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kaia, i don’t think you’ll ever see this but if you ever do consider coming back on a different alias – know that you were an amazing individual, a caring individual who seemed altruistic and smart and bubbly and just overflowing with sweet kindness and even with the multiple other usernames you went by, that very same kaia who was so benevolent…[Read more]
@Jun ~ I don’t know when you’ll see this and what I’m about to say, you may not be able to exactly do anything about, but it’s worth you being aware of the site’s wellbeing if that makes sense…the website is slowly disintegrating into a hive of toxicity and a few people are getting hurt and it’s growing very unhealthy. I love the site, I really…[Read more]
Makes sense
It makes sense to me, and it’s really thoughtful to post about it…
^^^^
yep
Hi all, we understand, and it’s an aspect we’re trying to address in our upcoming revamp — balancing community engagement and the positive things about online forums, with the less desirable side-effects that sometimes come about as a result. Please know we investigate every report we receive, and if there is any sort of post that makes you u…[Read more]
Thank you!
Thanks!
Thanks jun!
Good day @Jun, I hope you’re having a fabulous day ~ This is a bit nerve-wracking for me but… could you ban my account for a month. I think I need the time off to just concentrate on myself and my exams and not get too attatched to the site ( however wonderful it may be). Anyways, thank you 🙂 Carry on having a fantastic week
Goodbye, Bookie. *smiles sadly* I love you!
:)))) Have a great break!! Hopefully it helps!!!
Awwww, bye bye Booky! I know you needed this- but I’ll still miss you and your lovely philosophies and just totally random posts for quite a bit. But we’ll be waiting for you- see you soon! Love you bunches! <3
aww… goodbye! I’ll miss seeing your wonderfully written comments and activity posts and miss talking to you. Hope the exams go well and see you later<3
AWWWW…byebye for now! I will await your return!
awww, thank you smmm guys 🙂 – so…i know jun’s busy – how long does it usually take him to respond?
Hm not sure, for me it usually was a week or few days
aww goddbye Bookie
*goodbye
Goodbye! I’ll miss you! I hope you’ll have a good break, and good luck with your exams! <3
I’ll miss you. <3
Do you what you need to do. <3
Hi Lifeasabookworm, I’ve instituted a temporary ban, to be lifted February 3rd.
as soon as i start making a good deal of money, the first thing im going to do is get an illumicrate subscription. the second thing im going to do, is give a bunch of charities, homeless shelters and volunteer groups money, im also going to fly to the poorer parts of pakistan and start giving money to the charities there too because i seriously…[Read more]
😂😂 Thats wonderful, Booky. Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. I’m sure you’ll work hard and easily achieve those righteous goals. 👏🏾👏🏾🙏🏾
i know – im literally so aspirational and ambitious. 😂😂😂👌🏼 i have my whole life figured out. antisocial, social humanist 🙂
@KITTYDOGREAPER2 – heya, id just like to apologise if i had any part in you feeling ganged up on or the blatant toxicity – i hope you can forgive me and that we can be friends, if that is okay? i’m further sorry that u had to go through all that on christmas day, it wasn’t right.
dw, anger and sadness sometimes blinds who we truly are and as long as you have apologised and reformed (which you have perfectly just depicted), then you are a good person. We all have our shades of grey – and yes, ofc i forgive you, you never wronged me – it is fine 🙂
and ah, first initiation of friendship is the introduction of course – most people call me Bookie/Booky and my pronouns are she/her 🙂
this song summarises this stage of the site’s history. listen to it and tell me that it describes us perfectly
everyone’s leaving, my friends and people i enjoyed the company of, even if i didn’t talk to them as much as i know i should have, and it’s upsetting yet i get why. the site isn’t necessarily the happiest place rn. maybe we really are burning down.
Yes, it does. And it hurts…
yeah.
