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beautiful people with monstrous thoughts,
innocent kids stuck in the underworld,
kind eyes yet dead souls,
peaceful voices yet still deadly foes,
pretty faces and cold-hearted words,
angels playing the devil’s role
there’s something –
chilling –
about how –
evil and immorality-
can appear –
to be goodness and cordiality
how can –
such viol…[Read more]
bookie, this is absolutely amazing! I love all your writing, it’s a lovely insight into the profound ocean of your intellect and it is a wonder to read anything written by you- it seems as if your mind constantly is filled with such brilliance and philosophical thoughts- it is wonderful both to see your work and to just carry on a conversation with you.
dang, lauren, i don’t really think i’d have an ounce of the skill i had now if it was not for the continuous praise, inspiration and advice of you and the people on this site. i read the comments and realise how much of a profound impact they give me, like a driving force – and it is solid evidence of the continuous effect that words can have on…[Read more]
My word!!! That is exceptional in ever way!! Dude you like reinvented the writing wheel here!! Awesome work Bookie!
ahhhhhhhhhher5yhtjicueg5y4hnfvdshufewdvdf literally how do you do this–
AAAAAAA YES TY FOR WRITING THIS, THAT IS MY THOUGHTS SUMMSRIZED JRJRJEJEHRBJ THIS WAS AMAZINGGGG
me totally not imagining the school for good and evil as like an anime or some form of animated show in general lol 🙊😩
Me totally not imagining the School for Good and Evil as a broadway play.
i would sell all my possessions to see sge as a musical or something too oml
sge musical sge musical sge musical sge musical-
*now thinking about how epic the costumes, staging and dance sequences/songs will be at the circus scene*
And both Sophia Anne Caruso and Sofia Wylie can sing and dance.
me totally not imagining sge as a place im gonna get selected for tomorrow
😂😂😂😂😂I would totally want to go, but they would need to change the classes a bit. I mean, beautification and Princess Etiquette? I would never want to go to a class that tells me how I’m supposed to smile!! To be honest, though, I’d probably be a Halfer
i would defo be a never
same, I cannot imagine myself in beautification. I would most likely be an ever but with some chaotic and random tendencies … *basically probably like me in irl school*
omg, emma i just saw ur post, r u really leaving oml nooooooooo :(((((((((((( aaaaaaaaaa – i’m literally going to miss. you. SO. MUUUCHH
oml that’s great! at least we can still keep in touch thru that – and yh, i WOULD LOVE TO READ THEEEMMMMMMMM
absolutely no one will get this but lemme just mentally connect to song lyrics from attack on titan (it’s from the song “barricades” if anyone is an aot fan – search up the english version tho *cough* noa *cough*) 🥺😭 –
🎶 wouldn’t it be nice to take a walk on some pure white sand,
gaze at the horizon,
without living in fear?
wouldn’t it be sweet t…[Read more]
sums up the eren x mikasa ship and i’m literally living for the lyrics.
–
–
she lost her brother a month ago,
his picture on the wall –
and it reminds me –
….
when she brings me coffee,
her smile,
i wish i could be with her,
until my last day,
she said she gave all her love to me,
we dreamt a new life,
some place to be at peace,
but things…[Read more]
these lyrics are hitting me like a sledge-hammer dang,
🎶 everybody’s got no place to hide,
no one’s left,
and there’s no one to go on,
all i know is –
my life is gone 🎶
but anyways, i kinda feel like making a spotify playlist for agatha, sophie and tedros – idk, i’m really bored and don’t feel like doing anything productive so need…[Read more]
okay, ima just list some of my favourite songs here cos i just want to lol, im quite proud of the variety in my musical taste lol ahah, i actually love these songs and listen to them ALL the time on my playlist lol:
alrighty aphrodite by peach pit
this is home by cavetown
lemon boy by cavetown
line without a hook by rick montgomery
born to die…[Read more]
romeo and juliet can go into the garbage bin, the real tragical love story is eren x mikasa 😥😣😪
i am so traumatised by this show – i’m gonna be listening to “call your name” for the rest of the week now …
see you later…eren 😭😭🥺
okay, i’m really unhealthily addicted to this ^ song, i’ve been listening to it all day so far, i probably am gonna have my headphones on it and listen to it before i go to sleep – i can’t get over the lyrics.
