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But what if I want to let go?
There’s a freedom in falling,
No reason to feel or think.
Destinations are calling,
Reality is not on the list.
I wish that wings would take me places,
Away from the bustling streets.
Imagine the wind and all the blurred faces,
The open air pushing away under my feet.
People who tagged me: @BOOMBOOMPANCAKES, @PRSTNCHARLIE, @leilamofwoodsbeyond
**It was a bit late when I wrote this, so the grammar might be questionable.**
Hello and welcome to 10 Facts about Ginger! I remember doing something like this months ago, but it’s obviously gone because of Open Chat. I didn’t realize I was so mysterious, but I shall try…[Read more]
YESSSSSS I ONE MILLION PERCENT AGREE WITH NUMBER 8
honestly I wish my bedroom looked like IKEA because…well, you’d understand if you saw it
honestly, I don’t like orange and chocolate either. blech
ALSO HI GINGY I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN A WHILE
YES NUMBER EIGHT I COMPLETELY AGREE!!!!!
I wish my bedroom looked like Ikea ****
Gingey! I haven’t seen you in a while! Okay, so firstly, yOU ARE beautiful! But how don’t you like orange and chocolate?! Also, I love mushrooms on pizza too but not pineapple that much.. It’s kinda too sweet! And I also agree with number 8!!
Hello! I’m not sure why I don’t like it, I just don’t like the strong orange flavor with chocolate. It’s weird because I like raspberry and chocolate.
oooh raspberry and chocolate is great
honestly I just think that the citrus mixed with the dairy sweetness is just eh
I like Terry’s Chocolate Orange! Also, raspberry and chocolate is so good! I prefer it with white chocolate thoughhh (how do you not like white chocolate XD)
my grandpa loves this omg I’ve never had them but I ate a orange rind once and coughed
Thank you so much for tagging me, this was so much fun to read! 😄🥰 Ooooh, and thank you, Ginger, for mentioning Dysautonomia ☺️ Something new for me and really interesting to know about!
Anyone who’s gonna make a list about facts about yourself, if you want to, don’t hesitate to tag me! I love learning and relearning about y’all awesome beans h…[Read more]
Thank you!!!! It’s so good to see you again too, this place wasn’t the same without your signature positive and caring energy!! 💙💙💖
Gingey! Good to see you here. Thanks for tagging me, and it really was fun to read! Agree with number 8, I’m also a straight A student. Wish my bedroom looked that neat, I might be a perfectionist but my room is oretty messy…
AND U MET SHANNON MESSANGER?! SO LUCKYYYYYYYY
And I was shipping Fitzphie but shifted to Foster-Keefe on LEGACY. And I…[Read more]
Did you learn anything new???????
Also, I just wanted to say that I’m super proud of you!! All the work that you’ve done and are still doing this year is amazing, and I have full confidence you’ll pass those APs and then some!
quite a bit!!! you too ginger hehe tysm!!! you’re such an amazing and talented and driven individual, and i’m sure you’re meant for gr8 things!!! you’re always super passionate and super sweet and this was really fun to read haha
also omg nooo you’re pretty, and i’ve always had a bit of a thing for redheads HAHAHA
I’ve always sort of wanted a twin, but one of my friends was born on the same day (Haha, I’m 16 hours older than her, though 🙂 ), so I guess that sort of makes up for it XD
I have officially learned something new today, I had no idea what the Dysautonomia spectrum was until about a minute ago, so thanks!
I COMPLETELY AGREE WITH 6 AND 8 (Except my…[Read more]
Now I really want to try that, hehe
*goes to ask parents to have pizza tonight* lol
Hahaha I’m super pale too
Oh wow I didn’t know about the dysautonomia thing, thank you for linking information on it
I wish my bedroom looked like Ikea
We have the same political opinions
Ohh I don’t remember if you’d told me you’ve been to Ireland or not but were you in the republic or the north?
I actually agree with you on all the foods…[Read more]
We went to Dublin and took a train from there to York I believe. I’m Irish, so it was nice to connect to my heritage!
And I’m so glad you learned something new!!! Dysautonomia definitely needs more awareness, and now I can provide a good platform for it haha
I’m glad you had a good time 🙂 Dublin’s nice
Yeah thanks for sharing about it
County Down, if you go back to Ireland I definitely recommend visiting. It’s really beautiful, I’m super lucky to live there
I will make a point of planning a visit!! I just read the oldies post, so now I’m kinda tearing up. I’m not that old compared to so many users, but it makes me feel old to see their names again and remember their personalities. I miss them. It reminds me of when you left. When you came back, it was like a missing piece clicked into place. All of…[Read more]
Love you Lauren <3
I teared up too reading it, I'm not that old either but I know what you mean, it's so familiar yet so strange to see all those usernames again. I'm so grateful that I was part of it. I miss them so much. I posted about when I left recently but maybe I should have posted about before that. There's so many memories. Without all…[Read more]
So, Arthur’s true test for Tedros was not pulling Excalibur, it was finding the last ring. Pulling the sword seems almost purely symbolic because it’s a continuation of tradition. The sword can only be pulled by the eldest child, but that child doesn’t necessarily become King. Arthur wanted Tedros to be King. He wasn’t stupid either, before his…[Read more]
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That is both slightly terrifying, amazingly true, and darkly beautiful, I love it, knowing that I feel the same way a lot of the time.
Lauren… That hits home in a dark and intensely sad and beautiful way. The way in which you . convey words within your poems, in which you truly speak to the heart… it is both beautiful and heartbreaking. This is amazing. Thank you. For your gifts, and how you share them with the world.
🙁 I once thought shutting myself out would help… but it doesn’t. I am so scared of being alone that even leaving you guys terrifies me. I didn’t have that many friends to begin with. Thea, there will always be those who backstab each other. But many of us learn and grow from it… I only hope that Isabella realizes that soon.