🤧🤧 Sadness.. I really wish we could’ve talked more. We had such good times, and yeah… perhaps the site is fading. Whether it’s for good or not, I don’t know. But I wish I did. But still, hearts to you guys <3
honestly, so much toxicity and arguments have arisen lately. it’s skewered the friendliness and warmth of the site
It has… I honestly don’t go on here much anyways. Maybe we should host a goodbye party or something… so celebrate and just remember all the people who left to heal.
ikrrr Jun’s gonna come on and be like 😶😦😳😨😬 and we should honestly do thatttttt !
yaz, im going on the doc rn ahh
<3 <3 <3
All I have are hearts lol.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I hope you're okay❤️…💙❤️💙❤️
Yeah Jun’s gonna be like *** happened
im fine, id like to ask you that -u need the conolidation – all u have offered is happiness and kindness and a pillar of strength and u have shown the power of forgiveness and empathy…and what have u gotten in return – a mess, chaos, toxicity, arguments. u deserve all the hearts, more than i do
*consolidation oops spelling error
Now THAT is a lie, my friend. I have made so many mistakes. Every situation can be approached in a thousand different ways, and we wouldn’t be here if I had approached them correctly. *sighs*
YOU deserve hearts, because you’re friends with everyone, and I’m sure this is probably really hard.
HOw are you haginging in?
but poet *hugs*, we make mistakes, if u dont make mistakes, u are not human, u are an angel and none of us are angels. it is fine to make mistakes, but it is what we do to correct the mistake that truly defines us and i see how u are trying to make amends. no one should be shunned for mistakes, it is how we grow and ive seen ur approach, ive seen…[Read more]
Okay, we officially need to talk. You are a wonderful person, truly one of the most wonderful left. *hugs you tightly* I’m really okay ,oddly. Do you have an email?
yes, its [email protected], and we do need to to talk, id love that honestly. im so happy. im so happy u think that. and im even happier ur okay, even after…everything. u are so strong, i would have cried myself to sleep if i were in anything too triggering. im not a very strong person and believe it or not, everyone’s opinions…[Read more]
Email is sent. Let’s talk there lol. You are are strong, stronger than you see, but I see it. Crying yousrelf to sleep for site stuff, yeah been there, sadly. *I nod*
thats so true, and its really sad… ill miss everyone T-T
Yeah… so many people have left us this year, and I wish that I’ve reached out and talked to people here more. I don’t know how we got this far but this place is becoming toxic to some degree. People have been hurt here and I wish I’ve been there for you guys when you really needed it too late. I wish that I made greater efforts to reach out more…[Read more]
GUyS, I’m proud to say that i went into a physics exam not knowing anything like 🤩✨💅🏼 i’m too good for this peasant subject and then i went through an entire action sequence of the seven stages of grief whilst in the exam hall but after that I just wrote a couple of verselets titled “A Ballad to my Torturer” ON my physics paper so like ahah my…[Read more]
O_O
im not going to bother replying to you, like, why. shoo, caveboy.
XD Oof
im sort of scared that she’s going to think i’ve lost my marbles, on top of that, im going to get a low grade 🙈🙊
@LifeAsABookworm Ok Squirmy Wormy. I’ts raining right now make sure to go back in the soil and read your boring wormy books XD
Have faith in yourself and your Ballads xD
yh, if she thinks its a bop then she could give me a few marks for creativity.
I love it, it’s perfect, amazing, you should get full marks
@cocostar – oml, ahhh, i think this comment should just have us conversing in it – and thanks so much for asking how i am – i get so emotional when people ask me “if im fine” – aeigegfe u know i exist fbrgfrgfrir seriously, i tear up. but anyways, ( quite a random little tidbit that i shall talk about) my biology teacher has a flowering plant…[Read more]
Yes, conversation is so wonderful a thing. The way that we found different ways to communicate. Ah, t’was but a pleasure:)) oohh your biology teacher sounds nice, and that plant sounds Italian! A most respectable name. It sounds like the plant is a violinist or pianist or something. What are the plants pronouns as of now?
I believe that it is male right now, genevieviano sound like he’d be able to dabble at some viola or piano or opera even. have u learnt about jack the ripper in history yet? i was watching a documentary the other day and remembered it is part of the history curriculum i believe, i sort of knew about all the victims of jack the ripper off by heart…[Read more]
Ahhh, thank you. Indeed, he most certainly does. Perhaps even be a conductor! Yes, but it was not detailed because some people might get triggered or something. I saw a documentary of it but I didn’t watch it. In class, we didn’t even learn their names!
Bdhjskdkkdnen howwwww does knowing something equal an obsession?
