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This is my CoT talent entry, I hope it’s fine that it’s on a google doc?
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1SCpUsqg_GE3C7akZGE5yIZ6zVnHDdiy5A3AGI6bsvXE/edit?usp=sharing
@TheCoven4Ever @RoyalFudge @CatsForLife @EvilerRuler845 @GraceAnneMarie @R3eader1616
That’s fine, thanks! Sorry it took a while to respond.
I’m trying so hard to say strong. I really am. I’m trying to stay alive, to stay here. I’m trying to help. But when will I collapse?
I’m going to fall sometime.
And I’m afraid that I’ll be hurt more then than if I just left now.
But how do I even leave now?!
How?
I don’t know.
D*** it, I don’t know.
I’ve been trying to not swear, but it’s getting…[Read more]
I want to cry, but the tears won’t come.
I want to scream, but I stay silent.
I want to die, but I’m too afraid of what comes after.
I want to be happy, but that’s impossible.
I want everyone to be happy, but that’s never going to happen.
Never.
You will be happy one day. I know so. It’s just that right now, there is pain. There is darkness. It’s living that brings us joy. If I may, I’m going to give you some advice: find what is stopping you from living. Once you find that, I think you’ll be able to breathe a little easier.
I hope so. I hope we’re all happy some day. That would be amazing.
Right now, it feels like the darkness is beating out the light. Some day, I hope it will be different.
Your advice is always welcome and appreciated.
I’ll try. I hope that once I find that, I’ll be… better, if still not fully happy.
darkness can’t always beat out the light
because always, always, there will be someone figuring out how to light up the darkness
you won’t be in the darkness forever, I promise
There has to be a light somewhere.
I’m trying to be my own light, but it’s hard.
I hope not.
Thank you, Blondie
love you Leilei
Love you too <3
*screams* IDK HOW I AM ONLY JUST NOW SEEING THIS I AM SO SORRY I HAVEN’T REPLIED SOONER OMG LEILEI IM SO SORRY I HAVEN’T BEEN AROUND MUCH AHHHHHHHHHH
You can have what you wish
But only if you try
Hurting people? If you think you’re hurting people, then leave those people behind.
Happiness? You’ll find it, but only if you try.
Crying is okay, I’ve…[Read more]
It’s okay, I haven’t been on the site much, nearly at all for a while.
If I left behind everyone I thought I was hurting, all of the people I’ve ever met would be gone.
Crying does help sometimes, although other times I can’t, or it just makes everything worse.
I try to keep my mind off it, but sometimes my mind wanders uncontrollably.
Ly too, Be…[Read more]
Hope. You must hold on to hope. Even if all is left, as long as you have Hope, you will live. I understand that exact wanting. But sometimes, you have to fight for yourself before you can fight for others. I believe in you, lauren. I believe in your ability to fight. Always.
I’m trying to hold on to hope. It’s hard. It’s so hard, especially now. But I’m trying.
It’s so hard to fight for yourself when you’re not sure what you need or how to get/do it.
Thank you. Thank you for believing.
Always <3
That is very much the same for myself. Always, lauren. I will always believe. Because you will always be more than enough
Thank you
You don’t know how much you believing means to me <3
Always.
always <3
<3
@thecoven4ever
Any specific strategies or anything? Sorry, I feel like dead weight a bit right now…
Ack, now I have to go, I’m sorry
Aand I’m back
HI! IDK TO BE HONEST…..
oops caps lock. Anyway, just try and kill people an’ stuff!
Hehe, I’ll try
hello leilei
tee heeeee
Link to TbT:
Welcome, everyone, to the 3rd biannual Trial By Tale!We’re all very eager to get started so I’ll introduce our judges. This year, the competition is hosted by @catsforlife @royalfudge @sapphy and myself. We’ve changed a few rules and hopefully made some improvements, so make sure to read them before you begin.The trial is closed for new a…[Read more]– ms-granger (@ms-granger) 1st January 2020
It’s the holiday season.
The holiday season, filled with joy, and laughter, and hope.
At least, that’s the way it’s supposed to be.
It’s hard for me to watch talking snowman singing about togetherness, and Charlie Brown singing about peace right now.
Right now, when there is no peace, when we’re losing joy and laughter, and togetherness.
Why, for…[Read more]
perhaps your wish will still come…. perhaps,,,,
I hope so, Thea, I hope so.
