot to change the access. Let me do that.

          effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          Okay, does this work?
          https://docs.google.com/document/d/1E_snRvoB26K3u6HpVcgPrx_66W7UE8Q52xiM3c-zRYQ/edit

          kittybp2 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          It does.
          Nice drawing XD

          effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          Thank you!

          kittybp2 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          *I just got really confused because your profile picture changed right as I clicked it and then started flashing*

          effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          Weird. I keep changing it, but . . . huh.

        pinker13 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Nice drawing!

          effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          Thanks!

    effie posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Seven days and five nights
    it’s hard to come down with your eyes on me.
    Tidal waves of highlights
    I’ve got a dark side that you’ll never see.

    Is everyone wrong or is everyone right?
    ‘Cause I’m in my head again tonight.
    You’re making it look like you don’t even try.
    I want to be good enough so I

    I changed myself for the internet.
    Designed my…[Read more]

    effie posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of s*icide, kind of self harm? Just dark in a lot of ways.
    This is what I write late at night when I should be sleeping but I don’t feel like it.
    Aria
    Aria let out her emotions on paper, with burts and swirls of colors; angry red, melancholy yellow, faded blue, mixed together with furious strokes and gestures. Her…[Read more]

        effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        d i r t y

        chloelk replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Whoaaaaa… that was deep

          effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          Thank you.

    effie posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Can we talk about how good Never Gonna Cry Again by Pentatonix is?
    Or not, given probably no one’s heard of it –

        kittybp2 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        I love their songs/covers, but I’ve never heard that one *goes to go listen to it*

          effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          It’s my favorite of their songs right now.

    effie posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    https://voca.ro/1aSTBzLgxdTX
    It’s in two parts because . . . actually I forget you’ll find out maybe. Also the thing won’t let me post both of them so I’ll comment the second one.
    Total it’s 24 minutes long.
    Oop.
    Anyways. I read a story I wrote in the second one, should I copy and paste it on here?

        effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Aaand the second one wasn’t recording.
        I might post the story sometime but I’m too lazy right now . . .

    effie posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Hello. My name is Effie, pronouns they/them. This is a continuation of my last post about Poet telling me to get help with my mental health, so for the first paragraph here I will be calm and stuff so that I don’t freak out too much before I get into the post. It works. I promise.
    Also it’s kind of reassuring just to write those first two…[Read more]

        teija replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        good luck ❤️❤️❤️

        book-lover77 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Hope it goes well, and good luck too!:)

        aestheticbibliophile replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        I’m glad you’re doing this, Fia. It’s for the best. *I hug you*

          effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          *hugs back*

        cattyrose replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Good luck. Ly 🤍

        2iycrb2qawutob replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Good luck and we’re here for you no matter what 💛💛💛💛💛

        effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Thank y’all. *smiles*

        gummibear2434 replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        👏👏👏👏👏 this is a very good plan…. gl and tell us how it goes! For some reason I’m just so proud of you 😭😭😭 I’m sorry don’t mind my being weird, I’m very emotional for no reason rn-

          effie replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

          Thank you! It’s very well thought out XD
          I will. I’m still procrastinating on writing the letter but I think I’ll do it soon.
          Thank you. *hugs* And it’s okay, I’m glad I made you emotional that happens to me too.

        ladyofthebooksge replied 4 months, 3 weeks ago

        Good luck! Hope it all goes well<3 and glad you're doing what you think is the best

        effie replied 4 months, 1 week ago

        First and second step done. Third step still procrastinating on . . .

          book-lover77 replied 4 months, 1 week ago

          :)Well done for doing the first few steps! Just take as much time as you need for the third *wishes you good luck again*

          effie replied 4 months, 1 week ago

          *smiles* Thank you.

    effie posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 4 months, 4 weeks ago

    @sandol
    Where did you mention me?

        sandol replied 4 months, 4 weeks ago

        On the Bee Movie post

        effie replied 4 months, 4 weeks ago

        Oh wait, never mind, I found it.

    effie posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 4 months, 4 weeks ago

    Me: Lookit I turned in my late history assignment!
    My history teacher: *posts new assignment at the EXACT SAME TIME (I swear!) as I turn in my work*

        aestheticbibliophile replied 4 months, 4 weeks ago

        OOF-

          effie replied 4 months, 4 weeks ago

          I know!

        cattyrose replied 4 months, 4 weeks ago

        ughhhhhhhh that’s annoyinggggg

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