kittywolf424 posted an update in the group Book 6: ONE TRUE KING 17 hours, 13 minutes ago

    In a few hours, all of this will disappear. Since Open Chat and personal activities are down, here is my final post. These are nine fragments of unfinished poems from 2016-2021.
    ………………………………………….
    Never had the chance
    To meet you in life, only
    In stories from those
    Who reminisce about you.
    It was clear you were…[Read more]

        delilahkitty replied 14 hours, 53 minutes ago

        (bows head) email?

        spiritdream1112 replied 13 hours, 2 minutes ago

        “Why do we pretend to control chaos?” is such a metal sentence I love it.

        snickerdoodling replied 12 hours, 51 minutes ago

        This is absolutely beautiful, your best yet I think 😭 you’re so amazingly talented and I’m so glad to have know you, even if just for a short time. If you ever publish a book of your poetry, I’ll be the first to buy it 🙂 🙂 🙂

        kittywolf424 replied 8 hours, 41 minutes ago

        Reasons why these fragments are unfinished
        1. I think this one lost steam. Only eight lines were written
        2. These are the strongest verses of an otherwise weak poem about cutting ties with people.
        3. This poem was completed, posted in July 2019 and titled ‘Poetess.’ It was deleted when Open Chat shut down. I memorized half. The middle and ending…[Read more]

        effie replied 6 hours, 44 minutes ago

        So beautiful. I just wish . . . I don’t know what I wish for anymore. I’ve accepted it, and now I’m just kind of already mourning it. I’m going to get a shock tomorrow, though, when I try to open it and remember that it is literally all gone forever.

        alanasge replied 5 hours, 38 minutes ago

        omg this was beautiful to read, i almost cried. I’ll miss your beautiful words so much 💔

          delilahkitty replied 2 hours, 41 minutes ago

          alana you never got final syreni out 🙁

        kittywolf424 replied 5 hours, 24 minutes ago

        My username on the wixsite is still KittyWolf424
        I don’t know the exact time tomorrow when this site will shut down so I’m treating today as if it’s the last

        2iycrb2qawutob replied 5 hours, 24 minutes ago

        These are so beautiful, these are officially the last few hours of the site

        kittywolf424 replied 3 hours, 32 minutes ago

        Poem eras
        Era I: 2016- mid-2017
        Scarred #1 (edited in 2020)
        Imaginary Reality #2 (edited in 2020)
        Reacceptance of Love #3
        Heart of Ice #4
        Blue Sky #5
        Return to Imagination #6 (edited in 2020)
        Alone #22
        Solace’s Arrival #7
        Perceptions #8
        Days of Yore #13

        Era II: late 2017- late 2018
        Starlit Cantata #20 (edited in 2020)
        Beyond #12…[Read more]

    kittywolf424 posted an update in the group Book 6: ONE TRUE KING 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    Since Open Chat and personal activities are down, here is poem #26. Ask if you want to be tagged.
    @blacklivesmatter, @sallysallysally, @boomboompancakes, @spiritdream1112, @darkfire201
    Site Requiem
    by KittyWolf424

    A foreboding new era looms
    In which this site shall end.
    It nears its prepared tomb
    That is just around the bend

    We stand on the…[Read more]

        snickerdoodling replied 3 weeks, 1 day ago

        Awesome 🙂

        2iycrb2qawutob replied 3 weeks, 1 day ago

        I didn’t get notified for this but amazing job, it’s so lyrical and almost aesthetic in a way

        agathatheprincess12 replied 3 weeks ago

        How on Earth?!?!?!
        That is AMAZING!

        kittywolf424 replied 2 weeks, 6 days ago

        The repository and tree imagery were inspired by a dream within a dream. My dream self recorded notes to remember scenes.
        I was alone in the repository at night under a single orange light. A rapidly growing tree sprouted from the floor. The higher I climbed, the faster the ceiling rose.
        An emotionless giant grabbed me and began to crush me in…[Read more]

        catsforeverandever replied 1 week, 2 days ago

        😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭Soooo good but so sad!! (Me responding a week late because I’m just scrolling through here so I’m not bored)

    kittywolf424 posted an update in the group Book 6: ONE TRUE KING 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    The following is a dream I recorded in January 2018. Ask if you want to be tagged.
    @blacklivesmatter, @sallysallysally, @boomboompancakes, @spiritdream1112

    Eyes of Statues
    by KittyWolf424

    While searching for a friend, I stumbled upon a shadowy edifice that seemed immeasurably ancient. Surrounding it was endless forest in possibly the most…[Read more]

        kittywolf424 replied 1 month, 2 weeks ago

        Another dream from January 2018 was when I wandered into a support group for people turned anthro arthropods. The group insisted that my presence was no mistake…

    kittywolf424 posted an update in the group Book 6: ONE TRUE KING 2 months ago

    Since Open Chat and personal activities are down, here is poem #25. Ask if you want to be tagged.
    @blacklivesmatter, @sallysallysally, @boomboompancakes, @spiritdream1112

    Musings
    by KittyWolf424

    Darkness cloaks the room, window blinds
    Filter lemon yellow lantern light into narrow
    Slits on the wall and shallow streams
    On the blanket between…[Read more]

        snickerdoodling replied 2 months ago

        Ooh awesome!

