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Hello all. I have a few minutes to type here- (my parents have allowed me to go on my device, yay!)
Not many check here anymore, and I’m glad, it’s sort of an invisibility that I prefer.
A layer of darkness, or perhaps just a veil. The ones that check are the few that I don’t mind. Perhaps it’s a random user just seeing it. Perhaps it’s a dear…[Read more]
You are so amazing, shadow. This has taken everything in my mind and has been put into beautiful words that mean so much. This is so pure, everything you have said – Shadow, we needed this. The site needs to hear it – I wish we could have a permanent pin somewhere on the site where this post could just reside so people could think before they…[Read more]
This… is the pure truth. And the purest truth, and the most beautiful and golden of them all. I wish more than us could just see this too- a lot of people do need to see this, like Booky said. This touched my heart… and It’s making me think more about myself and others, which I believe was your point of writing this, so good job, my friend.…[Read more]
This rings so true especially now…. this site is amazing, chaotic, and has wonderful people. Even though we don’t know what everyone here looks like we’re all humans with legitimate, valid emotions. Things are drifting away more and this really hits home. As @pencilpeytie said before, the site is not the destination but a bridge. So many people…[Read more]
Everyone hates you.
You’re never going to be good enough.
Will you ever realize you should just die? That you’re not worth it?
I may suck sometimes, but at least I admit I have flaws. I’m human. And sure Everone hates me, or everone doesn’t. Everyone can refer to the entire world, and trust me…[Read more]
👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 YES YOU SAID IT MISSY. *Giggles* You said it all.
…I haven’t posted in a while and now I”m posting a chain.
What have I become? *Giggles* But the people I mention really do deserve it. Even if I’m not on the site half the time and I’m probably the most accidental late person all times, you’ve all beared with me. Kinda- ish. I don’t know! *Giggles* Anyways, thank you! And onto the…[Read more]
Darn it! I messed up your username Laurie. …Hmphie. Sorry! @lauren813
Aw thank you so much!!! You’ve been an amazing friend to me as well, and that rp was probably the only thing that made my summer worthy of remembrance. And for the record, I have officially adopted laurie as a nickname so thank you for that! I mean, it does seem unlikely that they will make up but… You never know with those two.
*Giggles* This is also literally so, so sweet and kind and even though I was uh…. reminded of those wonderful, wonderful yet slightly irritating times, they made me laugh more than twice. I’m so, so happy to have you as my friend too. I don’t know what I’d do without you- and I’m so glad you’re always here for me. 🥰
Hmphie…. but so am I. :> But I do have a feeling this is not going to be close to the last time you mention those……
omg i literally love u smmmm, shadow – u and yaz were literally the first ever site friends i had ever made, i literally knew no one before then. thank u, ill never be able to repay u for the humongous paragraphs that id make u read talking about my woes and friendship issues – thank u so much for helping me and inspiring me to become who i am…[Read more]
*Giggles* Thanks Booky. And you don’t have to repay me, that’s what friends are for. And you and Yaz were the first two that actually saw me kind of creep out of my shell and I became a lot more talkative, so I’m super thankful that you helped me too.
lol didn’t expect to be remembered but here we are thanks I guess
Booky! How are you? (Yes we haven’t talked in a while, I’m so very sorry!)
I THOUGHT YOU’D FORGOTTEN ME. How are you, oml, what are you upto nowadays, how is school, how is writing, how’s life in general? I’ve missed how it used to be during the summer break over lockdown OML!!! 😭😭 I literally am busy stressing over school work and suffering from acute paranoia. I was rewatching a few episodes of the umbrella academy to…[Read more]
Of the dark.
…I am too.
How do you deal with it then?
I don’t. I ignore it.
That’s not right. Not safe.
Life isn’t safe. You could die by tripping.
…But pushing it down is just another form of dying. Inside.
No, it’s just a way of ignoring what’s not real. IUt doesn’t work always.