oml i actually started aot bc everyone was recommending itttt literally two of my friends kept begging me to watch it-
LAUREN LAUREN LAUREN I SWEAR – IF U WATCH IT OML PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT’S SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD BUT U’LL BE REALLY EMOTIONALLY BROKEN BECAUSE OF IT AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHAT EPISODE ARE U ON IF U’VE STARTEDDDD – IT’S BEYOND A MASTERPIECE, CALLING IT GOOD IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT, IT’S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND METICULOUSLY-PLANNED OUT PIECE OF ART…[Read more]
I UM FINISHED EPISODE ONE AND THEN I HAD TO STOP CAUSE BUSY STUFF AND MY LIFE SUCKSSSSS
I WOULD KEEP WATCHING IT IF I COULDDD, MAYBE OVER SPRING BREAK?? HOPEFULLLYYYYY I AM VERY EXCITED TO KEEP WATCHING IT AND LITERALLY I HAVE ABOUT 2000 THINGS I COULD BE DOING RN BUT I JUST WANNA WATCH IT BUT I GOTTA WORKKKK
AND THE SONG WILL MAKE MORE SENSE IF U HAD READ THE MANGA BUT YOU’VE JUST STARTED IT SO I’LL WAIT FOR U TO FINISH WATCHING AT LEAST UPTO SEASON 3/SEASON 4 AND THEN THIS SONG WILL MAKE MORE SENSEEEEEEEEE AND IT MAY SEEM STRANGE – I ORGINALLY THOUGHT MIKASA AND EREN WERE SIBLINGS BUT THEY R NOT LOL, THERE RELATIONSHIP IS SO COMPLEX AND BEAUTEOUS…[Read more]
IT’S FINE, BUT I HOPE U REALLY DO GET TO WATCH THIS, IT’S SO WONDERFUL YET SAD AND BRUTAL.
OOOOOH I WANNA KEEP WATCHING NOWWWW IT LITERALLY SOUNDS SO AMAZINGGGGGG AND I DONT MIND RANTING I PROBABLY TORTURE PEOPLE 24/7 WITH MY RANTING SO I CANT EXACTLY BE A HYPOCRITE LOL
idk what this is but **** YEAH THROW AWAY ROMEO AND JULIET
h.ELL
I feel like one of the most tragic ships that sunk horribly is Aaron Burr x the Room Where It Happens
rayna i–
am I right or am I right
@silver13 CAN I PLEASE CRY OVER ATTACK ON TITAN WITH YOU, I JUST MADE A HEART-WRENCHING DISCOVERY, I’M CRYING PLEASEEEE, IM NEVER GETTING OVER THIS ANIMEEEEEEEEEEEE, I NEED TO TALK TO YOUUU, I AM EMOTIOALLY BROKEN BY THIS SHOOOWWWW. sorry for the all-caps, i’m literally tearing up, my heart is melting aaa, and my stomach hurts oml, this show will…[Read more]
okay so before i continue crying, i wanted to say, have u listened to the attack on titan playlist with all the music? cos there’s this specific song called “call your name” and uhmmm, it’s so emotional when u understand it with context and who the song is forrr? do u mind spoilers?
oml, my vocabulary is so stunted, i keep using the same words to describe how much pain i’m in – i feel like so many emotions have been crammed into my head all at once.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFoc5XKkIIw if u dont mind spoilers and want to udnerstand why i feel like my heart’s been mutilated right in front of me then read the comments of this video and listen to the lyrics of this song and everything will perfectly fall into place. ern and mikasa…the most tragical lovers ever.