        2iycrb2qawutob replied 2 months ago

        Amazing!!

        donutqueen11 replied 2 months ago

        That’s incredible! You referred to ‘television static’ and I am so very intrigued to see visual snow to be depicted so accurately in a poem. It’s a real struggle for me, so thank you for including that line, even if that wasn’t your intention. ❤️

        kittywolf424 replied 2 months ago

        I dreamed that I was walking down a dim hallway. The visuals were very grainy like old camera footage. I opened a wooden door into a room made of television static that flickered so much it hurt my eyes. I immediately woke up and recorded everything in this poem at 2:13 AM

          kittywolf424 replied 2 months ago

          Think about the implications. A dream, your mind’s creation, isn’t supposed to hurt your real life body

        donutqueen11 replied 2 months ago

        Oh, okay! Thanks for the clarification. ❤️

        thecoven4ever replied 2 months ago

        this has such a feeling of serenity with a threatening undertone… it’s so vivid, you’re really skilled.

        mune replied 1 month, 4 weeks ago

        Tag me please!!!

    kittywolf424 posted an update in the group Book 6: ONE TRUE KING 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    SGE thought so I don’t get reported for being off-topic: I don’t think Hophie is a healthy pairing and Nicola shouldn’t have been “intentionally written to be annoying.”
    Since personal activities and Open
    Chat are down, here is poem #24 that was written a few hours ago. It reimagines an entry from October 2017 when I pretended to leave the site…[Read more]

        2iycrb2qawutob replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        Wow. I love this poem it really shows that there is still hope, and there is always hope 💛💛

        snickerdoodling replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        😭😭😭 this is so beautiful I needed this

        uraza169 replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        this was really sweet, thank you so much for this <3

        sallysallysally replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        This was stunning, I love it so much :))

        sapphy replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        oooo this is gorgeous
        i used to be the biggest hophie stan but now i feel like nicola never really had a chance to grow on us because she was always an obstacle to hophie

        ms-granger replied 2 months, 1 week ago

        I think it’s less of the content and more of the style but this poem reminds me of the last line of the Great Gatsby:

        “ Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us. It eluded us then, but that’s no matter—tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther. . . . And one fine morning…[Read more]

        kittywolf424 replied 2 months, 1 week ago

        This was the October 2017 “goodbye” poem. Upon rereading it post-2020, I felt that the tone was too commanding and needed a gentler touch.

        Remembered
        No matter how gloomy it seems
        Don’t give up on your hopes and dreams
        The past leaves its shadows and scars
        Don’t let that stop you from being who you are
        Goodbye may seem like forever,
        And farewell…[Read more]

          kittywolf424 replied 2 months ago

          Instead of posting the usual goodbye (tagging users in personalized appreciation paragraphs), I just dropped “Remembered” and vanished. Chaos ensued, followed by Darkfire2010 hosting my funeral

        kittywolf424 replied 2 months ago

        The entire false goodbye charade lasted a week and a half

        kittywolf424 replied 3 weeks, 1 day ago

        I recapped the panic with Spirit 2.5 years ago.
        “The comment section was so distraught that screaming users tried locking me in a closet.
        Darkfire: ‘IS SHE GONE OR JUST NOT BEEN ON FOR 21 HOURS????????’
        StarGalaxy9000: ‘I DON’T KNOW! KITTYWOLF ANSWER US!'”
        Spirit didn’t read Remembered and almost alerted everyone in Open Chat that I didn’t l…[Read more]

        kittywolf424 replied 2 weeks ago

        I later deleted the post. Without the context of your replies, spoes were confused about why I made hundreds of comments seemingly by myself

        kittywolf424 replied 2 weeks ago

        I don’t think she did? Though I haven’t seen much of her lately, she favored my Site Requiem poem sometime last week

        uraza169 replied 1 week, 6 days ago

        AHHHH HI OH MY GOSH I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU IN FOREVER

    kittywolf424 posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    Since personal activities and Open Chat are down, here is poem #23 written a week ago. I hope I don’t get reported for this submission. Ask if you want to be tagged.
    @blacklivesmatter, @sallysallysally, @cocostar, @kittybp2, @boomboompancakes, @spiritdream1112, @wenteo

    Mirror Realm
    by KittyWolf424

    The glass magnetically drew me…[Read more]

        sallysallysally replied 6 months, 1 week ago

        This poem was enchanting.

