erenyeagerisagenius posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    so uhmmm errr is this gonna be a lttle substitute activity thingy cos i really wanna post some quotes that i collated together and idk if i’m allowed to on here aaaa

        silver13 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        oooo

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

          ehe – they’re aot quotes and i was reading the manga and took screenshots so wanted to put ’em here cos idk lol. so i have a recollection of them in my activity aha

          silver13 replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

          YESYESYESYES

        ladyofthebooksge replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        oooh nice

          ladyofthebooksge replied 2 months, 3 weeks ago

          *inserts some D&D randomness because why not*
          My first session in a nutshell:
          So we were attacked by some man eating fish and this is how it went:
          Elf wizard(played by me): *tries to kill the fish by shooting mage missile and shooting/hitting them with his crossbow* *ends up slipping and gets stuck in the lake the whole time*
          Human Warlock:…[Read more]

    erenyeagerisagenius posted an update 3 months ago

    i tried to use the most simplest words i could when writing this because i just wanted to.

    sometimes, despite all your happiness quelling, despite your struggle never-ending, despite your hope ever-ceasing, despite misery forever breeding. – some of us must take the time to just wonder how amazing it is that we were able to feel what it means to…[Read more]

        gummibear2434 replied 3 months ago

        Booky…. yes. All of your activity is such a philosophical and poetic work of art that inspires everyone who ventures into it. I can’t even explain how utterly deep and wonderful it is. If the galaxy were under the sea, with the warm waves and the sparkling, swirling night sky, that is how your activity is to us all.

    erenyeagerisagenius posted an update 3 months ago

    testing

        erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

        well that worked a treat – now i have a pic of 15 yr old eren in my activity lol. beautiful aha

        aestheticbibliophile replied 3 months ago

        Oop-

    erenyeagerisagenius posted an update 3 months ago

    inbetween the cracks, caesuras and glints of my eyes, i realised how beautiful and human it was to be like a broken piece of something so much greater and pulchritudinous than what i could comprehend, i have always been more than what others think of me. i have been brought alive, i have had a chance to be someone, i have had a chance at existing…[Read more]

    erenyeagerisagenius posted an update 3 months ago

    my love life does not exist but why does music force me to feel as if i’ve been through a relationship and a break up, like, no, i haven’t even loved a person that exists so far – right now i only have fallen for fictional people. i swear i am never gonna love anyone as much as i love this one fictional character aaaaa well, if u happen to…[Read more]

        elviaofcamelot replied 3 months ago

        the fact i relate to this so much is pain, GAH life

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          i know, vee – life is just a soliloquy of endless pain and deception and none of my favourite fictional characters exist in this world

          elviaofcamelot replied 3 months ago

          life is the essence of chaos, it can never settle down and be what you want it to be (ah yes, the true burden)

        ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months ago

        Aaaaah I relate so much, for some reason my irl crushes don’t happen very often but I crush wayyy more on book characters than I ever do on real people. And I know I say this a lot but I’m saying it again because it’s true, I missed you so much with your randomness and wonderful prose and well, I would love to comment on every single post because…[Read more]

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          aw no no no, totally get it and i appreciate it so dang much, it makes me so much more happier and just motivates me aha and i am totally not creeped out at all, quite the opposite actually. i’ve missed you all and seeing all these lovely comments and honestly u r such a joy – i guess that’s why i’m so attached to this place, cos i talk to people…[Read more]

          ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months ago

          Oh that’s good, I was worried if that might come across not in the way I intended to!
          And aaah thank you so much too, you’re really awesome as well!
          Also, I totally agree. The site is honestly one of the best online communities I’ve been in, and yes totally agree with you on the people here. All of you are just amazing human beings and this…[Read more]

    erenyeagerisagenius posted an update 3 months ago

    Things I’m into/I like
    ♡ Philosophy
    ♡ Greek/Gothic architecture
    ♡Leatherbound notebooks
    ♡ Oil paints
    ♡Attack on Titan
    ♡ sorrowful songs ( right now i’m listening to “let me down” and “if i killed someone for you” both by Alec Benjamin)
    ♡Human Psychology ( mentioned this like 2000 times aha)
    ♡Creative writing
    ♡Journals
    ♡Quotes
    ♡ Fanta…[Read more]

        effie replied 3 months ago

        Awesome, those all sound so . . .
        I don’t know, they just sound cool.
        Also I agree with a lot of them.

