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    evilxaudrey posted an update in the group Open Chat 5 days, 14 hours ago

    My friend got robbed.
    Her bike was stolen.
    Then her sister’s bike was stolen.
    Then they stole stuff from her dads car.
    While they were awake.
    My neighborhood is not safe.
    My parents cars have been robbed from before.
    A house across the street from mine was robbed a week ago.
    I don’t feel safe.
    There was a shooting at a house down the street from mine.
    A car was creeping on me and my friends at the bus stop this morning.
    For 5 minutes. Maybe 10.
    This world is a bad, terrible, and awful, unsafe place.
    What has it come too?

        evilxaudrey replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

        May I add all my problems now?
        Can I rant?

        evilxaudrey replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

        My grandma has stage four lung cancer
        My grandmas cancer got better
        Then it spread and got worse
        My grandpa might have cancer
        My aunt and uncle are practically getting divorced.
        Half of my ‘friends’ hate me.
        I’m a annoying pest to most people I know.
        I’m often suicidal and professionals don’t even help
        My friend tried to kill herself
        My mom threw my phone away
        I miss my best friend and fear she forgot me
        In fact, my greatest fear is getting forgotten.
        I fear my greatest fear came alive and caught me in its jaw.
        I’m gonna be dead by the end of the year.
        Billie Eilish is the only good thing in my life right now.

          unat22 replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

          a. Trigger warning
          b. Suicidal? Talk to a freaking therapist! This is scary. You cannot say you’re gonna be dead by the end of the year.
          c. We can’t help if you’ve reached that level. Continue looking for the right therapist to help you!!

        saraweil replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

        Yes. Stay safe 😰

        blondieonfire replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

        Oh my gosh, Audge, I’m so sorry. That’s so bad. The worst thing that’s ever happened in my neighborhood was getting my mom’s expensive bike stolen, and the their replaced it with a different, ****** bike. Stay safe, okay? Learn self-defense, lock your doors, do what you need to.

        unat22 replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

        Oh jeez. My neighborhood is probably one of the safest ones in the US. It’s really awesome. probably better than your current one! Maybe you should move here lol

        annabgoodorevil replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

        Oh no! I’m sorry all of this is happening to you! Like Blondie said, be extra careful in your neighborhood, lock your doors, don’t go outside alone at night.. Can you talk to your parents about your feelings? Or a friend? I feel like this is a bit too serious for us to solve… we’ll be here for emotional support and everything though… In the meantime keep listening to Billie Eilish. Do things you like, it’ll help….

          blondieonfire replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

          Yeah, I agree with AnnaB. Talk to someone you trust, like a family member, a trusted teacher, a good friend. Think of happy things, and remember we’re all here to support you.

        evilxaudrey replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

        May add this:
        Shakespeare has literally almost cured my depression

          theginger replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

          All his suggestive jokes would cure anyone’s depression….sorry if that was offensive, this isn’t a ploy to joke about mental illness.

          evilxaudrey replied 5 days, 13 hours ago

          S’all good Ginger, my class is reading a very sexist play on him right now.
          I’m sooo excited!
          I get to act out a scene from the screenplay of the Play
          With props and costumes!
          I won’t get in trouble!

        ms-boba-kitten replied 5 days, 14 hours ago

        I’m sorry, I give awful advice, but maybe try seeking out an adult that can help you. You may say proffesionals don’t help, but it’s probably because your therapist/phsychiatrist/whoever may not be a good match. You need to find someone who you feel comfortable talking to and who offers good advice.
        For the whole safety issues in your neighborhood, try to practice basic safety procedures and learn some basic self defense. Don’t go out after dark, don’t go out alone, remind your parents to keep the garage closed, and most importantly, don’t freak out.
        Lastly, I’m here to listen. If you need someone to rant you, I can’t magically make your problems go away but you can count on me to be a patient listener.

        evilxaudrey replied 5 days, 13 hours ago

        they have a police officer over rn

          ms-boba-kitten replied 5 days, 13 hours ago

          I’m glad

          theginger replied 5 days, 13 hours ago


          evilxaudrey replied 5 days, 13 hours ago

          I’m making a big card for my friend so she’s happy!

          blondieonfire replied 5 days, 13 hours ago

          Yayyyy that’s so good!

        13unicorns13 replied 5 days, 13 hours ago


        amekawoodsbeyond replied 5 days, 13 hours ago

        thats great that they found the bike!! some neighbourhoods are less safe, and in that case, please just be extra careful and take care of yourself.
        please, please, please know that suicide is never the answer to your problems. we all experience downs in life, some worse then others, and when that happens then find support and find something you feel the need to live for, whether that be your parents, siblings, friends or something else.
        we’ll always be here for you. i know that you probably dont know any of us irl, but we will never judge you and we will always want to help you with any problems you might be having.

        dotalltheway replied 5 days, 4 hours ago

        Awww Audge. I’m so sorry about all that!
        1. Get. A. Theripast. I struggled with severe anxiety, and then I got a theripest and I can not tell how much better I feel!!
        2. YAY! THEY FOUND THE BIKE!!!!
        3. We will always be here for you 🙂

        thecoven4ever replied 5 days, 4 hours ago

        0mg so glad they found the bike! But Audge, all that really is awful I’m so, so, so sorry. I fear being forgotten too, being lost to the abyss of time and space. But I know I have friends to bring me back. You do, too. Us. I’ll always be here if you need anything Audge. You’re an amazing, kind, sweet, incredible person. I’m so happy you’re my friend. 🙂

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