THAT’S THE SONG – it’s eren admitting he wants to live with mikasa until he dieeeeessssssssss, but that’d be selfish of both of them..they knew that could never happen – they really are star-crossed lovers omlllllllll – eremika is CANON. ayyy, i really wanna give u more context but idk if u mind spoilers aaaaaaa, all the lyrics make it sound so…[Read more]
ern lol – i meant eren – shoot, spellings -_- “where is my loverrrrr” aaaaa the lyrics 😭😭😭 isayama planned this whole show from the start, he made everything so intricate, even the music provides depth to the characters and their dynamics and relationships with each other.
eren, the boy who sought freedom, goodbye
EVERYONE THOUGHT “CALL YOUR NAME” was a song for levi x petra or like levi by himself but NOOO, after u read chapter 138 of the manga u realise it’s eren’s feelings for mikasa – it’s a song in EREN’S POV. it’s a song about how doomed eren and mikasa areeeee bruhhhhhhhhh
EREN LOVED MIKASA ALL THIS TIMEEEEEE, EVERYTHING HE SAID AND DID, EVEN WHEN HE TOLD MIKASA TO TAKE THAT [email protected] SCARF OFF, EVEN WHEN HE SAYS HE HATES HER – HE DIDN’T MEAN IT, THERE WAS SOMETHING IN HIM THAT LOVED HER ALL THIS TIMEEEE and and and the dream they both saw…the dream where they could run away together and live peacefully until eren dies…[Read more]
someone posted a quote from eren in the comment section and i am dying of uncontained pangs of despondency (insert every other stronger word that means sad)
“Can you promise me one thing? When I die, throw the scarf away. You’ll live long after I’m gone and forget about me and be free.”
Unrelated but how’s the bio going?? I kinda need it soon……………
oh man, completely forgot eeeeeek, sorry, school work and all that stuff, completely flew outta my mind, i think i did it on a doc, lemme see if i can find it.
Oki doki ty XD
did u find it?
yepppp, i think i found it lol – there’s still things i haven’t finished – i promise i’ll finish it by the end of today – if i don’t, you can hex me 👍🏼
okk that’s great tyy (also sry but Mordred is the only available parent now -_-)
mordred’s fine dw!
kk
*promptly hexes u hehe*
have you seen the bit where eren asked mikasa “who am i to you”????? IT AMKES SENSE WHY HE ASKED HER THAT NOW, he wanted to know if the dream that he had seen could become a reality – in an alternative reality, if mikasa answered differently to that question…if she told him…they could have lived together…even if it was selfish of them…he…[Read more]
ohmygod, sorry for the late responeeee, i had a cold fso i spent about an hour of tiktok on my phone, which was probably the most phone screentime i’ve had in a while, and i’m on aot tiktok so i got a lottttttt of aot in my day yesterday. i also learned a lot of new facts, one of them being how ishiyama draws mikasa more beautiful when it’s from…[Read more]
i’d like to say i have faith in humanity ha – but then i look at the comment sections of youtube videos and all of my faith gets thrown into the toilet like a dead fish and flushed down to to the sewage system. 👍🏼
The majority of the comments for the song “You Will Be Found” from DEH are normally very nice, encouraging, comforting and even melancholy or sad, surprisingly
i was listening to “good for you” on repeat a few weeks back ahah dear evan hansen is a great musical oml
yeah
yes why is this so true, like you know exactly what kind of sh*t is going to be in those comment sections before you even open them- like pls yt community- why do you have to be so d*mn negative? is there no bone of sympathy and kindness in your body? do you always have to comment hate? it’s honestly just so sad that this is a good portion of our…[Read more]
i knowww – i was actually watching a video – those weird ones where it has like five people who basically have to explain why they need money and whoever has the best excuse, gets like 1000000 dollars or something and like each round, one person gets eliminated – i can’t believe i actually watched it, i must’ve been really drained of other forms…[Read more]
I literally hate that, especially since the online community in certain places can really suck- and that poor girl receiving death threats? whoever does that to a literal child is a horrendous person- that is absolutely monstrous. literally, I’m annoying half the time and if people get death threats over that, that’s f*cked up. seriously. what is…[Read more]
honestly, it is so horrible 🙁 kids don’t deserve that, we are literally still in the process of learning, you can’t hate on someone cos u find them “annoying” – can u see how hypocritical this world is, bullying is NEVER gonna stop following us, it hunts us down like we’re prey – everywhere we go, online, in our own realities, it follows us down…[Read more]
that is a very valid point, honestly by that reasoning none of the horrors of humanity can ever be escaped, because it is so ingrained in human nature by now. the horrors of hate and bullying are so so wrong and I can’t imagine who was the first to decide that any of it was okay. in fact, I can’t imagine why anyone would ever decide to plant us…[Read more]
My mom always says to never look at the comments section. I think she even has it cross-stitched somewhere.
