gris

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    gris posted an update 7 months, 4 weeks ago

    guys theres this pretty girl in one of my online classes and i think she might listen to hozierrrrrrrrr
    Ok, for the non-****, or the baby-****, listening to Hozier is basically like listening to Girl in Red (means you’re lesbian) except listening to Hozier means you’re a dark academia or cottagecore chick and aaaaa she looks like an academia chick which is kinda very aaa she’s pretty and cute and whatever.
    anyway.
    She’ll just be my online class crush. nothing more.
    After that last girl led me on, I decided that I’m taking a break from girls—it’s for my own good. with homophobic parents, covid quarantine n all, if I got a gf, that would only hurt us both. Plus, I was destroyed by my last girl crush, so now I cant even catch proper feelings for someone. All the things I CAN feel are: “wow she’s pretty cute, that’s cool”
    And that will be that.
    that’s as far as it can go.
    In a way, this may have been a mercy.
    Though, I cannot, should not forget that whichever way the wind starts blowing, I I have to face the opposite direction. Just for a little while.

        gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

        censored word: gays

          gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          don’t know why it’s censored

          gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          ****

          gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          gay

          gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          it’s only censored when you add an ‘s’ at the end

        gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

        haha trust me, it can be really nice to just tell someone u like them! But maybe it’s just my preference. Who knows?
        In any case, confessing takes a lot of confidence. You just gotta be your own rock. You gotta be your own grounding wire. You have to look yourself in the mirror and study every inch of your face, telling yourself, “hey, I am a freaking masterpiece.”
        you may not believe it at first, but you’ll get there.
        In any case, this is just me ranting rn aa
        anyway, I haven’t seen you before, so hi!! My name is Yami, fourth year 50/50 girl!
        Hope my random activity posts are interesting enough for u spoes haha

        skylark14 replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

        Heyo! I’m Li, she/her!
        During online school last year, my friend apparently thought it would be funny to email my crush and tell him that I liked him. She said, “Li likes you.” But I only use that nickname with my friends, so he emails me like, “do you know who Li is?” I said “that’s me”. He responds with “well taylee sent me this email that says Li likes me.” i’m like FRIK WHAT DID I JUST DO TO MYSELF???
        Anyway, he’s kind of a ****, because he led me on and flirted with me for 5 months, and never liked me and never told me.

          skylark14 replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          j.erk

          gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          ow that hurts
          how are you now?

          gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          the friend betrayal and the stupid crush must have been a lot to go through

        skylark14 replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

        Thank you both…
        I’m fine. It was easier on me, I think, because I had the summer to get over it without having to be near him.
        It’s just annoying, because I talked to him every day, and DEFENDED HIM MULTIPLE TIMES TO OTHER PEOPLE, and knew him really well, or thought I did, because this year he’s totally different, and it’s almost like he’s an entirely different person. So, we get back to school after the summer, (my school is in-person this year) and he’s “dating” one of my casual friends that I hung out with a bit this summer, and he made friends with the “popular” kids (even though everyone hates them). He tried to talk to me once, but I just walked right by him without saying anything. Like, I don’t want to talk to you. It’s bad enough that I have to look at you every day.
        Anyway…

          gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          daym sis

          gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          so proud of you🥺
          Yeah, with the girl who led me on, she was my best friend (still is) and I know how hard it is sometimes. I know my story isn’t the same as yours, but I just hope you find someone who genuinely likes you someday. We all deserve someone who does

        skylark14 replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

        Oh god I’m crying
        Thank you soooo much
        You don’t know what this means to me.
        And I don’t see it as friend betrayal, not really. Hannah had been homeschooled for the year that I liked him, so how was she supposed to know? I don’t know her too well. Her little brother is friends with my brother, so once when they had a playdate she stayed for a bit. And if Noah makes her happy, then whatever. I’m not mad at her.
        And I’m trying not to be mad at him. I don’t think he really knew exactly what he was doing to me. But I still don’t want to be near him.

          gris replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          that is totally understandable.
          i’m a lesbian, but back when I used to “have crushes on boys”, they’d just be so blind to everything.
          And if you’re fine with your friend dating him, that’s really mature of you oml wow

        skylark14 replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

        Yeah, I mean, I’m not gonna judge. She was homeschooled for 3 years, and only knew him for about a month, unless she knew him before she joined the school. She’s a very nice person, actually. Very sweet. And she’s been through a LOT. She and her biological siblings were adopted, and I’m not EXACTLY sure what went down, but where she was before wasn’t a good situation. She changed her name from Sarah to Hannah when she was adopted, so she could get a fresh start. Her adopted family is VERY nice, though.
        So if Noah’s going to make her happy, then I’m glad, for her. She doesn’t know about *last year*, at least not from me, so I don’t feel betrayed.

          skylark14 replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

          So she deserves to have some happiness, I think.

        skylark14 replied 7 months, 4 weeks ago

        I feel lucky to know you guys, too!

        lifeasabookworm replied 7 months, 3 weeks ago

        is hozier the guy who sang ‘take me to church’? – I love that song oml oml

          gris replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

          aa yep!!
          did u know that “take me to church” is actually a song about gay lovers? It’s confusing to some people because he sings about someone who uses female pronouns, but in the music video, he shows that’s gay-
          another one of his songs, “Nina Cried Power,” he sings about activists and their contributions,
          Hozier is adored among us, Dark Academic/cottagecore lesbians and I love him a lot aa
          check out his songs, if u can!!

          lifeasabookworm replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

          yh, ive actually seen the music vid too! and the song – oml i went through a phase a few months back where i literally just listened to the song on spotify on repeat. im definitely going to check out his other songs. he also sang ‘arsonist’s lullaby’ right? that song was literally my inner “demon” – like, its the perfect song for a villain, and i wanted to write a villain’s monologue and im defo gonna listen to arsonist’s lullaby whilst i write it, the lyrics are amazing like weooowww, hozier is mind-blowing when it comes to lyrics

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