        agathatedros06 replied 6 months, 1 week ago

        tag

        cattyrose replied 6 months, 1 week ago

        this is beautiful, tag!

        boomboompancakes replied 6 months, 1 week ago

        (*O*) (*O*) (*O*) (*O*) (*O*) (*O*) (*O*) (*O*) (*O*) (*O*)
        *is starry eyed with tears falling down*
        This is beautiful and amazingballztastical and wonderainbowlicious and way too relatable (TOT)
        *hits the favorite button*

        2iycrb2qawutob replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        Hey Kitty(can I call you that?) did you tag me somewhere? Cos I can’t find it

          kittywolf424 replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

          I tagged you in Spiritdream1112’s 927-comment-long post so she could find your SGE evacuation website

          2iycrb2qawutob replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

          Okie coolio 🙂

        kittywolf424 replied 3 weeks, 1 day ago

        This was during the low point I mentioned. The mirror realm is an allegory. 5 months and 3 weeks ago, I wanted to jump into the mirror realm so badly. Even though I knew the mirror realm partially caused my problems, I just had to.

        kittywolf424 replied 3 weeks, 1 day ago

        Escapism.
        [Commercial voice]
        “Has a year under the pandemic left you feeling down? Has your bright future been cancelled? Are you a casualty of an institution fallen into disarray? Here’s a solution! Try the Mirror Realm! In this pocket dimension, you can lose track of time and avoid dealing with your problems!
        Disclaimer: The Mirror Realm is…[Read more]

        kittywolf424 replied 2 weeks, 1 day ago

        I realized now that I paraphrased the Nexus antidepressant scene in WandaVision whoops
        By April, I snapped out of the mirror realm and passed that semester’s courses. I also took college classes for free over the summer. However, the mirror realm’s consequences still affect me. It’s a continuous effort not to slip back into the realm

        kittywolf424 replied 2 weeks ago

        WandaVision aired when I was sinking into the realm so it may have had an unconscious effect
        Few things startle one more than teetering on the edge of failure. Against the odds, I was able to resist the realm’s siren song

    kittywolf424 posted an update 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Ask if you want to be tagged. @blacklivesmatter, @sallysallysally, @cocostar, @kittybp2, @boomboompancakes, @spiritdream1112, @wenteo, @catsforlife, @outdoorpoet, @thecoven4ever, @alanasge, @pencilpeytie, @Everneveracademy, @Effie
    Reposting deleted poems from Open Chat #22

    Alone
    by KittyWolf424

    I see a girl I once knew
    Once so close but now so…[Read more]

        delilahkitty replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

        Tag plz 🙂

        effie replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

        Beautiful.
        This is basically the same comment I post every time . . . probably because I’m not creative enough to think of something different. I do mean it, though.

        ms-granger replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

        Hm comment didn’t post but ohh *hops up and down* I didn’t know you were doing this! Mentions haven’t been in prime condition I suppose. It’s lovely and confusing, as the best poems are.

        theginger replied 6 months, 4 weeks ago

        *hugs* I missed youuu
        This is beautiful <3

    kittywolf424 posted an update 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Ask if you want to be tagged. @blacklivesmatter, @sallysallysally, @cocostar, @kittybp2, @boomboompancakes, @spiritdream1112, @wenteo, @catsforlife, @outdoorpoet, @thecoven4ever, @alanasge, @pencilpeytie, @Everneveracademy, @Effie
    Reposting deleted poems from Open Chat #21

    Perish
    by KittyWolf424

    From unfathomable depths
    And years of…[Read more]

        effie replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

        Wow. Beautiful.

    kittywolf424 posted an update 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    Ask if you want to be tagged. @blacklivesmatter, @sallysallysally, @cocostar, @kittybp2, @boomboompancakes, @spiritdream1112, @wenteo, @catsforlife, @outdoorpoet, @thecoven4ever, @alanasge, @pencilpeytie, @Everneveracademy, @Effie
    Reposting deleted poems from Open Chat #20: This was written and read onstage in November 2017.

    Starlit Cantata
    by…[Read more]

        effie replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

        Amazing. Beautiful. Perfect. Yes.

    kittywolf424 posted an update 8 months, 3 weeks ago

    Ask if you want to be tagged. @blacklivesmatter, @sallysallysally, @cocostar, @kittybp2, @boomboompancakes, @spiritdream1112, @wenteo, @catsforlife, @outdoorpoet, @thecoven4ever, @alanasge, @pencilpeytie, @Everneveracademy
    Reposting deleted poems from Open Chat #19

    Observations
    by KittyWolf424

    Closed doors rattle at night
    Creaking open,…[Read more]

        effie replied 8 months, 3 weeks ago

        Tag me!

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