But FYI, the comments on BTS’s cover of Fix You by Coldplay are mostly nice
JFNTJHEUEHRH LOOK AT CLASSICAL MUSIC ONES, THEY ARE SO NICE AND SWEET AND I GET SO HAPPY BUT I TOTALLY GET WHAT YOU MEAN HRBEBEHBE
sedrtfgyhuijhugyfyvgh on loads of classical music ones I see ppl critizising it like wth u think u can do better than Vivaldi??
On that ones I see, people sre so nice, they recommend other things to listen to and admire it and stuff and it is just so sweeet
haven’t listened to much classical music in a while because i’ve been so engrossed by the attack on titan playlist and have just been listening to the english lyrical versions all over youtube – i should probably go and listen to some classical composers then ahahah
ooh yes, the classical music comments are nicer than most others. A comment section that I do genuinely enjoy to check it out
Also I got introduced to the Attack on Titan anime opening and now I’m obsessed with it (even tho I have no idea abt the anime plotline, just some things from yt comments). The number of times I’ve replayed guren no yumiya…[Read more]
OML GUREN NO YUMIYA IS AMAZING AAAAAA – ALL of the attack on titan music is so dang good – you should listen to “call your name” – it’s so beautiful aaa – i have it somewhere in my activity idk aha
jay, i’m just listening to guren no yumiya now lol – the music in aot is just – it really hits you in the feels 🥺🥺
YESS IT ISSS and those feels are immaculate like the e p i c n e s s and everything akdkqlldkms
And will check it out!
yes, and every time I promise to not read comments but my hand just scrolls to them anyway. The comments on bob ross videos and ghibli soundtracks are the mostly good ones though.
bob ross oml – i tried to do a bob ross painting once ahahah – i accidentally splattered a p o t of ink all over it tho 😩😩 i’m definitely a poor, unfortunate soul – it took me hours too
I feel you… we once did a bob Ross tutorial in art class and oh man that was stressful. It was more difficult than I expected and he makes everything look so easy and smooth while we were struggling to make the lines look neat. I think mine turned out alright, but it took quite a while too.. that man is a legend
*and you could always call it abstract art though…. but still aRgH feel that so much when I just accidently make a mistake like that skkaooqkcmmwmqkodd……ooof*
i have like asian parents (if u know, u get what i mean) – and i was once talking to my friend and she has very beautiful hair but it’s like quite short and they thought i was facetiming a boy 🙄 i don’t know why i wanted to share that, but i did.
can i talk about the fact that i am like exactly the opposite of my astrology sign –
sometimes, i have thoughts where im like – id look slightly more appealing as a boy who had curlier/fluffier hair. like if i just cut my hair and curled it a bit more – ugh – i’d never be allowed to cut my hair 🙁 i just aaaa, dont feel pretty, y’know? is that offensive? why do i feel like saying this is offensive?
oh goddd booky that’s very- 👀
asian parents are a mood-
and oml I feel like I’m the opposite of mine tooooooo
and also i don’t think that’s offensive if you don’t think your pretty, thats your opinion although I’m sure u are very much so- but I hope you can do that one day- cut your hair how you want!