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          thank you 🙂 it took an abnormally long time to collate all those ideas together, for some reason, i completely forgot all the things that matched my aesthetic/ or things i loved in general so really had to think about this aha

        gummibear2434 replied 3 months ago

        BRO LEGIT ALL OF THESE ARE ME
        ESPECIALLY THR CHARCOAL PENCILS, I JUST GOT INTO THEM AND IM STARTING TO SKETCH DJDJJFJFNF
        TWINSSSS

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          RIGHT? I ACTUALLY JUST RECENTLY BOUGHT ART SUPPLIES OFF OF AMAZON – it was one of those pencil cases with the straps inside of them that you can put pencils and stuff inside, and it basically came with like 76 water colour pencils, sketch pencils of varying shades, those paper stump blender thingies, and it also came with CHARCOAL PENCILS and…[Read more]

          gummibear2434 replied 3 months ago

          Amazon does do that to people lol, especially me XD
          AH I LOVE CHARVOAL DRAWINGS SO MUCH THAT I JUST HAD TO LEARN EVEN THOUGH I AM DOING VERY BADLY RN-
          Aaa I wanna learn how to actually draw but like 💀 I’m so bad

          cutenesslily replied 3 months ago

          CHARCOAL PENCILS ARE AMAZING
          i own a regular charcoal pencil and then two white charcoal pencils

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          kayla – u are not bad at all, u just haven’t had ur enlightenment yet, believe me, my art still needs a lot of work and my own definition of “enlightenment” in art is having a mindset that means u believe each piece of art work u do is a step towards improvement- all artists start from scratch, no one was born a van gogh or a da vinci – we must…[Read more]

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          oml, aaaa lily – u own WHITE charcoal pencils aaa – i have exactly three black charcoal pencils and my next stop on amazon is to buy white charcoal pencils hopefully! they are so nice to draw with – i remember in my art lessons i drew a recreation of an artist’s picture of plants, like onion bulbs and stuff – jeez, i totally forgot the artist’s…[Read more]

          gummibear2434 replied 3 months ago

          Ahhhhh Booky that was literally the sweetest thing, that is just so nice of you to say and it was so inspiring too. Your mindset is absolutely wonderful and I’m having trouble keeping a straight face and not smiling (bc we all know that when our parents are in the room and we smile while typing they think that we have a boyfriends or smth 🙄)…[Read more]

          cutenesslily replied 3 months ago

          (you can call me lily or lav)

        silver13 replied 3 months ago

        long car journeys at night yessss- i like to put my hood over my face, put the dheadphones in (usually 1989 or rep), and take my glasses off so everything is enveloped in darkness and only the bright traffic light splotches catch my eye, and that’s one of the most peaceful feelings ever.
        I LOVE SHINY THINGS SO ANY TYPE OF JEWELRY (I LOVEEEE…[Read more]

          gummibear2434 replied 3 months ago

          YES ROAD TRIPS, I LIVE THEM, I LIKE TO PRETEND IM IN A MUSIC VIDEO WHEN I PUT MY EARBUDS IN JDHFJFJ
          And also it restricts me from doing any kind of work, so its the only time I can actually relax

          silver13 replied 3 months ago

          MY MOM USED TO MAKE ME TAKE MY KUMON WORKBOOKS FOR THE CAR HEHE🤪

          gummibear2434 replied 3 months ago

          AHHH THAT SUC.KS, I PURPOSELEU ABOID BRINGING MINE BC I KNOW THAT I WOULD GET SO MUCH ANXIETY SND SO CARSICK LOL

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          y’all also love being on a road trip whilst listening to music and pretending you’re the main character aha! there used to be a specific place near my house that was quite hilly and whenever we’d drive down the upper part of the hilly road at night, in the distance you could see all the tiny pinpricks of light coming from homes etc but to me it al…[Read more]

          gummibear2434 replied 3 months ago

          I know EXACTLY how that looks! My mom owns a vineyard that is on top of this hill, and when you look down from a certain angle you can see all these winding roads with these miniscule cars, it is almost as if it were some little toy set. And the fields are so rolling and striped green and yellow, and the sunset — oml, the sunset there is so…[Read more]

          silver13 replied 3 months ago

          OMG, that just sounds so nice, i would loveee to see it with my own eyes. Sadly, i live in the city, but I love seeing all the blurry traffic lights and hazy, grayish black sky, especially without my glasses, which makes everything seem like a too-real dream. Seriously, that sounds so nice.

          silver13 replied 3 months ago

          i just looked it up, and i think out of all the pisces birthstones, i think i’m LITERALLY the description of calcite- “tend to lack self-confidence and need to clear themselves of self doubt.” i think amethyst and moonstone come next. I’m gonna do more research into this birthstone stuff

        princessofthecoven replied 3 months ago

        OoOOoooOOooHhoOJHh
        Lemme be weird for a sec-
        ♡ Philosophy ~ oOoOoOOoo DeEp thInKinG
        ♡ Greek/Gothic architecture ~ 😌
        ♡Leatherbound notebooks ~ 😏😍
        ♡ Oil paints ~🙃🙂
        ♡Attack on Titan ~ *has no ideo what this is*
        ♡ sorrowful songs ( right now i’m listening to “let me down” and “if i killed someone for you” both by Alec Benjamin) ~ dRiVeRs LiCeNsE
        ♡Hum…[Read more]

          cutenesslily replied 3 months ago

          aot’s an anime and a manga i think

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          yes it is, aot is both an anime AND a manga aha, a magnificent one at that and oml, i love how ur reactions are shown by emojis ahahah – thank you for going in depth with the response. yes, driver’s license is a really good song too and one that i was also addicted to listening to a few weeks ago.

