fudgepop9

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2nd July, 2016

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    fudgepop9 posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    Sorry. Rant right here.
    I feel so **** insensitive right now. I’ve been hearing about N from Darkfire for a while, and I meant to go to her activity. I forgot, and then couldn’t do it, and repeated the cycle again. I miss her. And then it so happens that when I finally DO find a way to access her activity, I discover her last post. And the warning that Darkfire was leaving. And so much more. Now, I’m left thinking, that if only I had checked her activity, if only I had been a better friend, I could have helped. Both her and myself.
    And now I’m feeling guilty because I realize that I’m thinking I could have saved myself so much pain if only I was a bit nicer. Then my stomach rolls with guilt. Rereading that makes me feel awful.
    If only, if only….

        blondieonfire replied 8 months, 1 week ago

        I know no one will ever see this but…
        Fudge, you have no idea how good of a friend you are. I know the guilt feels like a rock, weighing you down until you want to break. But you are kind. You are amazing, don;t forget that

          thecoven4ever replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          AHA! I seen this!
          (Cr.ap sorry to ruin the solemnity of this whole thing but it’s 12:30 am and I’m delirious)
          BUT ANYWAY! I second what Blondie said, you’re fricking amazing Fudge. Kind, copassionate, always looking out for others even when you’re hurting inside. Guilt is the invisible weight of the pain of others, pushed on to your shoulders. Even if you don’t deserve it. So stay string (Aha see what I did there, Queen of String?), and keep fighting. And if you falter, even for a moment, I’ll be there to help you back up again.
          Peace out, fam!

          blondieonfire replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          omg another person
          *falls out of chair*

          thecoven4ever replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          Omg I was so delirious when I wrote that XDDDD It’s literally just like total randomness

          blondieonfire replied 7 months, 3 weeks ago

          ooo I thought so

        royalfudge replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

        *gasps*
        Dang
        What on earth happened here
        Woah
        Y’all are on an old post of mine
        Like, really old
        Thank you both, that means a lot… I go through this so often. And by this, I mean my old activity. It’s my way of paying tribute to those who you see here. If you write something on here, I might not see it right away. But I will eventually.
        That’s not a threat, it’s a promise. <3

          blondieonfire replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

          gasp
          a third!
          I’m glad you’re here to see this, Fudge <3

          thecoven4ever replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

          ThAtS nOt A tHrEaT iTs A pRoMiSe.
          Sounds like a threat to me! 😉
          Sorry, I’m just very delirious right now.
          (Again!)
          Anyway, love you kira <3

          thecoven4ever replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

          ThAtS nOt A tHrEaT iTs A pRoMiSe.
          Sounds like a threat to me! 😉
          Sorry, I’m just very delirious right now.
          (Again!)
          Anyway, love you kira <3

          royalfudge replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

          This is very strange. Never did I ever expect to see y’all on my old activity.

          blondieonfire replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

          heh that’s what wandering the site at 11 at night with open chat posts deleted does to you 😉

          royalfudge replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

          Trueee

          thecoven4ever replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

          Exactly XD

        eloiseruizpalma replied 1 month ago

        What a very nice gathering we have here! I’m 6 months late but I don’t care hehe!

          blondieonfire replied 1 month ago

          eloiseeeeeeeeee

          royalfudge replied 1 month ago

          Dang, why are y’all stalking my old activity?
          Actually, just Eloise. Cove and Blondie already answered.

          thecoven4ever replied 1 month ago

          LISIIIII

          eloiseruizpalma replied 1 day, 18 hours ago

          Why did I never see these responses? HmmmMmMMm.. Maybe I should go through my notifications.. hmmm.. I don’t know why I was here a month ago but it was probably just me endlessly clicking on accounts I remember..

        effie replied 4 weeks, 1 day ago

        Hello. I’m here! No idea why, but hi! Hey, that rhymed.

          royalfudge replied 4 weeks, 1 day ago

          *I grin*
          Hi! Welcome to my old account’s activity….
          That did. Nice one.

        cutenesslily replied 2 days, 15 hours ago

        *a spoe appears*
        I’m here I guess

          effie replied 2 days, 15 hours ago

          Me too!

          royalfudge replied 2 days, 12 hours ago

          Why are y’all here? My poor old account, it’s getting stalked! It’s also uber cringey… consider yourself warned.

          thecoven4ever replied 2 days, 12 hours ago

          Hehe

          eloiseruizpalma replied 1 day, 18 hours ago

          Yes, that’s the thing about getting locked out of your account! It will be there forever with all the cringey posts because you can’t get back in to delete them :PP

          royalfudge replied 1 day, 16 hours ago

          Yeah… I feel like I should be mildly worried now XD

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