I get exactly what you mean-
💜
I’m not similar to my sign either………. I mean im smart but i am in no way calm……….. am i?
the “arabian nights” song from aladdin is stuck in my head and i love it 😁😎
🎶Arabian Nights
Like Arabian dayssssssss
More hotter than not
In a lot of good wayssssssssss🎶
🎶Arabian nightss
‘neath arabian moooooooons
a fool off his guard
could fall and fall hard
out there on the duuuuunes🎶
it’s such an elite classic from disney (it’s from disney, right? aaa) , i’ve got it on as background music whilst i do chores.
yes tis very elite (and yes it isss) oml thats a mood, my mother loves that movie so it’s constantly on in our house
*Out of place beginning*
🎶Oh I come from a land, from a far away place
Where the caravan camels roam
Where it’s flat and immense
And the heat is intense
It’s barbaric, but hey, it’s homee.
When the wind’s from the east, and the sun’s from the west
And the sand in the glass is right
Come on down, stop on by
Hop a carpet and fly
To another Arabian…[Read more]
yes that is amazing
*aaaarabiaaan niiiiightssssssss*
On a totally unrelated subject my friend put on guren no yamiya on a zoom call we did and now I can’t stop listening to that even though I have no idea what the anime is about and haven’t watched it
I think my ex-friends watch that anime?
interesting
*is not sure what to say…..more like not knowing what to say…*
*is unsure how to respond, is this like one of those moments when enough has been said and there’s nothing to add on*
*yes ikr, like I feel like I should say something but not at the same time*
*crickets*
*searches around for a topic to talk about*
….uhh, last week my crush body tackled me against the wall?
wha-
wait how?
we were standing in line to wash our hands and then my crush body tackled me to the wall
also made fun of my fear of heights and forced me to go on top of the jungle climbing thingy
also pushed me way too ******* the tire swing and nearly killed me
also used me as a human shield during dodgeball and it was all their fault I got hit
oof…..
that su.cks, especially since dodgeballs hurt more than your expect them to.
yeah… they revived me, though….
that’s fortunate….I guess
dude what does 보수적 mean, my mom keeps saying it and I don’t know what it means
It means conservative, like right-leaning (more on the republican side) from what I know
Ohhhhh-
Oh
Ohhh
Okay that makes sense man, thank you
Ah np!
listening to an entire playlist of the songs from umbrella academy ☂
i saw ‘run boy run’ and my mind immediately flashed to tua.
oop, i wanted to actually show u something lol aaaa oml – its something from the aot manga (dw, no spoilers) one sec
can u see that?
no,
well – ugh yeah that didn’t work ughughugh i might send you a screenshot of the manga page on discord – it’s really funny lol
yes, run boy run is just perpetually associated with five now
okay, i’ll check- and same, i think that because of how Ava used that song when trying to shift to five
*cries from happiness at “Goodbye Dolores”*
YEEP
dolores 😊🔪
I haven’t watched it is it good?
HTOHGNFRTOGENFGYOHGRNF GOOD????!!!! G O O D!?!?!?!? IT IS THE ULTIMATE SHOWWWW
Also you are not allowed to be in love with Five bc I will probably brutally murder you 😀
Adri u know me and my opinions on love purlease-
BUT FIVE IS TOO IRRESISTIBLE LIKE SERIOUSLY RGYTCHVDB
Adri no one is irresistible apart from myself-
I-
I mean-
Okay then
😀
YES IT’S MY FAV THING IN LIFE NOTHING’S BETTER
AND FIVE IS MINE, ADRI’S AND BOOKIE’S I’LL TREPAN ANYONE WHO DECIDES TO LIKE HIM TOO
The only person worthy to be loved by me is me. Not some random fictional character.
calling it merely “good” is a heavy understatement, the show is phenomenal and i’d recommend you watching it, tash!