When it doesn’t work,…[Read more]
I’m tiiiiiiiiiiiired, and crankyyyy, and so here I ask,
How are you?
How late do you think I generally am?
…How awkward have i been so far? *Giggles*
Annnnnnnnnnnnnd. Chocolate? Or Hot cocoa?
…Would you delibrately eat ice-cream even though it’s cold because it’s yummy and the weather can go away?
Alsoooooo, how tired can someone be?
I’m okay. How are you?
Late to what? A party
I’m guessing pretty awkward
HOT COCOA ALL THE WAY
Guilty as charged
Very very tired
I’m okay, and late to everything. . Pretty awkward? *Giggles* Probably! Thank you! HOT COCOA IS AWESOME! Ice cream is yummy- and… yay! I have paassed that limit, have you?
Iiiiiiii aaaam tiiiiiired, and just,,……. eeeeehhhh- I don’t even know anymore. L.mao I’m just so tired I don’t even know hahaha. We both need to question our sleeping standards 😂😂
Hm……… lateness- ….I actually think you’re pretty on time to things for the most part ehehe.
Youuuu haven’t been awkward, silly! You’re just… being the…[Read more]
Do you ever feel like dying?
How can I feel like dying? …I’m not dead.
Because in your soul. You’re dead. In you’re heart. It’s broken. But you’re still smiling. Smiling. Smiling.
….That’s correct. But is it dying? …At least in dying you have relief. It seems more like life. Torturing you by keeping you awake in your agony.
Also… further analysis, for those who understand.
The thoughts in itailics are some that were in the past (whether recently or not), and the ones that weren’t are thoughts, or things I would say now, or wish someone had said to me.
*Hugs you tightly* This… I love it. I love it so much. Thank you for that beautiful piece… thank you. <3
Well don’t be scared. Everyone has to disappear. That way someone else can appear.
But I don’t want to go.
…but I don’t get to choose when I can go.
You don’t. But disappearing won’t hurt. In fact, you’ll hardly remember.
How can you say that?
Because I hope. When you finally get a…[Read more]
:> Wow. That short little excerpt was so eye-opening. And it’s so wonderful and bittersweet. I love it so much. *Giggles and hugs you tightly* You can have a mystical way with your words, drawing a parallel between all of our minds, and our hearts, Shadow.
For one to win- the other must lose.
…A tragedy for one, a victory for the other.
But of course, only the winning side writes history.
I have this quote from pinterest in my activity but it is summoned here ” until the lions learn to write, the story will always glorify the hunters” i think it went like that.
Sometimes I wish conversations never ended. Then we’d never have to say goodbye.
Tired. Slightly hungry. Mostly fine. HOw’s life? You in online school?
welp. that’s something at least, even if it kinda *****. I’m all online… so… that’s annoying, really. Life is life. Not great, but not that crazy, tbh. How are you… like INSIDE?
Lol, it kinda is unsatsifying but it’s also an answer. YOu’re you. You’ll always be you. (Unless you’re an alien taking control of Poet’s body) Anyways- inside? My heart? Eh- I mean I think it’s scarred- but it’s almost hole, jsut missing some pieces. (Haha- i’m so so late.
Meh. A conversation can change to a totally different subject. In which case, the conversation would not have ended, but what feels like a totally new one will have begun.
Not really. If we continued conversations we’d die from lack of sleep.
If conversations never ended you’d never meet new people, make new friends!
You could take breaks from a conversation, of course. And you could have multiple conversations at once.
This turned into quite a long chain IMao. I’d love to keep talking. Everyone here is super awesome so. Yeah. Y’all would be a very intimate friend group, now that I think of it. How are you all? What’s uppp?
Hehe that is the ONE thing I’m very lucky about currently. NONE.
The amount is overwhelming. I won’t tell you how behind I am. The sky or in this case, the ceiling!
I get you. During lockdown I just completely gave up and did not do my homework because the amount of work I had stressed me out.