outdoorpoet posted an update in the group THE EVER NEVER HANDBOOK Talk 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    “Rockabye.”
    “I Will Sing No Requiem.”
    “Sisters of Grey and Gray.”
    Paper dragons in the sky…
    It’s not your fault, it’s not your fault, it’s not your fault.
    “I promise I’ll always be here for you.”
    “I care.”
    “Always.”
    “Forever.”
    Too long I’ve been afraid of losing love I guess I’ve lost. Well if that’s love I guess it comes at much too high…[Read more]

        kittybp2 replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        In the dark midnight in the streets a shadow rises.
        Born in a place where no one expected it to be.
        Odd, right?
        A shadow belongs in the dark, doesn’t it?
        But it looks too dark for this place. Out of place. It doesn’t belong.
        It knows it too. Everything it tries to touch becomes smudged with darkness.
        There are people who see the shadow.
        Th…[Read more]

        gummibear2434 replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        I have no words.

          gummibear2434 replied 2 months, 1 week ago

          I can’t.
          I can’t look back on this and not cry.
          I can’t look back and not think, I wish I’d said more.
          I can’t refrain from wondering where you are, how you are, and if you… found true happiness.
          But I can look into the sky and picture you.
          I look up and know we see the same sky.
          We feel the same breeze.
          And that somewhere, your spirit…[Read more]

        cattyrose replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        <33

          cattyrose replied 2 months ago

          I’m really, really going to miss you. I can’t put it into words. Ly, Poet 🤍

        ladyofthebooksge replied 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        Hello, and goodbye again
        *hugs

        effie replied 2 months, 1 week ago

        Why did I not see this before?
        Because I thought you were gone. Because I thought you only commented on a few things. But here you are, giving me a whole new leaving post, a whole new reason to cry, a whole new beautiful thing to read. Because this is amazing.
        You have always been enough, by the way. For me. For everyone else.
        I will always…[Read more]

        sophieforever33 replied 2 months ago

        There are still pieces of us in the places we’ve left.
        I know I’m a fool, a coward, even, for posting this so late. But… *shrug* if you ever see this again; be free, because for too long the weight of the world has chained you down.
        I love you
        Fly high.

          princezzdot replied 1 month, 3 weeks ago

          Love, you Poet. 💙

        uraza169 replied 1 month, 3 weeks ago

        <3 love you so much

    outdoorpoet posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    *I stare at my cracked hands, and pull my knees to my chest*
    I think a goodbye might be in order.
    I just can’t… be here, on site, right now, anymore.
    I think I need to do this now, while I’m too tired to think.
    I am a monster, and I can’t handle this social web. After all of this, I’m still the girl who shrinks when you slam her with your word…[Read more]

        sophieforever33 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I’m not going to make promises.
        I’m not going to comfort you.
        I’m not going to tell you words knowing that they won’t go into your heart.
        So all I’ll do
        All I’ll say
        Is
        I love you, Poet. For all that you are. So fly and be free of all that holds you down, and if you find your way back here, then maybe it was meant to be. Goodbye.

        aestheticbibliophile replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I’m…I’m speechless. That’s literally all I can say. *huggles* Do whatever, Poet. I love you and always will. And don’t be sorry for being you. I love you. Forever and always.❤️
        Farewell…

        silverswan145 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        …I…I….💛💙💜❤️

        cattyrose replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I don’t know you that well, but you seem like a wonderful person. Im sorry for whatever your going thru, but do what u think is the right thing. I wish u all the best in life 💖

        effie replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I’ll miss you so much, Poet. I love you. Goodbye.
        You don’t have to be sorry. Do what you need for yourself.

        anastasia32 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I’m so sorry to see you go. I somehow think I could have helped- but I know that’s not true
        I know you are strong
        I know you are brave
        I know…you will be fine
        You will make your own part, and people will be too awed to follow. I hope you come back, years from now, and look at this place and think of all the happy times….
        And maybe we’ll be he…[Read more]

        anastasia32 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        When will we learn
        We hurt without thinking
        We talk without wondering what we’re saying
        Or whether it’s true
        We comfort, make empty promises, tell halfhearted lies
        But we will learn
        For every one person who lies, takes, insults
        There is two more angels that help, love, give
        I know you’re strong
        I know you’re brave
        That won’t ease my pain much…[Read more]

        lunalovegoodfan replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I know that whatever I say won’t be enough, but please please know, I love you Poet. More than stars, and galaxies, and the beach and everything in between. You mean so much to me. Please don’t be sorry.
        Thank you for changing my life.
        Thank you for helping me when I’m down.
        Thank you for everything.
        I love you, and you are wonderful. Please…[Read more]

        goldcrystal24 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        You are a light in this world Poet
        And someday you will find your wings
        And they will finally set you free
        I love you. Farewell.

        delilahkitty replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I-I’ll miss you-
        *Runs to my room and curls up and sobs*

        ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I’ll miss you so much, Poet
        I love you, and oh wow…thank you for everything, every conversation, and every moment here.
        I feel like I could have helped if I reached out more.
        I’ll miss you a lot.
        Be free, Poe<3 and perhaps one day we can meet again
        *hugs*

        sandol replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        Goodbye. I’ll miss you <3

        2iycrb2qawutob replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        This sounds horrible I’m here for you, I love you ❤️ If you ever need anything, and I mean anything just tag me ❤️💛❤️💛💛❤️

        rayrayhannah replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I love you so much Poet. You need to do what’s best for you. I will look back at the day where we met. Even if it was a hard day, and we both lost a friend, we found each other. And I’m so happy about that. Good luck on your future, I believe you can do so so much. Maybe we will meet again, maybe we won’t, but I will always hold you very close…[Read more]

        gummibear2434 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        Poet. It’s so hard to believe, so hard to accept, so hard to imagine anything without you.