that is my favorite playlist ever
krtngrditgn IT SAID “RIGHT NOW” ON UR NOTIF EIYTGRYF AAAAAAAAAA
im so perfect
OMG I LOVE UMBRELLA ACADEMY!! AND @/GUMMIBEAR2434 YOU CAN’T HAVE FIVE I ALREADY CALLED DIBS
NO FIVE IS MINE
BRUH I DIBSED HIM WAYYYY BEFORE ANY OF YALL AND I MADE PEACE WITH ADRI AND BOOKIE WE EVEN HAVE A
FIVE LOVING DELORES HATING
GC
YES YES YESSSS HAHAHAHAH YESSSS WHEEEE ALSO IM GETTING MY WHOLE ROOM FURNISHED AS TUAAAAAAA AND IM GETTING THIS CRAZY POSTER OF THEM AND AAAAA I NEED MORE MOREE MOREEEEEEEEE
oml oml oml, you are so lucky, ava oml oml that sounds so incredible – i need to get more tua merch dugfgrgff i found fanart and printed that out for my wall but i have no official posters waaaaaa
JEJJRJRJRJHRHRBR LUCKYYYYY ALAO I CANT WAIT FOR THE THIRD SEASON JTNTBTBBTBY ALSO IM TERRIFIED THAT FIVE IS GONNA HROW UP IDK WHY BUT IT IS A FEAR OF MINE
*grow
OMGGGG AVAAVAA DKUTHVKJDVJK I CAN LITERALLY FEEL UR EXCITMENT THRU YOUR SCRREN WOW THATS SO CRAZY AND COOL KJKDGVKJDNGJ
AAAAAA IM SKIPPING SCHOOL TMR TO GET ITTTT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH I FEEL DRUNKKKKKK
DON’T WORRY – AIDEN LOOKS JUST AS GREAT AS HE ALWAYS HAS, AND THEY’VE OFFICIALLY SHOWN THE CAST OF SPARROW ACADEMY AND OML IT’S ALL SO SPICY AND GREAT (I DONT KNOW WHY I USED THE WORD “SPICY” BUT HERE WE GO LOL) AND A THEY STARTED FILMING AND I AM SOOO PUMPED FOR S333333, MORE FIVE, MORE DIEGO AAAAAAAAAAAAA MORE KLAUSSSSS MORE EVERYONEEE (MAINLY…[Read more]
JTJRJFJJTHG I USED TO LOVE DIEGO LIKE IN THE FORST SEASON SO I HOPE THAT DIEGO COMES BACK RJFJJFJD AND I WISH BEN (THE OLD ONE) WOULD FRIKKIN SHAVE LIKE JRNTJTN AND YESSSSS OKAY HE IS GONNA BE AS PWRFECT AS EVER HRBTBFBBF
I just watched a blooper reel and I saw Aiden and I feel great now
MEEP YES
is it okay if i talk about the sge cast again? i dunno if it’s okay for me to, ill delete if it’s not but im just so happyyyyy hahahah so can i just fangirl over the sge movie cast for a sec – WHY IS EVERYONE SO PERFECT aaaaa i’m going on a bit of a hunt and just checking out all the instagrams of the cast so far and eeeek, fiona weir and paul…[Read more]
WWWOOOOOOOPPP THE CAST IS SPECTACULAR
YESSS OMG I LOVE LOVE LOVE THE CAST AND ALSO- HI BOOKIE! I HAVENT SEEN U IN FOREVER ON HERE LOL
i knowwww, guess i took a mini break, i read over some of the fan fiction and stuff people have written tho ahah
ohhh that makes sense- I kinda have given up on the site now, I just check whatever notifs I have and not much else ahsha
YES YES POG I AM SO HERE FOR SGE CAST POSITIVITY THANK GOD YOU POSTED THIS THANK YOU YOURE SO RIGHT
awwww yesssss, i know some people r judging the characters cos of the differences in book appearance but i honestly do not care at the moment, i love the poc representation and i love the cast in general and omgomg kit young is amazing in shadow and bone so i think he’ll be even more amazing in sge – i have so much hope for all of this and tbh, i…[Read more]
SHADOW AND BONE THOUGH I’M SO EXCITED I’M ABOUT TO WATCH IT ONCE I GET HOME