royalfudge

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19th January, 2019

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    royalfudge posted an update 3 weeks, 5 days ago

    I’m riding on the high of life right now. The smallest things make me smile, anything bigger, grin or laugh. I love it. I’ve finally figured something out for myself, who I am and who I want to be. Anyone who knows me in the slightest knows how hard that is for me to do. But I did it. All day now, home alone, I’ve been twirling and smiling, generally just becoming a ray of light. It’s like it was before everything happened. I’m carefree, not ignorant of the evil in the world, but willing to accept it, and try to shine some light. Even as I write this, I’m smiling, for real this time. I don’t do that very often. Everything I wanted in the short term has come about, my family life is good, and I’m smiling.
    You know what, above all else, is making me smile right now?
    These words, which came to me last night:
    Humans are essentially a series of contradictions and mistakes, but ultimately, we tend to love more than we hate.
    Why does that mean so much? Because of this: I’ve never fully understood what makes me fundamentally me. Now, I realize I don’t have to, not completely. In fact, in knowing some of me, I know much of me, because all the opposites are true of any attributes I give myself. This is true of anyone. And that means that, no matter how much dark some people spread, no matter how much I dislike them, no matter how in pain some are, there’s still light. There’s still light. The same holds true of people full of light as well- there is darkness in each one of them.
    This seems so obvious now that I’ve seen it.
    But then, don’t all things?

        darkfire2010 replied 3 weeks, 4 days ago

        I’m smiling so much reading this 🙂 🙂 🙂

          darkfire2010 replied 3 weeks, 4 days ago

          I’m so happy that you’re happy ☺ It’s the best feeling
          I had such a great week this week I can’t wait for the next council post so I can give my weekly update haha

          royalfudge replied 3 weeks, 4 days ago

          I’m glad you had such a great week, the council post will be coming tomorrow.

        blondieonfire replied 3 weeks, 3 days ago

        this honestly makes me so happy omg I’m so glad you’ve found your happiness oh my goodness
        also this was a very poetic declaration, which seems a bit like an oxymoron but you of course made it work perfectly 😄😄😄

          royalfudge replied 3 weeks, 3 days ago

          I’m glad that you enjoyed reading this. I’m glad I found it too, it’s not exactly easy sometimes. I don’t know about perfectly, but it certainly works.

          blondieonfire replied 3 weeks, 3 days ago

          true, is a sense nothing is truly perfect (haha way to bring down the happy post Lucy *high fives myself*)
          it isn’t very easy, is it? I’m so happy that you found it though, truly

        ladyofthebooksge replied 3 weeks, 2 days ago

        That sounds amazing! I really enjoyed reading this, and glad that you’re happy 😀😁

          royalfudge replied 3 weeks, 2 days ago

          <3

        leilamofwoodsbeyond replied 3 weeks, 1 day ago

        I am so, so happy for you.
        You deserve this. I’m glad you finally got the happiness and understanding I’ve always wished for you. <3

          royalfudge replied 3 weeks, 1 day ago

          Thank you <3

          leilamofwoodsbeyond replied 3 weeks ago

          <3

        ladyofthebooksge replied 3 weeks ago

        You’re welcome <3

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