        Goodbye, Poet.
        I’ll remember you.

        neeka replied 3 months ago

        I don’t know you that well but I know that you are absolutely amazing. I’ll miss you so much🥺🥺 I hope you come back one day ♡ thank you so much for being there for me 💗 I hope you achieve all of your beautiful dreams and I know you will cause you have a kind heart and you’re fabulous. Love ya💛 have fun, stay safe and take care. Goodbye and good l…[Read more]

        iceangel replied 3 months ago

        You listened to me when no one else cared enough to.
        You cared about me when no one else bothered.
        The least I can do is respect you enough to let you go.
        I love you, Poet.
        More than you’ll ever know.
        I love you.

        lynxdragon67 replied 3 months ago

        Poet.
        I’m sorry.
        I’m so, so sorry I didn’t see this until now.
        I love you, Poet.
        You will always be my first site friend.
        You will always be held close to my heart.
        I will miss you.
        And I will love you forever.
        *Is totally not crying rn*
        Do what you need to do for your health.
        Be you.
        – Lyn <3

    outdoorpoet posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    @teija,
    I know you want to put this conversation behind you, but I’m going to be forced to report you unless you admit that you are wrong, and that you will try to see past stereotypes.
    I know you’re a good person, and I respect you a lot, but you need to own up to this so we can work through it.
    Have a great day! <3

        teija replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I DIDDDDDDDDD

        outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        No you didn’t. You said you want to keep your opinion, and you didn’t apologize.

          teija replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          I meant my opinion that he’s an idiot
          and i am SERIOUSLY sorry right now, im about to cry right now i feel so bad

          outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          No, you misunderstand me! You’re allowed to think he’s an idiot (he probably is) but blaming that fact on him being Mexican.
          Sorry, maybe I’m misunderstanding lol
          Breathe.

          teija replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Poet can we please stop talking about this i have enough sh*t in real life to deal with right now I cant handle this rn

        outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I’m sorry, but I can’t let this be. It feels too wrong. I’m sorry for everything going on, but all I need you to do is say that you won’t make a comment STRICTLY BASED on ethnicity again. AT least here. And that you understand why it could hurt others. HERE. Not him, I’m not talkinga bout him, I”m talking about people on site.

          teija replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          ik what you mean
          but just report me please i need to delete my account

        outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I don’t want you to leave, I just want you to apologize… Please, I’m not attacking you. Please stay… I would really miss you.

          teija replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Im sorry I was in a bad mood I am really sorry though And I swear I will never say anything like that again

        outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        Alright, good. *I give you a hug*
        I’m so sorry about that boy… he sounds not nice.
        Anything I can do for you?

          teija replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          *hugs back than sighs*no, I’ll have to deal with him myself. he’s usually really nice, he just has a hard life sometimes and he tends to take it out on me. that’s why i was in a bad mood- I was thinking about how I can’t help him with that. thanks though

    outdoorpoet posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    That moment when you dream about not sleeping and tossing and turning and the like, and wake up tired.

        sophieforever33 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        Oof. I’m sorry

    outdoorpoet posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    Hi, everyone! Spoes, if you see this, this is my poem slideshow, and I hope you enjoy! Please don’t copy paste my poems or make a copy of the slideshow without permission!
    https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1dfzr8uzyJj4hKgyVx2YQLU-dHrimNym59FoF1ZAXBQk/edit?usp=sharing

        sophieforever33 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        *plops down*
        This is going to be hella good, isn’t it
        *clicks le link*

        outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        Danke. *Smiles too wide*
        They might suck but

        sophieforever33 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        Poet, Poet, Poet. They’re beautiful. I love them. You have a stunning way of weaving words together I- I just- wow. Absolutely breathtaking.

          outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Danke. (Did you find yours? haha)

          outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Look for the dedications in the bottoms of them. sldfjs sorry dslfjds

        lylwitch replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        Wow!! That’s so cool!

        sophieforever33 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        The way my comment didn’t post and then I accidentally deleted one trying to reply to it-
        hOw stUpId dO I GeT-

        lynxdragon67 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        wow-
        It’s-
        Wow-

        goldcrystal24 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        SOO good poet
        I really liked them!!

        ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        those poems are gorgeous!
        My personal favorite’s Strawberry Jammed Chapter Ten, and the other ones are equally amazing too

        effie replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I know you’re already gone, but these are so freaking good. I – amazing.
        I think my favorite on is the pain of glass one. At least so far, I’m not done reading them all yes.
        The pain of glass.
        This pane of glass.
        This pain of glass.

        Just – amazing.

          effie replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          Okay, I just finished, and – I’m blown away. I’m seriously blown away, this is so. Freaking. Good!
          I smiled and I laughed and I almost cried and – I love you so freaking much.
          Oh my gosh.
          Just –
          I don’t even know what to say. I’m basically fangirling over here. I had no idea your poems were that good.
          And the rhymes –
          Anyways. I’ll go now.

    outdoorpoet posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    I think it says something about my education system that I was in two hours of classes this morning and played all of Hamilton already.

        lunalovegoodfan replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        Totally

        outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        hehe *slaps a highfive*

          lunalovegoodfan replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          *holds my dead hand from the high five*

        sophieforever33 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        *backflips because I’ve never watched Hamilton and don’t listen to it*

          outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          *crosses arms* You’re not my friend anymore.

          sophieforever33 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          *gaspeth* oH nO

        ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        wow-
        *debates whether to listen to My shot*

    outdoorpoet posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    I GET TO GO TO A POETRY WORKSHOP LIVE WITH AMANDA GORMAN OH MY GOD

        bia2008 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        OH MY GOD LUCKYYYY

        outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        *IS FREAKING OUT* ACTUALLY I THINK IT”S A READING NOT A WORKSHOP BUT STILL LIVE OMGGGGG

          bia2008 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          AAAA *FREAKS OUT AS WELL*

        lunalovegoodfan replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        Luckyyyyyyy
        That’s sounds so cool Poet!!!!

        sallysallysally replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        OMG REALLY THAT’S SO COOL AND AMAZING AMANDA GORMAN IS BRILLIANT GOOD LUCK POET

        effie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        OH MY GOD GOOD JOB AHHH YESSSSS SHE’S AMAZING OH MY GOD

        aestheticbibliophile replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        AAAAA SHDBVS

        goldcrystal24 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        AHHHH LUCKY
        SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!

        cattyrose replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        AHHHHHH THATS SO COOL GL!

          patronus16 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          ASDFGHJKLE;S’ OMG THAT IS AMAZING AMANDA GORMAN IS BRILLIANT AND AMAZING AND AN INSPIRATION AND I’M SO HAPPY FOR YOU FGHJBVKFLD;S’

        ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        AAAASLKFJSFSDKLDS THAT’S AMAZING I’M SO GLAD FOR YOUUUU
        how was it?

        delilahkitty replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        CONGRATS
        WHOZZAT

          sallysallysally replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          I–the youth poet laureate of the United States of America with her spectacular speech on Joe Biden’s Inauguration Day?

          outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          The very same

          lunalovegoodfan replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          SHE’S GONNA PERFORM AT THE SUPER BOWLLLLLLLLLL

          sallysallysally replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          IKR I CAN’T WAIT TO HEAR HER POEM

          lunalovegoodfan replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          YASSS AND SHE LIKES HAMILTONNNNNNN

          ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          AAAH THAT IS EPICC

        goldcrystal24 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        WOOWOWOWOW

        gummibear2434 replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        I can’t believe that this happened! I know you won’t see this, Poet, but that is wonderful and I envy you.

        ladyofthebooksge replied 2 months ago

        ooh, and how was it? I don’t know if you saw this but hope it went well

    outdoorpoet posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    #I’mGratefulForYou

        lunalovegoodfan replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        #Same

        effie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        #I’mCommentingOnAllOfThesePosts
        Yeah, I’m grateful for you too. <3

        sophieforever33 replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        #I’mGratefulForYou

        ladyofthebooksge replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        #sameAsWell<3

        thestoriangirl replied 3 months, 1 week ago

        #ImGratefulForYouToo
        (also, ik we haven’t talked that much, but I’d really like to get to know you!)

          outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 1 week ago

          *hugs* Me as well!

    outdoorpoet posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    Hey, @bia2008… I know you weren’t doing so well… do you want to talk?

    outdoorpoet posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    @EFFIE, HIHIHIHI I MISS YOU. CAN WE TALK HERE, RATHER THAN DOC? IT JSUT WORKS BETTER- *me dancing to What’d I Miss and harmonizing in math and all the kids going whaa*

        effie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        HIIIII I MIS YOU TO OKAY THAT WORKS ARE YOU STILL ON?
        *gets What’d I Miss stuck in head*

        outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        NO BUT HI OMGGGGGGG

          effie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          OKAY I’M ON AGAIN HI THIS IS WORKING VERY WELL CONVERSATION CONVERSATION

        outdoorpoet replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

        WE ARE VERY GOOD AT TAKLING

          effie replied 3 months, 2 weeks ago

          YES YOU CAN SEE FROM OUR VERY LENGTHY CONVERSATION THAT DEFINITELY IS NOT SIX COMMENTS LONG AND HAPPENED OVERY A SPANSE OF ONE DAY AND THREE HOURS

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