gris posted an update 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    I feel guilt for breathing when it could’ve easily be someone else in my place—someone who’d actually feel lucky to be here.
    I feel guilt for my failures, guilt that should’ve motivated me, but only ended up punching me into a deeper sleep.
    I feel guilt because of who I am and who I could not be. I feel guilt because of the pain, guilt for feeling…[Read more]

        gris replied 7 months, 3 weeks ago

        Just a rant, I guess

          gris replied 7 months, 3 weeks ago

          I feel disgusting today, I think I’m falling back into sleep, and it’s scaring me.

          gris replied 7 months, 3 weeks ago

          Flashbacks from last year plague me

    thecoven4ever posted an update 11 months, 1 week ago

    I’m terrified of being forgotten. And it breaks my heart to realize that it’s happening. Yami had that fear too. But her untimely disappearance assured her place in history. I, on the other hand, am just another ghost among shadows. A part of me wants to come roaring into the spotlight, away from the gloom and darkness. Another part wants to…[Read more]

        shadow98 replied 11 months, 1 week ago

        It has been forever since I have stepped foot on here, you all know this. But cove, like evil said, I will remember you for as long as I can, because you have become one of my closest friends, and one of the leaders of KoN. Together, we can bring freedom to everyone, and you can spread your light to the world.

          shadow98 replied 11 months, 1 week ago

          I have no light evil. Cove is the light side of KoN. We all know it

          shadow98 replied 11 months, 1 week ago

          When did I ever say that I have light in me @evilerruler845

        purpleunicorns8 replied 11 months, 1 week ago

        I frickin love you cove. I will never forget you. I missed you so much it hurt, and I think now is when we need you the most. (and no, i’m not in the ssss, but I know what it is) you are amazing and I could never hate you. EVER.

        smyleethechikin replied 11 months, 1 week ago

        No, Cove.
        You will never be forgotten. You were, ARE, one of the most amazing people i’ve ever met on the site.
        I speak for everyone when i say you made a big impact on us and the whole site.
        Don’t hate yourself, no one here hates you.
        “Now I have a plethora of cuts on my arm”
        me too. physical cuts on my arms and hands and metaphorical but just a…[Read more]

        pugsforever replied 11 months, 1 week ago

        what the **** T!!! I will never forget you and I will always love you. Don’t leave us T. I love u! You are so special nd don’t you forget it! No one will forget u. You got cyberbullied and I’m sorry but there are tons of other people who love you here. ❤️😍😘
        don’t leave the Hangout or I will keep adding u back 😂

        &#x2…[Read more]

        teamjoanne replied 11 months, 1 week ago

        Cove… I’m so sorry for finding this earlier, and I’m so so so sorry if I ever did anything to hurt you. it wasn’t my intention if I ever did, but it’s useless to say that now. so I’ll just say this instead.
        you’ll never be forgotten. you’re one of the closest friends I have on here, and you’re one of the kindest, most caring people I know. you…[Read more]

        royalfudge replied 11 months, 1 week ago

        Cove. I cannot forget you. You know I can’t. I knew some of your history with Yami, not all. I knew some, from the stories you told. All I can say is that I wish I had done more. I haven’t been here for you, or made it nearly clear enough that I am. Before I say anything else, know that I love you. Know that we love you. Stay strong, Cove, and…[Read more]

          ladyofthebooksge replied 11 months ago

          Cove, I will never forget you. I’m relatively new to the site so I don’t really know much about Yami, or the older users. Reading this was exhilarating and I think you couldn’t have worded it better. We love you, and we will thank you for all the positive things you did here. Stay strong, and follow the light ❤

        kittencaravalsge replied 11 months ago

        Cocoveve I will never forget you. You’ve made such a huge impact on the site. Do you know why Salty was never forgotten? Because she made an impact. On the site, on the members on the site, and me. I don’t think i would still be on the site if you weren’t there. You welcomed me into the chaotic yet lovable world of the site, guiding me through…[Read more]

        theginger replied 11 months ago

        Beautiful beautiful Thea, I will never forget you.
        My wonderful sister poet, I will always remember you.
        I understand you more than you know, and please believe me when I say I do. It always hurts, those scars. I know this. When someone roots into your being like Yami did, traces of her are there. The good and the bad. Sometimes the good makes the…[Read more]

          thecoven4ever replied 11 months ago

          Lauren… I wish I could favorite comments
          Thank you. I love you.

          theginger replied 11 months ago

          Always 💙

        pugsforever replied 11 months ago

        agreed @theginger

        what really kills me is that people on this site would hurt each other. During the Golden age, I feel like no one would think of it. It breaks my heart

        eloiseruizpalma replied 10 months, 4 weeks ago

        *Squeezes you* I’m really sorry, I’m so late. I love you Thea, you are amazing. Talented, popular and amazing. Everything you’ve done will never be forgotten and neither will you. I came back from a sixth month long break once. I saw comments everywhere, amazing ones, all written by you. Immediately, I wanted to be friends with you. I’m pretty…[Read more]

          pugsforever replied 10 months, 4 weeks ago

          blarry the bobfish agrees 1000000000% with eloise. i just want everyone to get along

          eloiseruizpalma replied 10 months, 4 weeks ago

          I’m super glad Blarry the Bobfish agrees 🙂

        sportsgirl19 replied 10 months, 3 weeks ago

        Cove, we all LOVE you. You are one of the most important and talented people on this site. This post is just you continuing to be unforgettable. It’s hard to talk because of the lack of the open chat. I LOVE your poems SO MUCH. Sometimes you get me through the day. I now I’m really late but please don’t leave us!