pencilpeytie posted an update 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    As I’m falling, I am breaking
    I’m a martyr in the making
    Up for the taking
    (and they take, and they take).

    Until I die, I’ll keep on living
    And giving
    (and I give, and I give).

        ladyofthebooksge replied 5 months, 1 week ago

        Are you alright?
        you don’t have to tell if you don’t feel comfortable

    pencilpeytie posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    @kittybp2
    Hey, just wanted to let you know we’re worried about you and we love you. *I hug you*

    pencilpeytie posted an update 7 months, 1 week ago

    Check @outdoorpoet’s activity after this, if you haven’t already.

    I’ve asked myself over and over again, is this it?
    Finally, I know the answer. It is. This is the eleventh hour, the new abnormal. But I will get used to it. If all goes according to plan, this will be my last post.
    I know the site has changed many of your lives. It’s changed…[Read more]

        everimagine replied 7 months, 1 week ago

        You shine brighter than the Sun at dawn. You are one of my favorite people from the site, Ely, and I know you will do so much good in your life—you already have, when you helped others and myself while on this bridge we called the madhouse. Love you <33

        everneveracademy replied 7 months, 1 week ago

        To the stars, to the stars. <333 You've done so much for us and I appreciate it. I love you so much.

    pencilpeytie posted an update 7 months, 1 week ago

    And all this has gotten me thinking. I’m leaving. I’ll still be on Discord and whatnot, and I’ve been fading away for a while, but here’s the official goodbye. I haven’t been hurt by the site as much as some of you. I’m not going to go into why I’m leaving–I’m sure you can figure it out, and it doesn’t much matter anyway. What does matter is you…[Read more]

        catsforlife replied 7 months, 1 week ago

        “Elpoep tnatsid dna driew dna yhsup yrev era ew” : tnemetats reilrae na fo noitcerroc reilrae ym ot noitcerroc.

          pencilpeytie replied 7 months, 1 week ago

          Etarucca etiuq.

          catsforlife replied 7 months, 1 week ago

          Uoy – “Htoosrof.”

    pencilpeytie posted an update 7 months, 1 week ago

    I doubt anyone will see this, but there are some things I’d like to say. I’ll keep it short, but to the point.
    Some of you, people I care about deeply, have been really, really hurt by the site and some of the people here. To you–I’m sorry. I shouldn’t fight your battles, no, but I should always have your back.
    Some of you have caused irreparable…[Read more]

    pencilpeytie posted an update 7 months, 1 week ago

    I doubt anyone will see this, but there are some things I’d like to say. I’ll keep it short, but to the point.
    Some of you, people I care about deeply, have been really, really hurt by the site and some of the people here. To you–I’m sorry. I shouldn’t fight your battles, no, but I should always have your back.
    Some of you have caused irreparable…[Read more]

    pencilpeytie posted an update 7 months, 2 weeks ago

    Practiced brushing oil on canvas
    Hammered armor out on anvils
    All my smiles are painted on masks,
    if anyone asks.
    Teeth gleam in dimmed light,
    I will not bark before I bite
    I’m the monster under my own bed,
    they said.
    Faces obscured during masquerade *****
    But also before, and after, all.
    In my mask’s allure, they reveled
    For their eyes, my edg…[Read more]

        everneveracademy replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

        This is beautiful <33

        bia2008 replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

        tag moi!!!!!!!!!

        kittybp2 replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

        I always love reading your writing. It’s amazing. Incredible, and so many other words.
        *I hug you*

        sallysallysally replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

        Your poems flow wonderfully, written with so much emotion, and has more heart than I have in my body. I love these.

        ladyofthebooksge replied 7 months, 2 weeks ago

        amazing
        *hugs*

    pencilpeytie posted an update 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    Always
    (I’m not sure if the person/people this is meant for will see this, but I love you <33)

    Broken masks and scarred arms,
    Promises you won’t come to harm
    Wounds that sting but fade with age,
    Shattered hearts trapped in a cage
    This is us, the pain, the fear
    The wiping away each others’ tears
    The weight of holding everyone up
    But not alone…[Read more]

        delilahkitty replied 7 months, 3 weeks ago

        🙂

        sallysallysally replied 7 months, 3 weeks ago

        Each poem you make has such a beautiful message. I love these, and all of the beauty you write. <333

    pencilpeytie posted an update 8 months ago

    SCREEE THE MUSIC VIDEO FOR THE STROKES SONG THE ADULTS ARE TALKING IS OUT AND FAB AND JULES ARE SO CUTE I CANTTTT

        evilxaudrey replied 8 months ago

        🧍‍♀️cool

    pencilpeytie posted an update 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    The only dreams I remember
    Are those where I’m on fire
    Aflame; creating my own embers
    Some warm their hands by me, who they admire.

    They tell me I glow; I burn so bright
    That I will light their way
    But even the hottest flames lose their light
    And are forgotten, left in yesterday.

    Then, of course, there is the pain
    The sting of hurt, the heat o…[Read more]

        cocostar replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

        *LOVED
        *RHYME
        (I am sorry)

        cocostar replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

          cocostar replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

          (to accurately represent speechlessness, sleepiness and astoundment)

          cocostar replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

          (yes I know that is not a word)

        kittybp2 replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

        THIS IS AMAZINGGGGG
        (please keep me tagged :))

        sallysallysally replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

        I love how all of your poems tell a story, and this one does it beautifully! Wonderful!

        ladyofthebooksge replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

        This is gorgeous!

        everneveracademy replied 8 months, 2 weeks ago

        this is so beautiful!!

        skylark14 replied 7 months, 3 weeks ago

        Whoaaaaaaaaaaa tag pls!

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