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@evilxaudrey you’re probably the only person that will care about this but this kid in my class (I’ll call her Pearl) said to just go away and get out of her business and just leave (she’s my ex bff btw and hates me)
I think that just triggered suicidal thought mode because (yay) I think I might have mild depression and mild ocd
It felt like she wanted me to kill myself (even though I’m way too young to brainstorm a way to do so)
oh noooooo, I’m so sorry that happened. I’d assume that you weren’t actual bothering her in any way, just because you don’t seem like you would be. I have almost no idea how to help, but I’ll try.
Why aren’t you guys friends anymore? Did she do something wrong and start acting cocky and just like she was better than you? If she hates you then I’ll presume that she probably did mean that she wanted you to kill yourself.
But, we must not listen to the haters. They aren’t good enough for you. Ignore them, and find some new people to hang with. I think what you need is a healthy, stable friendship. I’m sorry, I’m really bad at giving advice on this stuff, but I’m trying.
And yes, you are way to young.
I’d suggest filling your life with happiness and stuff that you love. I read, for instance, to brighten my mood. Try out a new hobby, or do something to take your mind off of it.
Focus on you, and your happiness. If you think you need a counselor, talk to your mom or dad or a trusted adult. If you don’t feel safe talking to any adult, try looking up hotlines for depression (I’d give you some but I only know Washington hotlines).
Sorry I couldn’t help anymore, and sorry I replied so late, I barely check the site.
I’m glad you contacted me for this, and I really do hope that I helped in some way.
It’s okay you wrote so much
And basically this girl was my best friend once upon a time. But she keeps ditching me and my friends for boys that will hurt us, both physically and emotionally. And now I think she’s gone to the dark side.
I already go to therapy, but it’s only once a week. And the school counselor? She sucks. In response to this she gave me a book about….
the one and only…
How the heck is that supposed to help?
I’m over it now, because that’s me, I overreact and then forget about it the next day.