Thank you for…[Read more]
I want to commend you on this, but just reading the second line of this I could physically feel something in my body
it’s beautiful, Gingy
I love you all dearly, never forget that. If my writing can build a path through the dark for even a second, I will always share it with the world. Always.
Kira, remember, you CAN just be. Maybe others will not take the initiative, but you are always allowed to live and be. I guarantee others will follow.
Thea, you are not alone. Sometimes we…[Read more]
Hi my favorite nickname maker! I’m goodish, I was definitely pretty shaken up at the moment of the fight, waking up to 60 motifs and 30 of them being a fight wasn’t exactly comforting. All is well now, thanks for checking in <3
How are you? How's life been?
:’) Thank you, Ginger… and she finally apologized, so I’m happy. 🙂
I’m really really happy I’m on break! Christmas is tomorrow!!!!! I think the holidays improve my mental state a little bit because there’s so much joy. The doctors say I have POTS and migraines, so I’ve got some meds now. I hope they help 😊. Right now, I’m doing pretty well in school, so that’s good. My AP class could be better, but my group mates…[Read more]
well, I hope that they help too 🙂
honestly, I feel like the holidays just help everyone’s mental health in general, it’s sure as sugar helped lower my stress
aghhhh group projects are not the greatest, especially when the groups are luck of the draw *coughs* really Carson you couldn’t memorize four lines I had 26 *cough cough*
This is very brave
Words we all feel but never voiced, but you did. Brave.
It’s dark and I wish I didn’t understand but I do
This is such a subject change but merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS ORLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope it was wonderful 😁.
It’s hard to know that deep down we understand, and it’s really hard in and of itself to not become those people. At least we lean on each other though, and I’m so lucky to have the most beautiful friends, inside and out, in the whole world.
I’m lucky too Lauren 🙂
I hope you had a wonderful Christmas too
Thank you for everything 💛
My Christmas was wonderful!! I got a lot of Harry Potter things, including a pop up book that folds out into a map of all the areas in Hogwarts!
Ooooh that sounds awesome, I actually got some Harry Potter stuff too! I got a Hogwarts-style quill and notebook, haven’t decided whether to use it for calligraphy or actual work yet, but I am ridiculously excited about having a quill haha
I’m a bit in love with it myself haha
Harry Potter gives many ideas!
I’ve also started saying “Aye” because of Outlander… I’m a Scot at heart I swear!
Ahahahaha we’ll have to start calling you Merida. Say eejit too! As opposed to saying idiot, it’s kinda Irish slang but Ireland, Scotland, they’re in the same overall Celtic ballpark
Once an American guy asked me if I was Scottish and I have a Northern Irish accent so either he’s terrible at guessing accents or it all sounds similiar. I felt bad…[Read more]
I SAY EEJIT! ITS AN INSIDE JOKE BETWEEN MY FRIEND AND I! Sorry to interrupt lol
That poem was really good, and i don’t have any poetic words but it was so good it’s indescribable. And @theginger that’s really cool! And Hogwarts.. woah
Is this you?
I miss you a lot, just wanted you to know. I wrote a poem for you too:
I know that you’re gone,
Your wings have flown away,
Leaving their magic,
The feathers have yet,
To settle on the ground.
They sing your final song,
Full of energy and joy.
I never thought,
We’d say goodbye so soon.
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Hello everyone 😊
I don’t think I…[Read more]
Is that even possible? 😮 Are you sure that when a member asks for a self-ban, their account isn’t just deleted?
Gwen’s coming back? AMAZING! *le gasp* We should throw her a welcome back party! Even though she would probably be slightly meh about it! I’ll shut up now!
shes gone for 2 months, but she posted that in september, so shell come back in a few weeks anyway… also, @storygirl1, idk if theres a forum that we can party on, since we don’t have the open chat anymor..
*Pushes glasses back into place*
Welcome to the ENA, or Ever Never Army.
I’m Ginger, a third year evergirl here in the madhouse. It’s a bit crazy, but you’ll never find a better community than this one.
If you need anything, just tag me in your activity!
1) Your activity is under the Report Card tab. You can view any user’s activity…[Read more]
What’s it like; sitting all alone in the shadowed corners.
What’s it like; watching others instead of looking in a mirror.
I ask myself; what do I see in the glass.
He asked; why do you hide yourself away.
Cover your back in clothes that conceal.
Keep your head down, eyes wandering.
Build the walls higher, stronger so they contain you.
I replied;…[Read more]
You already know my thoughts, but I’ll say it again: I love this. <3
Sometimes your poems leave me speechless. This is one of those times.
I have no words to describe how utterly amazing this is
Thank you Orla, I’m glad you liked this one. It’s a representation of my self esteem, something I talked with my therapist about, how there are days when I don’t know the person in the mirror.
Yeah, it’s really hard when everyone around you keeps saying how amazing you are, but you can’t see if yourself. Even when you try, try to look at yourself in a positive light, all you see are the things you try to hide from people. Your flaws.
Honestly, for me, how I feel with my self-esteem is telling myself I’m meh. It’s probably not the best way, but it means I have days where I look and myself and go yikes, and there’s days where I feel content with myself. I try not to think about my flaws too much or my virtues. When people say you’re amazing on here, I read I love you. I think of…[Read more]
I’m worried. I’m really worried. Please talk to me Cove, please. I’m here. I’m prepared to come back and help, I’m here if you need to vent. You know I will always be here. Always.
Life’s alright…except for this virus!! It’s currently 3am… earlier last night it felt like someone was driving a screwdriver into the side of my head. I fell asleep without eating dinner after having ice on it for an hour. I’ve missed school for a week and a day.
How are you?