My Ranking Points
Hello everyone. Where do I start with this? Lately, my life has been really tough. My sisters and I don’t have a really good relationship anymore, and that’s having a huge impact on my life. I’m mostly busy all the time and I’ve been feeling depressed for a while. I’ve had an abusive nanny for years and everything that happened back then, has still effected me. I tried to find my way back to happiness, but when I did, it was lost again. I’m under alot of pressure with school and my social life. The site isn’t going too well either, with the doc vandals, and the fights, and it just really upsets me. I just moved countries and things are really tough here, I can barely breathe. I decided I want some time off from everything, to get everything back on track. So I’m going to ask Jun to ban my account for four months. Right now. I think that’s what is best for me. But before I go, I just want to thank some people.
Katie, you were one of my first friends on this site, and I will never forget you, especially during these five months. I consider you to be one of my best friends on the site and really bubbly and funny. I love your writing and everything you do, it really brightens my day. You’re one of the most amazing people I know.
Yami, I don’t know if you’re still on the site, but I’ll really miss you. We don’t talk alot but I do read your posts and they’ve made me laugh countless times. You’re fun and really open, and easy for anyone to talk to. I’ll really miss you. You’re awesome so don’t let anyone tell you you’re not. Good luck with Elle.
I don’t know your actual name, but I’ll call you Bookie, if that’s fine with you. You’re really sweet and I love hearing your feedback, which is always honest and kind. You were one of the people who kept me writing all this time, and you have no idea how grateful I am to you.
Cove, I know I’ve already said this, but you really are like a big sister to all of us. You’re joyful, clever, and outgoing. It’s going to be hard not to hear or see from you for a few months, and I’ll miss you more than I can imagine.
Skye, I see you as a really close friend to me on the site. I would chat with you for hours it I could, but I can’t unfortunately. I would do an RP with you once I come back, because I think you’re a really good writer. I’ll miss you.
I’m really sorry that I forgot you, my eye hurts really bad so please forgive me. But know that you’re an amazing person, who I will miss when I remember you after I post this.
About my stories:
Camelot’s Princess: I will try to post one more chapter before I leave. Then, I will continue it after four months.
Hogwarts Homies: I’ll write on it occasionally, since it’s off the site.
The Hogwarts plan: I’ll send the doc tomorrow and I’ll start the story, you guys can continue from there. ‘ll pick a user to have a special role, that I was supposed to play. I’ll write one or two paragraphs every Saturday.
Goodbye everyone. I’ll miss you
Four months is a bit extreme. It’s completely up to you how long you’ll stay off, but just know that I’ll be counting down the minutes until you come back!!! I get how it feels, as though your world is crashing down and rushing fast too fast for you to keep up, as though your universe is falling apart and the walls are pressing in on you from all sides. I’ve experienced it myself, and just know that you will emerge from this feeling. If you need to slow down and stop for a minute, I understand. I’ll miss you, Sydney!
I don’t have discord 😕, the only thing social I’m allowed to use is this site. I don’t even have Roblox, my parents don’t want to risk Hackers and stuff. I guess they’re just protective.
I’m so sorry Syd. I really, really hope everything works out for you. I’ll miss you so, so much. The things that are going on in your life… I hope the situation improves soon.
As for the fighting, i totally understand. I hated it too. It hurt me as well. The site… well. But there’s nothing to do for now except fight for hope.
Don’t forget us. No matter what, we’ll always be a community, a family. Even through the darkness and the breaking. I’ll miss you beyond what you could imagine. You’ve been such an amazing, creative presence in your time here on the site, and you will be remembered.
I wish… I hope you will come back. I wish you didn’t have to leave, to take a break. But I understand. That need to let go, to take a break, to have some time for yourself. I want you to do what you need, whatever is best for you.
Don’t ever let go of hope. No matter what. I’ll always be her for you, even when you’re gone. If you ever need to talk, I’ll be here. Whatever you need.
I hope your break goes well and I’ll miss you so much.
Love you always Syd