Mentally polluted? How, exactly, if that is not a rude question to ask?
ahhhh, i tagged ree on this too – because ive read about true crime cases and read through articles on murders because i wanted to just delve into the psychology of heinous humans and criminals ( i dont know what sort of mental state i was going through but i find criminology interesting and i thought i wanted to study it for a levels but nEoPe)…[Read more]
u didn’t learn their names! how bizarre – we had to remember the STREET names and ADDRESSES for where each of the victims death bodies were recovered. honestly tho, they could have gotten further with the investigation into recovering the identity of the murderer if they hadn’t been so misogynistic and s e x i s t and had actually employed FEMAL…[Read more]
*dead – ahahah this reminds me of something, we were in chemistry once and my friend was talking about how she wants to go into forensic pathology. FORENSIC PATHOLOGY, i tell you. you look at dead bodies and stuff – pathologists are so close to the stench of death – like, its so eerie examining a corpse that was once filled with the blood of life…[Read more]
@sophieforever33 – thou has been summoned by me as i would like to puke out some rants about humanity and im severely suffering from a case of boreditis so can I talk to you after let’s say 20 minutes as I have to quickly go fly and do some cleaning and hoovering downstairs and finish up chores as im officially dubbed as the “maid” in the house,…[Read more]
I hath been summoned! I love rants about humanity, so yes, I would love to talk to youuu
Ahghrhjvjndnf I’m sorry shfhtjemf you really ought to be paid more *head shake*
so, right, ive kept this feeling inside me for a fairly long time and it may as well feel as if ive been holding my breath for weeks ever since. i feel like its a feeling that is really clawing at my chest, like this sheathed demon that’s trying ever so fervently to hoist the sails of my ship and ive been doing my best to not acknowledge it…[Read more]
ah, but im not actually going insane, im just genuinely disturbed and scarred and i feel so mentally uncomfortable. like, i – some people are just indescribably disgusting, and i don’t feel any ounce of empathy for them and i feel like that makes me equally as sociopathic and im generally a person who loves the idea of rehabilitating and ref…[Read more]
@any_spoe can comment aha – this is an open-ended thing now as the user who I tagged has unfortunately left which is why they didn’t respond so, yh, if anyone wants to chime in with anything – that’s fine, if not, then this post can just be an abandoned plaque of my confused emotions ahaahahahaha. it’s a bit irrelevant now – I could intertwine a…[Read more]
ahhhhh, asian weddings are literally😬🤧🤧 – they make me want to scream and tug tufts of my hair outttt, its an absolute infringement of my rights as a human being. i need to sue. my mum literally makes me into a walking golden carousel, i am honestly so uncomfortable because i would honestly just rather wear a pair of leggings and a dress if i h…[Read more]
*gasp* yes I absolutely love indian weddings!! We go to them all the time and it’s so fun like I get to pick out four or five different outfits and it’s so fun and then I get to wear them and they’re so pretty and then all my cousins are there and I love them and then I get to practice a dance for the reception to perform and then I also get to do…[Read more]
You know now that I think about it, indian and pakistani (I think that’s the weddings youre speaking of) customs are very VERY similar like the wedding itself and then we call our elders uncle and auntie as well lol that’s pretty cool!
yh, i went to my dad’s sister’s wedding a year or so ago and i had to wear a lengha for the mehndi ( idk if you know what a lengha is but its the two piece dress, so you have the small shirt thingy and then a seperate long dress) and i also had to wear those bangles (i think you call them “chooriya” in urdu) but i actually quite like the bangles…[Read more]
indian and pakistani culture and customs are VERY VERY similar, i mean historically, before 1947, we were one country – namely “hindustan” and we used to all reside together so it makes sense why we have very akin traditions
Wow I did not know that, that’s pretty cool! Also yes I can relate when people ask me, namely my dad’s friends, do you remember me? I visited you when you were like two years old and I’m just like um excuse you but I barely remember that I did my math homework the day before and have panic attacks over it so I doubt I can remember a person who…[Read more]
BAHAHAHAHAHAH yes, i don’t even remember what lesson i have after having checked my timetable 10 times in advance! this is what I mean and i dont have the heart to say “no i don’t remember you” so i just sort of awkwardly do a head twitch – halfway between a nod and a shake and they’re like, ” aww, she doesn’t talk much does she?”…[Read more]
sorry i meant to say that a lengha is a two piece wedding attire thing with the top half being a fabric fashioned into a shirt and then the bottom is a long SKIRT, not dress, im such an idiot and i realised in my og post i wrote *compromised somewhere and that is incorrect in context, i meant to say *comprised – sorry, these mistakes/error were b…[Read more]