so at one point, there was a glitch that didnt let me log into the site, so I did the only rational thing to do and wait it out…….
………………For like, a month.
(why am i like this?)
ANyway, how have my spoes been?
Me, I’ve just been surrounded by this melancholic wasteland, finding cures and causes in the nostalgia I gather with drinking eyes and oh my hecky I’m in this huge writer’s block aaaa
mk no tired, really. Just disappointed in the fact that sleeping for twelve hours isn’t socially acceptable yet.
although, by the amount of times my friends said that they were sleeping whenever i text them, I would have to say that they sleep for 78 hours at a time because OTHERWISE, I WOULDN’T BE LEFT ON READ FOR HALF A WEEK.
ugh isolation has me feeling so alone.
Anyway, I’m not always so negative, and honestly it doesn’t quite bother me anymore that my friends have a lot of homework to do and can’t text me back. Really, I’m serious, it’s okay not to text someone back right away (though, please please pLEASE never leave anyone on ‘read’. Not your friends, not your parents, not your gf/bf/what have you. That stuff hurts a ton)
Anyway, I’ve been filling sketchbook after sketchbook and listening to old songs. I was thinking about the future and waht I want to become. I started writing things down, just scribbling out words onto paper, and before I knew it, it was nighttime and I had filled pages and pages of wishes, dreams, and bucket lists. But as I was looking at these plans for the future, I also realized that in our current situation, with this global pandemic, that it’s almost been a whole year since it started, and my childhood was cut short.
It’s maddeningly tragic when that happens.
And now, I realize that it’s happened to children all across the world. We are living in fear of this pandemic, and we are forced to stay away from family and friends; the very people who shape who we are. No more going to the park, no more slumber parties, no more trips to Disney World.
It’s a sad thing, but I know that there is hope.
2021, how about that? Hope. Can we please just have a little more hope?
Ew that sounds gross-
and that sounds hard but also like a huge mood-
Yes, you saw that I am turning into a Canadian, ummmmmm done a little writing, some poetry, actually, and just all around some c r a p hath happened but yeah
I’m so sorry about stupid friends-
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