          princessofthecoven replied 3 months ago

          Ooh okay
          😂I use emojis 24/7

        ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months ago

        aaaaaah so much them are so true for me, ESPECIALLY THE MANDALAS AND PENCILS AND GREEK STUFF SDFHSJSLJ

    erenyeagerisagenius posted an update 3 months ago

    i hope…
    that even when the whole world is against you,
    and everyone despises you for your existence,
    i hope…
    you know…
    that i will …
    always…
    love you,
    and i hope…
    that brings you solace.

        silver13 replied 3 months ago

        this is beautifullll.

    erenyeagerisagenius posted an update 3 months ago

    i wanted to do some random writing – i was listening to the song “someone to you” and felt compelled to write this aha. It’s crazy how music makes me feel so much all of a sudden aha:

    a soulmate doesn’t have to be a romantic partner, right? just…it has to be someone. anyone. someone that is the other half of me. someone that completes me. as…[Read more]

        effie replied 3 months ago

        *smiles* I relate to that song so much.

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          *smiles back* yes, i have sort of dropped a shard of my soul onto that song – at times when i feel alone, it reminds me of the exuberant nature of human companionship and the euphoria of being able to love and confide in another person, plus the amount of times that i’ve been listening to the song is unreal haha

          effie replied 3 months ago

          Yes.
          That was beautiful how you phrased that. I have no idea what to say back but – yeah, me too.

        silver13 replied 3 months ago

        That was wonderful. I don’t know whether I love humans or not either- I think of how the whole system of literally everything is unfair, but then I remember Dr.STone (it’s really good, i recommend it if you haven’t see it already) and suddenly I’m proud of how humanity single handedly climbed its way up to where we are now.

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          noa – oml, thank you for the lovely input! injustice, inequality, the lack of humanity – it is all very well festering in our world and making all the beauty of nature decay like a slow poison that’s killing my idealism/optimism ha. dr. stone has piqued my interest now, i am curious so i will definitely search upon it – i’ll actually make a note…[Read more]

    erenyeagerisagenius posted an update 3 months ago

    “doublethink” is a word that means believing in concepts that you know are lies, or “accepting beliefs that contradict each other” ~ sometimes, i believe we have been indoctrinated by ourselves, mostly by societal pressure but the last hurdle is ourselves i think. personally, the thing that hurts me the most is, i have a firm belief that…[Read more]

        effie replied 3 months ago

        Your posts really need to get more comments. They’re written really well, and very interesting.
        I . . . that’s a very interesting thought.

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          thank you so very much! i humbly appreciate that you really do think so! i was watching this movie called “detachment” and there was a scene in it that alluded upon the concept of “doublethinks” and it really tugged my heartstrings due to the veracity of the topic and so i was inspired and just wrote my own insight on it 🙂

          effie replied 3 months ago

          You’re welcome!
          Oh, that’s cool.

    erenyeagerisagenius posted an update 3 months ago

    aha, this is a post more for funsies, but i have a v specific criteria that my significant other has to tick off, so that we may also become the best of chums (odd wording but what can i say, vocabulary is going haywire rn)
    ☆ ehe, i would greatly love if they’d take their favourite, most philosophical and complex poem or a collection of poe…[Read more]

        silver13 replied 3 months ago

        OMG SAME WITH THE FIRST AOT ONE AND THE PAINO- I’VE BEEN WANTING TO LEARN FOR YEARS DKHVDKJ
        THEY MUST ALSO LISTEN TO TAYLOR WITH ME AND BECOME A SWIFTIE, HELP ME GROW MY TAYLOR PINTEREST BOARD, PLAY TAYLOR TRIVIA WITH ME, AND MORE, OTHERWISE I WILL BE UNWILLING TO ADVANCE FURTHER IN OUR RELATIONSHIP

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          aha – i’ve always wanted to pursue being a pianist but never had the luck of getting a piano teacher – i always used to see pictures of these elegantly designed pianos, with glossy surfaces and intricately sculpted patterns on their edges and i’d like dream to buy one and get one in my house and i still want one, it shall be documented on my…[Read more]

          silver13 replied 3 months ago

          yeah lol, i started a show that revolved around piano-playing and it just felt so magical and beautiful, and i kept thinking to myself how amazing it would be if i could create something beautiful like that. that was last year but still hoping- i know nothing about music or notes though, so it’s good you know a little bit

        elviaofcamelot replied 3 months ago

        You forgot; be willing to drop everything and waltz under the stars with you

          erenyeagerisagenius replied 3 months ago

          that is the most romantic and idyllic thing ever, awww. i must add that onto the criteria straight away. my s/o will be getting a very long list, i must say aha.

        lauren813 replied 3 months ago

        omg I love this list so much, especially the analysation of poems and the handwritten letters like i want that now plsss
        and also yes the piano is so fun omg I mean my piano teacher gives me seventeen pieces to play or smth so that’s not fun but for myself playing whatever it’s just really fun

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