Otherwise I’m not sure if I can keep going.
Same….
*hugs you*
*hugs you back*
I hope you get your wish <3
I love you so much
You'll find it someday.
I know it.
I’m… I’m going to try to hope for it, my wish.
It’s hard for me to hope, but I’m going to try.
I love you too, so much <3
@thecoven4ever @ravenclawjedi @dotalltheway @kittencaravalsge @royalfudge @eloiseruizpalma @blondieonfire @teamjoanne @ahhhwhodidntIremember?
Is discord down for you guys too, or is it just me?
It’s down for me too, has been since this morning.
Odd. It just came back up for me a couple minutes ago.
Okay, I’ll try to open it.
It was down for me before but now it back
It went down? I haven’t been on since this morning really.
Ah, for me, it went down at about 12 or so, then came back up at like 4
*shrugs*
I was not on. Thank you for informing me.
Yup, no problemo
@i-am-a-tropical-avocado
Hi! So did you want to talk about stuff for Heartsgiving?
Hi Leila! Sorry I was late to reply… What genre of music do you like? I like pop music, but not anything waaaaay too artificial.
We could also do an open-chat-doc-wide poll to see which genre is most popular amongst the site, but then we could also include other genres that weren’t as represented.
What do you think?
No, it’s fine, I don’t mind at all! I like lots of kinda old music, but I also enjoy a decent amount of pop songs as well. (as long as they aren’t super artificial)
I think doing a poll is a great idea, and then we could kind of take those results, and then add in some other genres.
I think maybe it’d be kind of nice if we kept a decent amount of…[Read more]
Great idea!
I bet @boomboompancakes could get us some songs like that
Probably! That’s a good idea, should we ask her?
Yes, we should.
Hello anyone who bothered going to my activity.
Maybe nobody did.
I’m curious now, actually.
If you see this post, would you mind commenting on it just so I know?
*raises a glass of butterbeer*
“To curiosity and boredom, an unstoppable pair!”
Hello!!!! You mentioned me, but I can’t find it haha. Thought to check here to see.
Hi!! That’s odd… I don’t remember tagging you, so it might have been on an accident or something. (Or maybe I just have memory loss, but whatever, lol)
<3
<3
Love you, Fudgey
And thank you (even though I kinda told you about this, it still means a lot)
I have plans to rule the world by checking activities… My dominion starts now.
Yesssssss
XD
Hello!
Hi Pinker!! (Can I call you that?)
Hi Lelia!!! (I’m not sure what to call you.) You can call me Pinker or Pink.
Leila works, that’s what most people on here call me 🙂 Okiedokes, Pink!!
hey lei lei
*fades back into the shadows like the broken, invisible child i am*
Hey Cove
*ventures into the shadows and hugs you*
Love you always <3
dang dang dignity dang dang
what’s poppin, boo
👋
Hi!!
(Popcorn’s popping, lol)
(It’s like a mini party in my activity!)
yassssss
*dances*
Karokaaaaaaaaa
*sings clocks by coldplay*
*sings I Want It That Way*
TELL ME WHY
aint nothing but a hearttttacheeee
tell me whyyy
aint nothing but a misssstakeee
tell me why
IIIII NEVERRRR WANNNAAA HEEEEAARRR YOUUU SAAaaaAAAAAyyYYYYY
IIIII WANT IT THATTT WAY
*looks up lyrics online because she doesn’t know the song (or like any recent song XDXD)*
IIIII WAAAAAAAAAAAAANT IT THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT WAYYYY
(except this is from like the later 90s early 00s but y’know it’s cool)
YOU ARE
MY FIIIIIIREEEEE
(XD Figures. I guess my knowledge of any songs past like the 80’s or so is not great)
THE OOONE DESIREEEEE
(I’m quite the opposite lol (except Queen songs because my friend is obsessed x1000000))
YOU AREEEE you are you are you are
Heyyyy, I commented!
Me too! And I’m 2 months late!
*yayyyyy*
Ive seen this post. Hi.
Hi Bells.
Hi Leilei. I miss you.
I miss you too. I’m going to email you to just say hi and maybe have more of a steady way to talk, kay?
Kk, good idea.
To the SGE Community
To those who care
I think a lot about the hows and the whys
How do I find myself so similar to these people?
How did I manage to find these people who have the same hates, the same loves as me?
How did this happen?
How did we go from just a fandom, just a group of people on the internet, to this family?
This family who loves…[Read more]
i love you so much <3
<3 I love you too, Thea
this is amazing, lei lei
love you to infinity
Love you too, Blondie <3
I have no words.
That’s coming from a writer.
I’ve pondered this before.
Never found an answer.
Thank you, Leilei.
Love you. <3
Love you, Kira <3
Hello to all of my activity stalkers and the people I tagged for this lol!
Ten facts about meee 🙂
Tagged by: @blondieonfire @evilerruler845 and @darkfire2010
1. Leila isn’t actually my real name, but for privacy reasons not very many people know my real name. So just call me Leila, or some other nickname if you would prefer that instead.
2. I’m a…[Read more]
I feel the running out of facts thing I’ve got two down and I’ve been working on it for almost a week now.
But since you’ve said they’re welcome I shall suggest some musicals.
The Lightning Thief Musical
CATS
Chess
Jekyll and Hyde
Frankenstein: A new musical
Phantom of the Opera
Les Misérables
Beetlejuice
Blood Brothers
Elizabeth (German)
Rebecca…[Read more]
The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals!
“Six!”
Heathers!
“Mean Girls!”
Be More Chill!
“Matilda!”
Spongebob Squarepants!
“Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!”
Finding Neverland!
“AndI’m always down for a virtual hug too!”
*Berry hugs you*
Wowza, that is a lot of musicals! I shall try to listen to at least some of them, thanks for all of the suggestions 🙂
*I hug Berry back*
Thank you, Berry!
omg I don’t like coffee either and everyone thinks I’m so weird for it but its icky
IKR!! My mom drinks it, and I just really don’t like it, honestly.
same!! my mom is like addicted to it oop
Oof XD
yayyy
Hello from an INFP-T! Also I recommend Bring it On the musical. It’s kind of like a cross between high school musical and Hamilton
That’s funny, you’re almost the exact opposite of an ISTJ! 🙂
I shall try and listen to it soon, it sounds good!
Oh I’m debater, entp-t!
Nice! Also quite different from me, lol!
[Bells has entered the chat] I’m a little activity stalker don’t mind me…
[Hello Bells]
I don’t mind, activities are a wealth of knowledge. I am glad to see you in mine 🙂
*I grin*
*rugby tackles you in a hug* (No, I’m not letting that go XD)
*I wink at you*
*happily lets Rugby (and Fudge) tackle me in a hug*
(At this point, I don’t want it gone XD)
It will never leave.
Thank goodness. <3
*hugs tightly*
Heyo! I just posted my 10 facts, so I hope you learn something!!!
Ooo I’m an INFJ-T. My favorite musical is Beetlejuice, I just saw it life in February! As for your poems, welcome to the poet gang. I understand your reasoning for writing them, and I definitely know the “they’re not very good part” too. If you ever need a second…[Read more]
*live
Ooh thank you, I’ll check it out right away!
Ah, nice. Two letters off of mine, if I’m thinking properly XD
Lucky, I’ve always wanted to see a musical live! I am officially jealous…
The poet gang… That honestly kind of sounds like a good book title, I would read that book! But in all seriousness, thank you for the offer, I’ll take you up on…[Read more]
Any variation off of Ginger works for me, including Ginger. I guess this is the part where you can be creative haha!
We should totally start the poet gang though… I’m sure Fudgy and Cove would join. There was a poem club, but I think it may have died.
Okay, good to know, Gingy/Ginger/Ginge/Gingey/something else that I might come up with later.
Lol, it might take me a bit to decide on what to call you!
We honestly really should… I would enjoy that a lot. I know a solid amount of people who I think might join…
I have a lot more time on my hands now due to school being closed, so I could definitely help set it up! I’ll ask some other people if they’d like to join!
True, I also have a lot more time, at least for another week, depending on how long my school stays closed
Thank you for helping!!!
Now I really want to make this thing happen!
We can start planning this week perhaps?
I should give you my email in case: [email protected]
Now my school has been closed until May 1st, so I have even more time to work with…
Thank you, my email is [email protected] (No M, just Leila)
Would you prefer to email back and forth, or to make a google doc and talk on there, or talk on-site and share a doc to plan on, or something else?
I feel like we should email, and then make a doc for ideas. It’s faster to email too than talk here.
Sounds good 🙂
I can make a blank doc and share it with you and then send you a quick email if that’ll work?
Yep, that works!!